life thirty

That is to say, Ji Wenlin wanted to write a paper with me as the object of observation. I was hesitant about this at the time, but now I agree without hesitation. He helped me solve a lot of psychological confusion, and I should also Help him once.

After leaving Ji Wenlin's psychological clinic that day, I didn't go home in time, but went to the company's file room, thinking that Wo Jianye usually observed my position, moved little by little, and saw a dusty box There were traces of human movement on it, and the box was reported down, and when it was opened, there was only one envelope in the box, which said——Yao Jinggen personally signed it.

Open the envelope, inside is a bank card with a password written on it, and a few pieces of handwritten letter paper.

"Hey, Lao Yao, when you read this letter, I should not be in this world anymore, but I am very happy because I should have fulfilled my long-cherished wish and placed myself in the public opinion to become A long knife stuck in the Ran family's heart."

"I think you must not be sad for me, because you are the last light in my world, at least you let me see the diversity of things, let me see all the life I should have, I am really happy Happy, it’s like the black and white world is given color, you have painted the last stroke in my world, so my departure

It seemed to become more meaningful, thinking that there was another me in the world who lived happily, and in the end, everything seemed to become brisk. "

"This little money is a small gift for another me. If you dare to donate it or don't use it wisely, then I will definitely curse you many times. So, please, Comrade Yao, you must live a happy life in the future." It’s beautiful, you must live as you expected, and let yourself have a good life!”

I looked at the letter paper, and my tears were like water breaking a bank. I couldn't stop it at all. I didn't notice anything during the last period. I just felt that Wo Jianye had saved me a lot of trouble by being by my side. But I didn't expect the price to be paid behind this at all. He should have lived a happy life like me...

I thought, put away the letter paper, glanced at the number on the card, it should be Wo Jianye's birthday, and coincidentally, that date happened to be today, I don't know how to describe the degree of coincidence of this incident, But after thinking for a long time, I decided to call my family first and ask them to help prepare dinner. I sent a message to a few friends myself, and then went to the cake shop to buy a birthday cake.

When I got home at night, I told Liang Ruoling about the whole thing, and she burst into tears, saying that she would write the whole thing in the book.

Coming out is to commemorate Wo Jianye, and at the same time, I also feel that my dream is really too magical.

"Maybe they are really guarding you by your side?"

When Liang Ruoling said this to me, I just felt like my whole body was healed instantly. Yes, they have been working hard to help me dispel the darkness, and they have been by my side helping me deal with many things that I can't do. .

It was a small dinner that night. Of course Zhan Yuze knew whose birthday it was, but I also knew about the menstrual period. I didn't tell him about it, because Wo Jianye specifically told him about it. After all, Zhan Yuze got along with her better. In the end, he left something for me, the purpose is to let me resign and do what I want to do, Zhan Yuze will probably scold him behind his back a few times out of ten.

"I didn't expect him to refuse to celebrate his birthday, so he just left..."

Xiao Zhang said regretfully, and then took a mouthful of food fiercely. He is the same as me. He knew Wo Jianye at the same time, and he both regarded Wo Jianye as a good teacher and helpful friend. He has always regretted not being able to see Wo Jianye for the last time. Even the last time he spoke, it seemed like he was arguing, which made him feel uncomfortable.

After the meal, I carried the cake out, and everyone sang to the cake together, and finally looked at the vacant room in the corner silently.

In that position, say the last sentence: "Shou Xinggong makes a wish."

Then Dundee United was about to say it was time to blow out the candles for nearly 2 minutes, when I saw a sudden burst of madness blowing out the window and blew out all the candles. I just feel that the noisy person who never talks nonsense appears again around me, I only feel his noisy voice appearing around me again.

"I told you earlier that you don't need to be so troublesome. Why do you have to help me celebrate my birthday, but you are the only person who will help me celebrate my birthday after that person. Thank you. I am very happy."

I listened to the voice that seemed to be my own auditory hallucination, and my brows and eyes were crooked. When the light was turned on, I saw everyone looking at me suspiciously, so I smiled and said, "It's really nothing, just now he told me I made it clear that he still feels reluctant to part with everyone, so he finally came to say goodbye, he had a very happy birthday, so let me say thank you to everyone."

After I finished speaking, everyone was stunned for a moment, and then asked me not to talk nonsense, but after I finished speaking, after dividing the whole cake, the biggest piece was still left in the corner.

It was reserved for him, even though he could no longer eat it.

The next day, I took the bank card to the bank to check the amount, it was really a lot, at least the money for two houses was

I was inside, and I felt a little unacceptable in my heart for a while, I was up and down, but after thinking about it for a long time, I still made it clear to Liang Ruoling what I thought.

I didn’t have freedom before, so I had no choice, but now I have a choice. I want to make a good effort for my future. I also want to live a life of farming, chatting and creating freely with my family. My life is in my own hands, instead of going out every three days, making my family worry about my safety all the time.

Liang Ruoling was sitting across from me. I asked her to come out and talk about this matter, because I felt it was more solemn and it was more convenient to talk about things this way.

"I think it's pretty good. Shushu liked the scene you designed by yourself last time. She kept saying that if you were not busy at work, she would design it for him. She would find time to take a video with Qiao Yongsi as a souvenir. one time."

"It's great now that you're resigning, and you've got a lot of time to spare, and it just so happens that I can reply to her well."

I was surprised that she knew that it was designed by me personally, but she shrugged her shoulders and said with a smile: "Shushu usually tells me these things, it just depends on how long the delay is. In fact, I thought you were just a science guy with no sentimentality, but I didn't expect you to know a lot of things, and you are quite romantic."

(End of this chapter)