rush to the sky

Shen Yihui looked into my eyes and said to me, "Wait for me."

I nodded.

Yeah, he never lied to me, and I take his word for it.

He asked me to wait for him, I believe, he will definitely come back.

He said it would be done.

Then, I looked up and watched the planes passing by above my head, flying into the blue sky and flying into the distance.

I was restless all afternoon, and I forced myself to calm down.

But why did my heart suddenly hurt?

I forced myself to read a book, and took out the nearly torn "Dream of Red Mansions" in my hand, and read the poems in it over and over again.

I forced myself to read obscure medical texts, wanting them to hold my full attention.

Only in this way, I won't have extra energy to think about Shen Yihui who is still flying in the sky.

Strange, before, I have never been so restless as today, my hands are shaking, and there is a place in my heart that seems to be empty.

In fact, I was always looking forward to the sound of planes rumbling by outside, which meant that they had returned.

Although, normally, I don't like the sound at all.Because, before, where I stayed, this sound represented bombing and killing.

However, before that, I could clearly tell which one was the 1201 of the eldest brother and which one was the 1213 of Shen Yihui in the roaring sound.

Although, there are only subtle differences.

This night, I stayed up all night.

However, after waiting for one afternoon and one night, I didn't wait for the round-trip plane, but saw the director's black car slowly approaching the air force village.

But, this car, this person, I don't like it, I don't like it at all, and every woman in the village does the same.

Especially in such a scene.

None of the women in the village wanted to see this car and this person.

Director, it's every woman's nightmare here.

Although, he is very good, and he is also very good to his brothers.

However, every time the director came over in a black car, the file bag in his hand would always bring bad news.Every time he comes, it means that someone in the team has left.

But this time, who will it be?

Before each departure, the pilot's flight certificate will be handed over to the family members, and what they themselves carry to prove their identity is the flight nameplate with the name of the brigade and the name of the pilot engraved on it.

Sometimes, the fallen heroes are burnt beyond recognition, and it is through this nameplate that one can identify who he really is.

Therefore, the pilot's nameplate and bones were retrieved together.

What a cruel thing.

I watched the director walk towards my room, and my heart beat faster.

Shen Yihui is the team leader. Now, the men are not here. No matter what happens, the director will be the first to look for me, the wife of the team leader. I comfort myself like this in my heart.

After entering the door, the director didn't say anything, but just looked at me with extremely deep and compassionate eyes.

I didn't even dare to ask him first what happened.

We were stuck with each other like this.

Then, finally, I said, "Who?"

When I said this, I prayed thousands of times in my heart that it must not be Shen Yihui.

I admit that when facing the life and death of my own man, I am selfish, and I even hope it is someone else.

"Xiao Xu, please be sorry." The director's voice was not loud, but it seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and it was always filling my eardrums.

No, no, how could it be, how could it be Shen Yihui.

In my heart, I asked thousands of times.

No, no, no, I must have misheard myself.

"Department, Director, you, what did you say, you say it again."

The director looked at me and didn't speak. He wanted to reach out and pat me on the shoulder to comfort me, but he hesitated for a while and then put it down again.

No more repetition, is the answer.

I burst into tears.

I don't want to cry either, but I can't help it.

No, I changed my mind, no, I haven't seen those things yet.

There is hope, there must be hope.Didn't Shen Yihui "disappear" for so many days last time, but later, didn't he come back?

He promised me he would take care of it.

"Where's the nameplate, where's his nameplate?"

"During the battle, I hit the ground and stopped in the air, and the fuselage was shot. At the last moment, I turned on full power and died with the enemy plane. I was seriously injured and fell into the sea, with no bones left." The director said with infinite pain, and then sighed .

And every word he said hit my chest hard.

The strength in my whole body seemed to be sucked out all of a sudden, and I sat slumped on the ground.

I told myself to be calm, but reason couldn't control emotion at all.

Once, I advised those women in the team who lost their husbands to calm down and continue to live, but when the matter really happened to me, I realized what kind of unspeakable pain it was.

In this world, there is really no empathy.

Unless, you have the same pain.

Shen Yihui, you big liar.