Anti-epidemic pioneer

Chapter 34 Last Love Letter

It took Li Renxin a long time to write this email, not only because he was extremely weak now, but also because he was too sincere, and he wrote too many things he wanted to say.

During this period, tears welled up in Li Renxin's eyes several times, not because of fear, but because he wrote about the emotional part, which was really touching.

After finishing writing, Li Renxin clicked Finish, and then chose to send on a regular basis, setting the date in a week.

"After a week, everything should be resolved. If I am lucky enough to survive this catastrophe, then there is no need to send this email, and I will cancel it at that time."

Li Renxin said secretly in his heart: "If I am really terminally ill and can't speak at that time, it happens that she can understand my heart after reading this email, and I will have no regrets if I let go of my last wish."

After doing all this, Li Renxin sighed wearily, then put down the phone, closed his eyes, and fell into a deep sleep.

In Sucheng, at Li Renxin's home, Hong Qiaoyin is cleaning up the housework, and her daughter Li Ruowei is listening to online classes in the room.

When I was sprinting for the third year of high school, I encountered an epidemic, which caused the school to not start on time. In the eyes of those students who did not have hope for the university entrance exam, this kind of thing is naturally a great thing for joy, and they can enjoy a few more days of vacation at home.

However, for outstanding students with great ambitions like Li Ruowei, they are not willing to waste a moment, even if they are at home, they are still racing against time to study hard.

In the ten-year cold window, Li Ruowei didn't want to fall down on the last few steps before the finish line.

Those who travel hundreds of miles are half to ninety, and she is naturally unwilling to be the loser.

For her daughter's self-consciousness, Hong Qiaoyin is both gratified and distressed, but she can't replace her daughter to endure hardships. She can only help her do the logistics work as much as possible so that she can eat, drink, sleep well, and go to work without distractions. Study and don't worry about anything else.

After lunch, Hong Qiaoyin finished packing the dishes and stood in front of her daughter's room. Seeing that Li Ruowei had already taken a nap, a smile appeared on Hong Qiaoyin's face, and she turned and walked into the room, ready to lunch break.

Lying on the bed, looking at the wedding photo of Li Renxin and herself on the bedside table, Hong Qiaoyin's thoughts of her husband overflowed again.

Li Renxin has not made a video call for several days, but he sent a WeChat message saying that the next period of time will be very busy.

Hong Qiao wanted to send a message to her husband because she opened WeChat, but she was afraid of disturbing his work, so after much hesitation, she still deleted the words typed in the dialog box one by one.

After exiting WeChat, Hong Qiaoyin clicked into the QQ mailbox.

In the mailbox, there are hundreds of love letters that they sent each other when they were in love.

Li Renxin's work mailbox is full of work documents, while his private QQ mailbox contains nothing but love letters exchanged with Hong Qiaoyin.

Hong Qiaoyin clicked on a love letter, and looked at the familiar text, which was almost memorized. Every word and line revealed deep love and tenderness.

As Hong Qiao watched, a smile subconsciously rose from the corner of his mouth.

Suddenly, with a thought, she clicked on the associated account of the QQ account and entered her husband's mailbox, wanting to read the love letters she had replied to her husband in those years.

"Ding!"

But just after Hong Qiaoyin logged in, a message popped up in his mailbox.

"Scheduled sending of emails has been set up!"

"Scheduled delivery?"

Hong Qiaoyin's willow eyebrows frowned slightly, and a trace of doubt appeared in her heart.

"Isn't Renxin very busy recently? Why is there still an email in this QQ mailbox? And it is sent regularly?"

Full of doubts and curiosity, Hong Qiaoyin clicked on this timed email

After clicking in, Hong Qiaoyin was startled if he didn't look at it.

Because the addressee column of this email was filled with her private QQ, and the sending time was scheduled to be a week later.

"Renxin, is he trying to surprise me?"

Hong Qiao began to browse the text of this email by sliding the scroll wheel on the mouse.

Wife, when you read this email, it must be that my condition has reached a very difficult point, or I may not be alive anymore.

I am sorry.

Writing this email to you reminds me of when we were in a relationship.

At that time, I was still studying for a Ph. D., and you were working, and we were separated. I promised that no matter how busy I was, I would write you a love letter every week and send it to you by email.

Over the past few years, I have written more than 100 letters.

Unexpectedly, the final last note to you was actually made in this way, please forgive me.

Please forgive me for not telling you the first time the infection occurred.

Please forgive me, forgive my selfishness as a workaholic, in order to fulfill the responsibility of a doctor, but not the responsibility of a husband and father.

Please forgive me, although I have worked very, very hard, it seems that I still can't get over it, and let you bear such bad news alone.

I am sorry.

I have set this email to be sent on a regular basis. If I can survive this level, then I will delete it as soon as possible, as if it never happened.

I don't know what fate awaits me ahead.

I hope you never see this email.

Hehe, it's getting too far.

Wife, I want to tell you that when something unfortunate happens and you really read this email, then I hope you can agree to my last willful request.

My body infected with the new crown pneumonia, organ donation is definitely not possible, but I hope you can agree to donate my body to the relevant medical research department for anatomical research.

I really like a sentence in "How the Steel Was Tempered", which says so.

"The most precious thing for man is life, and life belongs to man only once."

"A person's life should be spent in this way: when he looks back on the past, he will not regret because of inaction and wasted years; nor will he feel guilty for being despicable and living a vulgar life."

"In this way, on his deathbed, he could say: 'I have dedicated my whole life and all my energies to the most magnificent cause in the world - to the struggle for the liberation of mankind!'"

Although I am not fighting for the liberation of mankind, I am also fighting to solve this epidemic that is sweeping the world.

So, if I die, then let me use my crippled body to realize my final value!

In this way, in my whole life, I can say that I have not done nothing, wasted my life, and I have not been judged as being despicable and living a vulgar life.

Although you will scold me, based on what I know about you, I know you will fulfill me.

Thank you, the love of my life.

I used to feel nauseous, so I seldom tell you I love you after I got married.

I want to talk now, but I don't even have the chance to tell you face to face.

Not being able to grow old with you is the only regret in my life.

Promise me that even if I'm not here, I'll be fine.

Even for my daughter.

The fate of this life is shallow, and I hope the next life can pay off.

My wife I love you.

goodbye……

At the end, Hong Qiao couldn't control herself completely, and cried bitterly while covering her face...