rush to the sky

After the victory, the two made an appointment, Tan Kai was discharged from the army, and the two returned to their hometown together to start a new life.

How did he know that the discharge report hadn't been approved yet, the wartime military order was in effect, and the civil war had already begun, so he couldn't take off this uniform even if he wanted to.

So, this person who once protected the people of his own country, this time, dropped bombs on the heads of the civilians in his own country.

"When I dropped the bomb for the first time, I knew that I was wrong. I wanted to leave, but I couldn't leave my wife. But every time I fought, I felt extremely guilty. Over the years, I can never forget that scene, that blood dripping scene. Sometimes, I hate myself, why do I have to live to the end, why can’t I go to those brothers in the sky earlier, if I am like them, right? There would be no pain like this."

After going to Taiwan, his life was not easy. The so-called "official career" was completely unsuccessful, and he didn't understand and disdain the intrigue in the officialdom.

Therefore, Tan Kai, who was once high-spirited, could only withdraw early with a false title.

What's more, at the beginning, he retreated as a defeated army, and after going to Taiwan, some liquidation was inevitable.

In addition to these, the pain and torture in his heart tear him apart all the time.

He is also concerned about his family members who stayed in the mainland, how are they doing, are they doing well?

Sometimes, he would even eavesdrop on the radio, thinking naively, if his family members were arrested, would they call out to him through the radio, even if that was the case, at least he would let himself know that they were still alive.

Think about it, home, family, how can you not think about it.

However, a shallow strait separates the two sides of the strait, making the family a corner of the world.

He wanted to come back, just as a son, to see the old father and mother at home, but he knew that this could only be an extravagant wish.

Tan Kai lived here for nearly half a year, and then left in a hurry, even though his body had not fully recovered.

Because, at this time, news came from both sides of the strait.

In 1987, Taiwan. Taiwan. Authorities. Bureau. announced the lifting of the "martial law" that had been implemented for 38 years, and allowed Taiwan residents to visit relatives in the mainland.

Tan Kai, who received the news, was as happy as a child at that moment.

With trembling hands, he said excitedly to the children beside him, "Come on, let's go home and visit our grandparents."

Good fortune tricks people, so close to the end of the world.

However, at the beginning, what kind of separation was this.

Chapter 52

I couldn't help being happy for those compatriots who were separated from each other. When we meet again, such a reunion will be a scene of tears.

After seeing off Tan Kai, I also returned to China as Ching Ming Festival approached, quietly, without using the title of "Famous Overseas Chinese Translator Xu Zhening".

I don't want to make a big fuss, I just want to deal with some private matters quietly.

I want to come back to see the eldest brother, Shen Yihui, and the third brother who has been a member of the Forbidden City all his life and has now retired.

Of course, I also came back to see my second brother.

The second brother who was misunderstood by us for half of his life, the second brother who had too much pain and grievances in his heart, but could not tell anyone.

He will always be the son of the Xu family, worthy of the Xu family.

In those years, how many gossips, misunderstandings and insults he suffered.

He hasn't changed, his blood will always be red.

Five years ago, I met my classmate from Southwest Associated University. At that time, he was already an important government official.

This time, he came over to fuck.

I thought it was just a chance encounter between us, but unexpectedly, he said, "Old classmate, one of my missions this time is to come and see you."

Come to see me, this battle is a bit too big, I wonder in my heart.

The secretary next to him said with a smile, "We are visiting outstanding overseas Chinese translators."

However, this is just their name on the surface.

In fact, what they want to visit quietly is the family of Xu Zhehou, a communist fighter who has contributed to the Republic and made great contributions to intelligence and united front work.

In fact, after going abroad, I have been inquiring in many ways, at least, I have to know whether he is dead or alive.

However, like a stone sinking into the ocean, this person seemed to have disappeared out of thin air, without any trace or news.

No wonder I have never heard of my second brother. His identity is too hidden and special. When he is alive, it is not suitable for not many people to know.He can only be given the title he deserves after his death.

The second sister-in-law passed away in the early years, and now, the second brother has also gone.

When the government knew that the second brother had a child whom he had not seen for decades, and when the identity of the second brother could finally be announced, they decided to search for the family members.

At least let us know what kind of person our relative is.

At least let us know, our relative, how he endured the burden in those years.

At that moment, I was stunned, I didn't know what to do.

I thought that after experiencing so many life and death partings, seeing so many joys and sorrows, and writing books and sayings about self-cultivation and self-cultivation, and being pampered and not surprised for so many years, I have long been bearish, not happy with things, not sad with myself.

Unexpectedly, when the news came, it was like a blow to the head.