so-called happiness

I have to say that Yi Qingchen is really good at cooking. He looked at the vegetables I bought and immediately knew what to cook. I think he should have studied in New Oriental.I stood by the side, originally thinking of helping out, but it turned out that I didn't need it at all, he was more than enough for one person.

"I saw you a long time ago, on Yi Yi's cell phone." He said.

I was so frightened that I didn't recover for a long time. This person must have taken the wrong medicine. How could there be my photo on Yi Yi's phone, and how could it be seen by you?Doesn't he have voyeurism, he flipped Yi Yi's cell phone, right? .

He continued while chopping vegetables, "It was New Year's Day at that time, and our two families had dinner together. I was beside her while she was looking at her mobile phone, and I was sending you messages. I laughed and sighed for a while, so I asked her who she was talking to. Chatting, I thought it was her boyfriend, but I didn't expect it to be you, she was afraid that I would not believe it, so she showed me her phone and your photo." He finished cutting the vegetables smoothly, put them on a plate, and I poured oil into the pan and prepared to cook. I took two steps back unconsciously, "When I first saw you, I recognized you right away. You haven't changed much, but you've lost a lot of weight."

No wonder, at that time he stared at me for a long time, I thought it was me who said "the rain in Weicheng is light and the dust is light", and it turned out to be so. "Then why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"I didn't find a chance." He poured the vegetables in, making a rattling sound.

"What did I say then?"

He suddenly turned to look at me, as if confirming something.He didn't speak for a long time, I thought he forgot, but when he was about to stir-fry a dish, he suddenly said, "You said you would not give up, he can fall in love and like others, but you will still like him. Say you don't have the courage to face other people's feelings, if you don't like it, you don't like it."

I froze, did I ever say such a thing?Have I ever loved someone so persistently?Have I shut my heart away because of him before?Would I be so magnanimous to let him like others?It seems so.In the past, I put that person in a very important place in my heart, wrapped it with flesh and blood, and didn't let anyone hurt him, and I didn't let myself hurt him, so he did so many things, I pretended not to care, pretended Zuo watched coldly, even though he was covered in bruises, he didn't make a sound, why?Because I like him, I like him persistently.But what have I got?

"Really? I forgot." I turned to look at Xiaoyan. Xiaoyan asked me distressedly, Auntie, why are you crying? I held him in my arms, "It's okay, the smoke is too smoky."

At night, Xiaoyan fell asleep before finishing the drip, and did not wake up when the needle was taken.I send Yi Qingchen downstairs.

"Is that the guy you met just now?" I didn't say anything, "I saw him when you were partying." I still didn't say anything. "You still like him?"

I shake my head.It's not that I don't like it, it's that I don't know.Five years is too long, and too many things have happened. I admit that there are other reasons why I don't fall in love, but I'm not sure if I like it.If this liking is not a habit but a responsibility, then even if you don't like it, you can't give it up easily.Once I pick up this responsibility, I can't let it go.

"Did you think I was stupid at that time?" Hearing those words from his mouth, I really felt quite stupid.

He said, "You just chose another way to love, which happens to be no one will use. Wait, forgive. Sincerely, that's what I saw in those words at that time. You are kind, Because of this kindness, you have lost a lot, are you stupid? In my opinion, you are the smartest person in the world."

His reassurance was very useful, and I suddenly felt that I was not so sad. Yes, on the road of choosing to love, I just chose another road that is inaccessible and tortuous. Who can say that I can’t reach the end? I'm pretty sure I won't arrive sooner.

"Now you haven't changed, you have changed, and you know yourself better. You should think about what you want."

"He's back, you can't change this, he likes you very much, as long as you put your heart into it, you will see it, but how should you face him, should you give him a chance, or put the previous love The hatred and hatred are over, I think, you should think about it."

Looking at his sincere eyes, I feel that I don't know this person too well, and how much wisdom he still hasn't shown.He hides it so deeply, how many times he wanted to tell me about it, why did he say it today.

"Doctor, you are not in love with me, are you?" After saying this, I regretted it.How confident do I have to be to ask him such a question.He's right, I've changed, become more narcissistic.He didn't care, didn't even look at me, and said, "What do you think?"

This man is indeed of great wisdom.

Chapter 7

Sui Yan's injury healed soon, as a child, he couldn't sit still.It didn't take long to be alive and kicking.His mother came back and wanted to take him back, but the child refused to leave, and hugged the leg of my dining table, crying heartbreakingly.I watched from the side and didn't know what to do. To be honest, if I could, I didn't want him to leave, at least not to return to this woman's side.But after all, the mother and the child are their own, so there is no reason not to be taken away. Besides, I really don't have time to take care of him.The woman had no choice but to ask me for help, "Sister, look at this..."