life thirty

"are you asleep?"

In the dark, just as I hated Song Yu's face, Liang Ruoling's beautiful face began to appear in front of me, when the phone rang suddenly, and I saw clearly that the message was from Liang Ruoling, I sat up straight from the bed.

"Didn't fall asleep, what's wrong?"

The most beautiful thing in the world is that the person you are thinking of is also thinking of you.

After I replied to the message, Liang Ruoling kept showing that she was typing, so I sat and waited for her to send another message.

Wechat was also added because Liang Ruoling did not contact me this time, and it was very inconvenient to post the location, so when I was still in a coma, she brought Huanhuan over once, and asked Huanhuan to unlock my phone and go straight home The prestige friend left.

In the few days after Xiao Zhang left, I ate three meals provided by the hospital, and I didn't let anyone take care of me. I actually prayed in my heart that there would be no next time.

After all, I came back soon after being discharged from the hospital. Everyone has their own things to do. I can't keep delaying others because of my own things.

Although I mentioned it later when I explained to Liang Ruoling that I didn't want to cause trouble to others, I was still severely criticized by her.

Of course, that's all for later. I explained to the police that Song Yu asked someone to beat me in detail.

He can be a gangster, and he has a criminal record on his back.

Even the detention will not be long in terms of time, not to mention that it is common for those people to go to jail, and they have never explained who is behind it, even if the police have already told Song Yu The name, they are also bitten to death because I am not pleasing to the eye.

I was amazed at how well they kept their promises, and I had no choice but to let the matter go like this. I didn't miss the compensation and apology I deserved.

After Liang Ruoling knew about it, she teased me whether I could get [-] to [-] yuan just by being hospitalized. After I calculated an accurate figure, I found that the extra money on my bank card during that month's hospitalization was far more than One hundred thousand.

Of course, that is another story, and now I am still sitting upright on the bed, waiting for news from Liang Ruoling.

About half an hour later, when I started to feel a little tired, she sent the message. It was a long paragraph, and the stories I told were far from what I had thought of.

Liang Ruoling has a fiancé. A year ago, the two were originally engaged, but before the engagement, the two had an argument over some trivial matters. Her boyfriend slammed the door but got into a car accident and never came back.

The man's family was originally amiable, but after her boyfriend passed away, she was treated like a bastard, and she was not even allowed to attend his funeral.

She didn't see him for the last time, and after that, even if she knew where the cemetery was, she never had the courage to look at him again.

When I looked at the screen, I felt that my whole heart was panicking. I didn't know how to evaluate such a story. It was not close to reality, and it even matched the dreamy feeling Liang Ruoling gave me, but it was also very distressing.

I rested my hand on the screen and looked at the gray head portrait. For a long time, I didn't say a word of comfort.

I always feel that now should not be the time for consolation. After all, a year has passed, and the time when Liang Ruoling needed comfort the most has passed. She certainly did not intend to share this matter with me to comfort her.

In my perception, Liang Ruoling may be a person with a very distinctive style, a school of his own, and his own unique way of doing things.

She is not the kind of fragile, fragile girl. Even after experiencing such an unforgivable change, she still gave me warm guidance when I met her.

"I... went to see him that day, the day you were hospitalized."

For a long time, I haven't decided what kind of news to reply, Liang Ruoling told me the cause of the whole thing.

"What kind of thing prompted you to worship him?"

I followed her words and asked, and I could empathize with her sadness even just reading the text.

But I was even more surprised that she would take the initiative to tell me about her past.

I have always felt that Liang Ruoling is a sacred and inviolable existence with me, so I will not visit her past without knowing it. in front of her.

I also know that my behavior is very selfish, but I feel that I am relying on Liang Ruoling to save myself, as long as she does not deny me, I am correct.

"Huanhuan told me about the past between you and Song Yu. I couldn't let go of it at first, but after seeing that you were so close in the past, and now you are falling apart, I began to wonder why I was confined to the past."

Liang Ruoling said frankly that she had been bound by the fact that her fiancé had died, but if he was still alive now, she couldn't imagine what it would be like between the two of them.

Because on the day of the quarrel, the two quarreled a few words just because the cigarette butts were cleaned out, and the fiancé's face suddenly changed, and this led to a lot of backlogged things in the past.

Are little things scary?Not terrible.

But what's scary is that a bunch of small things that aren't scary accumulate and snowball, and when you realize that the small things are hard to suppress, it's too late.

I originally wanted to say some beautiful words that the past is over, but when I think of myself

He has also been deeply trapped in the past with Song Yu and cannot extricate himself.

Feeling that all words became pale, the chat seemed to be fragmented, after a long silence, Liang Ruoling sent another message.

"When I went to see the photo on his tombstone, I actually didn't think about anything. I just thought that he looked like this a year ago, which was not pleasing to the eye."

"But actually, I feel like I've let him go."

It feels like a relief, but it makes me feel unspeakably sad.

It took me a long time to understand why Liang Ruoling met me and why she told me her past. I always felt that she and I were not from the same world, but in fact, I was too similar to her in many ways.

But when I really understood, she and I had drifted apart, and if I wanted to restore it, it would be an insurmountable distance in a foreign country.

"Well, forget it, let's not talk about it. I just sent this matter out of my feelings. Go to bed early, good night."

The conversation was endless, she suddenly cut off the conversation, and I began to regret whether my reply was too plain, making him unable to arouse his interest in chatting with me.

But contradictoryly remembered that this incident itself is not something that can be talked in a brisk tone. I thought that if there is an opportunity in the future, I will have a good chat in person, but the opportunity does not come often. If it appears the moment it does not seize it , then there is only regret.

(End of this chapter)