Anti-epidemic pioneer

Chapter 6 The Kindness of Doctors

After the hospital staff removed Hong Qiang's body from the ward, Huang Zhiguang still stared blankly at the empty hospital bed, not recovering for a long time.

"Rhubarb, let's go."

Li Renxin patted Huang Zhiguang on the shoulder, and said in a shy voice, "We have tried our best."

"I promised to save him."

Huang Zhiguang murmured in a daze: "He told me that he is the father of two children, he has a beloved wife, and he has elderly parents who need to be filial. I promised, I promised to save him." !"

At the end, Huang Zhiguang was sobbing, covering his head in pain, and kept banging his head against the table leg next to him.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault!"

Huang Zhiguang roared hysterically: "If I hadn't been in a hurry to extubate him off-line, if I hadn't been in a hurry to transfer him from the intensive care unit, he would definitely not have died suddenly. It was I who killed him, yes I killed him!"

"It's not like that, Rhubarb, calm down."

Li Renxin supported Huang Zhiguang's shoulders, looked at his old classmate who was extremely self-blame, and said in a deep voice: "Don't think too much, all the operations you do are to repeatedly confirm his life. After the indicators, it was passed after the unanimous consent of everyone in the medical team! This responsibility is not yours!"

"I'm sorry for him, he trusts me so much..."

Huang Zhiguang was still sobbing.

Many people who don't understand think that doctors must be used to seeing life and death, and they are already numb, so they don't feel any sadness.

But in fact it is not the case.

Even doctors who have been working on the front line for many years have seen many patients die of illness.

But the frustration of watching life slip through his fingers will not be reduced by half.

"Huang Zhiguang! Please cheer me up!"

Li Renxin shook Huang Zhiguang's shoulders heavily, put his head on his head, and stared at Huang Zhiguang's eyes under the mist through the transparent protective mask.

"Now is the worst time for the outbreak. Suspected medical records are sent here every day, new suspected cases are diagnosed every day, patients are struggling on the verge of death every day, and of course some people will die!"

Li Renxin sternly shouted: "And you are a doctor, you don't have time to blame yourself here! The most important thing for you now is to go back and have a good rest, and then continue to do the work at hand tomorrow. These principles should not be repeated by me teach you!"

Huang Zhiguang stared at Li Renxin in a daze, and finally regained some sanity under his slap in the face.

"You are not only responsible for Hong Qiang alone, but also those living patients waiting for your treatment. If you are entangled in self-blame and self-pity here, you will not only fail Hong Qiang, but also everyone. responsibility!"

Li Renxin patted Huang Zhiguang's shoulder, and said earnestly, "Let's go, go to the office and have a good rest. We will be going to work in a few hours."

After finishing speaking, Li Renxin supported Huang Zhiguang's body, the two supported each other, and walked towards the rescue room step by step.

In fact, people who are more emotional are not suitable for special professions like doctors or policemen who often face life and death, because the weight of life is really much heavier than imagined.

But people are not grass and trees. How can there be so many cold-hearted and heartless people in this world?Aren't most of the medical staff gritting their teeth?

There is a very good saying, how can there be such a quiet time in this world, it's just that someone is carrying the weight for you in a place where you can't see it.

Back in the office, Huang Zhiguang, exhausted from grief and self-blame, lay down on the desk in the office, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

But Li Renxin was leaning on the chair, unable to fall asleep.

He has been a doctor for so many years and has taken care of hundreds of patients. He has the glorious moment of rejuvenation, and the embarrassment of being unable to recover. However, Li Renxin has never felt so close to death like this moment.

This menacing new crown virus is a new enemy that has never been fought before. In the face of its fierce offensive, although we have attached great importance to it, we are still struggling to fight it, and there is still very little we can do.

So far, everyone is crossing the river by feeling the stones. It is still far away when the specific medicine for the new coronavirus will be developed.

Taking out his mobile phone and looking at the news on the Internet, Li Renxin's brows gradually wrinkled.

The news about the new crown virus epidemic is updated every day, but there is no good news that makes people breathe a sigh of relief. On the contrary, the new crown virus is so contagious that it has greatly exceeded people's initial estimates of it.

With in-depth research on the virus, experts have discovered that the new coronavirus can not only spread through saliva droplets, but also survive on smooth objects, such as door handles, elevator buttons, stair handrails, etc., causing contact transmission !

Active pathogens were even detected in the excrement of infected people!

Such a terrible transmission power is much more terrifying than the SARS that raged back then!

Although the fatality rate of new coronary pneumonia is not as terrible as that of SARS, under such a terrifying contagion, the death of critically ill patients is still a problem that every doctor has to face anytime and anywhere.

"Drip!"

In the morning, Li Renxin received several WeChat messages from his daughter Li Ruowei.

"Dad, did you have breakfast this morning? How was your rest last night?"

"I miss you so much, but my mother said that you are very busy at work and won't let me call you, lest I disturb you."

"Mom misses you very much too. When eating several times, she would habitually arrange your bowl and chopsticks, and then remember that you were not at home, so she secretly wiped her tears."

"Our community is also closed today, leaving only one door, and only one person from each household can go out with a pass, Dad, this epidemic feels so serious, it's really scary, I'm so worried about you. "

"Dad, when you are working, you must pay attention to your own safety."

Looking at his daughter's WeChat and feeling the warmth of family affection, Li Renxin's eyes gradually lit up.

In his own heart, another force arose out of nowhere, sweeping away the haze!

With the support of these dear people behind him, no matter how difficult and fierce the new crown virus is this time, he is confident that he will be able to defeat it!

"Drip!"

The notification tone of the mobile phone interrupted Li Renxin's thoughts, and his daughter Li Ruowei sent another WeChat message.

"Dad, when can you go home? Mom and I are waiting for you at home!"

The corner of Li Renxin's mouth curled into a warm arc. After thinking for a while, he typed a line of words on the phone screen lightly.

"Wait until the mountain flowers are in full bloom."