fall in love with tsundere lady

Chapter 50 The Lost Dream

I called her a few times, but she didn't get an answer, as if she only had the cute bear bread in her eyes, and I was already an abandoned thing.

I felt a little inexplicable loss in my heart. In desperation, I had no choice but to get up and walk around. I felt quite sore after lying down for so long.

"Huh? You Moxi?"

Not long after he walked, he found a familiar figure under a tree at a corner. There was a drawing board in front of him, and You Moxi was painting intently with a brush in his hand.

You Moxi didn't answer me, so I walked over to take a look, and stood quietly behind her to avoid disturbing her by making noise.

The above painting is a landscape not far away, a very beautiful tree, the leaves dancing with the wind in the painting are very realistic, as if it was taken from a photo, but it is displayed in the form of paint .

"The drawing is really good."

Praise from the bottom of my heart, I feel that both Mingyue and You Moxi have very dazzling talents. Although I don’t know much about You Moxi’s paintings, I have heard from them that she has won any awards. Anyway, it seems to be Very powerful look.

"What about you, Mingxi, do you have a dream?"

You Moxi, who was serious about painting, suddenly put down the brush, turned around, and stared at me with clear eyes, feeling inexplicably invisible pressure.

"What are you talking about?"

I was defeated by this unreasonable question, as if I had done nothing, why should I be questioned like this?

"Have you ever heard of Yueyue's piano?" The questioning words came, and I nodded.

"Shocked, right?" With an 'expected' expression on his face, You Moxi asked again.

"Indeed, I just heard Lin Nanxi talk about her musical talent before, but I was really shocked when I saw it." Speaking truthfully, her mood became inexplicably depressed, with a reluctant state and playfulness. Mo Xi continued the conversation.

"Has Mingxi thought about herself again?" Her eyes met, very serious eyes, clear without any impurities, very pure eyes.

The heart was throbbing, and the sense of loss spread from the bottom of my heart to the whole body.

Yes, it seems that other than good grades, I am really ordinary. I have no background, no outstanding appearance, and no special skills. I used to think that as long as I study well, I will find a good job, marry and have children to live an ordinary life. Will suffice.

But why is it full of rejection now? Isn't that the life I yearned for before?

"I never thought about it, and I don't know what will happen. I really have nothing to do except study."

Making a self-deprecating sound, I feel that even I look down on myself a bit.

"In the past, I felt that Mingxi was different and gave people a very special feeling."

"But now that I think about it, maybe I'm too immature. Even if two people are together, just with pure liking for each other, they will definitely separate in the end, right?"

It feels like You Moxi has changed, more precisely, she has become more mature, and I don't know how to respond to what she said.

The atmosphere of silence spread, You Moxi ignored me and continued to turn around to paint, moving her skillful fingers on the drawing board.

I was wandering around in a daze, and I accidentally ran into Yanke, who was supposed to be in the same bad mood. He was sitting under a tree, looking at the sky and socializing place with some melancholy.

"What's the matter, you look very melancholy?"

I found a seat next to him and sat down, with a slight wind blowing on my face, carrying the warmth of the afternoon.

"Isn't it the same for Mingxi, why are you talking to me in a lecturing manner?" The melancholy expression was quickly put away, and a forced smile appeared, and it could be seen that he was not in a good mood either.

"Is Mingxi in a bad mood?"

"Isn't everyone the same?"

"Haha, that's right." Yan Yuke smiled heartily, and I also smiled, feeling a lot better.

"Student Yan, have you ever had a dream?" I don't know why, but I suddenly asked like this.

"Dream? It's such a distant word. Why did Mingxi ask such a question?" Yan Yuke thought for a while, and then cast a puzzled look.

"Ask whatever you want."

"Is it stimulated by Yueyue and the others?"

"Ah!" Because I was guessed, I was a little surprised, and now it was too late to explain.

"Sure enough, but if you think about it, you will know that as friends of geniuses like them, you must have some inferiority complex. My so-called dream may be a very common thing in their eyes."

"Does Yan have a dream?"

Yan Yuke shook his head, and then continued: "I didn't have it before, but now I have it."

"Now?" I asked puzzled, not knowing what he meant.

"Well, let's take a step first, don't worry about this kind of thing." Yan Yuke got up and patted my shoulder, and then disappeared from sight.

"Oh, what a miserable life."

I lay down under the tree for a while, and didn't go back until dinner time, and everyone basically came back, it was already past six o'clock in the afternoon, and the sky was already a little dark.

"Mingxi, where did you go, why did you come back so late?" Lin Nanxi cast a complaining look at me, and then handed me a chair.

"Sorry, I accidentally fell asleep outside, so what are we having for dinner?" After taking the chair from Lin Nanxi, she suddenly realized that the only place that was closest was between Mingyue and You Moxi.

I was very embarrassed, but when I thought of You Moxi's words in the afternoon, I felt a sense of loss again. Maybe they didn't care, why am I so entangled?

He placed the chair between the two of them, and sat down carefully, when suddenly a small whisper came from his ear.

"Are you a pig?"

It was Mingyue who spoke, and she seemed to realize that she had been caught speaking bad things secretly, so she turned her head hastily.

"Your flustered appearance has already exposed what you did just now!"

"Mingxi has a fever and is talking nonsense again."

"Can you really change the subject?"

Unable to argue with Mingyue, I had no choice but to ask Lin Nanxi what is for dinner today?

"That's it?"

Lin Nanxi took out 'dinner' from her bag and threw it over. Because of insufficient sight, she almost failed to catch it.

"Well, why is there potato chips and cute bear bread for dinner? I'm not Mingyue?"

Silently looking at the snacks in his hand, he continued to ask: "Didn't you bring the ingredients?"

"After coming here, I found out that there is no power supply here."

"Why do you speak so confidently when you did something wrong yourself?"

"Is there?"