life thirty

My thoughts have been confused for a long time, even if I force myself to cheer up to solve the matter, the feeling of being helpless doesn't mean to leave me at all.

After I left the hospital, I drove the car to several places. I convinced myself that I was tossing around to search for evidence, but in fact it was just me who didn't have a general direction.

Things are chaotic like a ball of wool that has been put away indiscriminately. Even if I don't want to admit it, everything seems to be directed at me.

I started sorting out with the self-centeredness, and I could see that those people were more or less connected with me, and it affected the whole body. I went to the wrong place at the beginning, and someone was planning to impose a greater threat on me. revenge.

Sleepless all night, driving drowsily, wandering around the city, inexplicably feeling like a walking dead, originally there was no purpose, but when I came back to my senses, the engine had been turned off for a long time, and there was impatience outside the car window knocking sound.

"Dong dong dong..."

As if waking up from a dream, I suddenly straightened my back and cheered up, and saw the policeman looking at me playfully from the car window.

I pressed down the car window, and he leaned over and smelled it symbolically, presumably to make sure I was driving under the influence of alcohol.

"Did you fall asleep driving early in the morning? Sir, you will be charged for illegal parking here.

fine……"

As he spoke, he straightened his police cap, entered information on the computer in his hand, and handed me a ticket.

"On the same road section, or on such a remote road section, you violated the regulations twice in a row, and both times were illegal parking. Are you against us?"

Um?What twice?

I took the ticket in a daze, looked at the position above, my blank brain instantly recovered, I subconsciously squeezed my hands tightly, and the newly issued ticket was crumpled and deformed.

The traffic policeman frowned and looked at me, a little disgusted, "Even if there are electronic fines now, it's good to keep the paper ones as a reminder, but to be honest, you can park illegally twice on this section of the road, I think it's a lesson. Probably not enough."

I glanced at the traffic policeman with a complicated expression, but didn't reply. After listening to his education and going through the procedures that should go, I started the car and drove away.

To be honest, I am very familiar with this road, and I firmly believe that I will never make such a low-level mistake as illegal parking, let alone make the same mistake twice.

But what the traffic police said was indeed correct, and the ticket was fine, but the last ticket was left by Song Yu and Bian Wenbin when they were having a shameless fun on the street.

Because of the ticket, I found the real reason for Song Yu's cheating and smashed a series of conspiracies against me.

I don't know why I'm baffled

Miao Ke came here by car, at least after I found out that something was wrong with Song Yu, I would deliberately avoid this route.

But the ticket already drenched in sweat in my hand reminded me that last night I was in a daze and bumped around like a headless chicken, and I never escaped from being trapped by Song Yu and Bian Wenbin. dominate.

I drove the car to the nearest parking space and parked it. When I got out of the car, there was a slight chill in my face. The location here is not remote, but it has been planned as a park, covering a wide area, with a high vegetation coverage rate, and the design is ornamental. Also excellent.

In this season, you can see a golden ginkgo forest from a distance. The further you go in, the more vegetation changes.

I sat down on the stone bench by the side of the road, closed my eyes, and the person I remembered was still Song Yu.

"Honey, why don't we buy our first house near the forest park? Then our family will go out for a walk when we have nothing to do, and the scenery will be pretty good."

"Where can't we take a walk? When you buy a house in the school district, it will be convenient for the children and us. If you want to see the scenery, can't you just go on a trip? Buying a house is mainly about picking the location..."

It was a noisy conversation, the two of them seemed to be totally different from each other, but unfortunately I didn't feel Song Yu's impatience and disgust at that time.

The serenity and peace I want is nothing to her.

Moment

, the originally restless heart suddenly calmed down.

I let out a long breath, as if I suddenly remembered something, took out my phone, and took a deep breath.

The screen is full of missed calls and unread messages, and the mute sign at the top of the screen is particularly glaring.

It seems that when the traffic jam on the second ring road, the mobile phone was set to silent. After that, I closed myself up, thinking about things in the car, and my mood was depressed and my behavior was confused.

Frowning, he clicked on the prestige, the top one with the largest number of messages was Liang Ruoling's news, it said that I hadn't returned all night, Huanhuan went upstairs to play with her, the attached picture was Huanhuan hugging Liang Ruoling's fair neck, two The man smiled so brightly that the corners of my mouth couldn't help but curl up.

But the following news is a photo of three or two people in strange clothes standing downstairs and looking up. They are in different positions at different times, but judging by their figures, they are the same group of people.

"These guys have been around for a while, please pay attention, I feel like they are coming for you."

It's been a while?

I thought about this sentence, my heart sank, and my suspicions increased. I didn't even understand who I had offended.

Even the downstairs of the house has to be guarded and watched?

After sending a message to report safety, I looked down the message and saw

Huazi sent me a message after a long absence.

Thinking of the last time we met, it was I who unilaterally poured out bitterness, and my mood became a little depressed.

"Brother Yao, let's get together sometime."

Huazi himself is not a heartless person. He must have found out about the situation on my side from Feng Yilan's side. It was called Juju at the time when I was in a state of desperation, and I probably encountered something.

Thinking this way, I swiped my finger on the screen a few times and chose the "OK" expression. At the end, I added a sentence, "Try to inform me a week in advance of the time."

In fact, many articles on the Internet say that after a woman gets married, it is equivalent to sacrificing her own small circle, with fewer and fewer friends, and the reduction of social interaction is the biggest sacrifice for marriage.

But in fact, men are the same. Thinking of those brothers who have not seen for more than half a year, even the faces seem to start to blur. I smiled wryly, and the screen just turned black. I looked at the cheeks reflected on the black screen, and there were lines at the corners of my eyes. The heart became even more desolate.

I casually clicked through the rest of the fragmented news, and didn't bother to reply.

I stretched my waist, slapped my face twice, and the moment I stood up refreshed, I said goodbye to the muddle-headed me from last night.

Then I glanced at the time, and after confirming that there was no problem with the time slot, I called Feng Yilan directly.

(End of this chapter)