life thirty

Before entering the house, I just opened the door and heard this. I was so embarrassed that I pulled Huanhuan into the room and closed the door. The student arranged for Liang Ruoling to close the door. Hearing Huanhuan's words, let us Getting along is even more awkward.

But I was a little restless in my heart. One was thinking that Huanhuan wanted Liang Ruoling to be her mother, and the other was that I had a good impression of Liang Ruoling myself.

I just thought about her past, and that she was still an unmarried girl. Even if she was engaged, the engagement partner was gone. She was still a single high-quality young woman, and she couldn't find anyone she was looking for.

Compared with her, a divorced man in his 30s with a baby in his [-]s, the conditions are completely different from hers.

Even Huanhuan and I have such thoughts, to put it bluntly, it is Xiao Xiang, not to mention that Liang Ruoling has always offered me unconditional help from the perspective of a friend.

She also said that the help she gave me was more for her to find inspiration and materials when she wrote the materials herself. My image from her will be severely frustrated, and it is even more difficult for me to look directly at myself.

When I thought of the embarrassing stare at her before, I calmed down a lot in my heart.

"Dad, what's wrong with you?"

I do not know

When I was thinking about those things just now, did I have a strange look on my face? When I heard Huanhuan ask me, I looked down and saw her puzzled face, so I could only squat down in embarrassment and patiently explain to her My relationship with Liang Ruoling.

My original intention was to hope that Huanhuan could always regard Liang Ruoling as a good big sister next door, and not think about finding me a wife quickly because of Song Yu's relationship, so as to make this family complete.

I have always felt that finding the other half is all about fate, and now I haven't even gone through the divorce procedures with Song Yu. Feng Yilan has prepared a divorce agreement, but the result of sending it to Song Yu is to be rejected. She tore it up directly, and called Feng Yilan to scold Feng Yilan.

I am very sorry for this, but fortunately Feng Yilan has seen a lot of wind and rain, and he doesn't bother with Song Yu's shrew behavior at all, and because of the verbal abuse, he has paid more attention to Song Yu's case.

According to Feng Yilan's estimation, she will not give up until she sends Song Yu to prison for a period of time. After all, she has been convicted of the crime of attempting to pay for the murder, but there was no condition on my side at the time. Recording, so there is still a need to search for evidence.

Of course, these are all far-fetched. Judging from the current situation, as a man who has been greened, anyone who looks at me will think that there is something wrong with me, otherwise my wife

Why did you cheat for no reason, and you haven't officially divorced yet? If you contact me now, you will definitely be affected by unnecessary disputes.

At this juncture, if there are still people who continue to contact me, I am already grateful to Dade, how dare I expect something to happen to others.

I tried my best to convey my own thoughts to her in an expression that I thought Huanhuan could understand. To be honest, even Liang Ruoling told me that Huanhuan's qualifications are not bad. The ability to adapt is much more mature than we expected for the five-year-old age group.

"I know, what Dad means is that he feels that his conditions are not suitable for Sister Lingling, right?"

When I heard Huanhuan's immature voice say these words, I felt that I was dumbfounded. Although I said my pain, but at this age, I can understand the unspeakable secrets of adults.

I subconsciously thought of what happened to the psychiatrist before when the parents divorced and turned their faces. The child only wanted to comfort his hurt father. This in itself is a very mature expression!

And before I could react from the shock of this incident, I heard Huanhuan say something surprising again.

"But Huanhuan thought of this point. I heard a lot of children talking about it in kindergarten before, so Huanhuan asked sister Lingling, what he meant was that she could

Let's get along slowly, as for the follow-up, it depends on Dad's performance..."

This means that!I am hopeful!

I suddenly remembered the message that Liang Ruoling sent me that night. Regarding her past, she didn't even attend the funeral of her ex-boyfriend. I guess she felt a lot more abuse and gossip during that time than I imagined. .

Indeed, by comparison, she is considered someone who has seen big winds and waves, so it is no wonder that when she first met her, her eyes were indifferent like ordinary people. Now that I think about it carefully, it feels like I have seen the world.

It is also because of this that she was able to calmly listen to me talk about my life experience all night, and then deal with everything I experienced calmly.

Thinking of the moment when I was in the car and had thoughts of suicide by driving, she came to me like an angel and drove out my thoughts of leaving this world.

I couldn't bear it more and more, as if something was causing trouble in my heart. Although I didn't want to carefully imagine everything she experienced at that time, when I thought about it, she should have had suicidal thoughts, but relying on Get over it yourself.

As if under some great pressure in my heart, my expression also became heavy, and I didn't notice that Huanhuan's voice stopped suddenly, and the pad

Standing on tiptoe, put her little hand on top of my head, stroking my head once and for all.

I was taken aback by her actions and stared blankly at her.

Huanhuan realized that I had reacted, and smiled proudly, "Sister Lingling taught me that if I meet a boy in the future who is depressed or sad, I will You can touch the top of her head to comfort him."

"Dad is also a boy, so Huanhuan thinks that Dad also needs such comfort. Dad, are you feeling better now?"

Hearing Huanhuan's childish voice asking this, I couldn't fall asleep all night with complicated emotions, and it was a rare night that Liang Ruoling didn't send me a message to say good night. I don't know if it was because I was used to her good night message.

However, I can clearly feel my heart beating restlessly just because of some trivial things, because what Huanhuan said was inexplicably inspired.

I myself also started to imagine Liang Ruoling a little more boldly. Looking at the empty room, I even thought of the picture of myself being in the same room with her.

Of course, there is also Huanhuan in the picture. It is a picture of a happy family of three getting together. I even heard Huanhuan whispering to Liang Ruoling that he wants a younger brother. After hearing this request, Liang Ruoling turned red and looked at me .

(End of this chapter)