rush to the sky

And I came today to marry him.

I wanted to tell him, "Let's get married."

He appeared to be very calm, and at first glance, it was a long-awaited plan.

"I don't want, I don't want you to be called Air Force Relic. I don't want, I don't want you to receive a notice of my death. The rest of your life should not be used to commemorate our love."

He was thinking about me, so he proposed to break up.

Although, in his heart, he was extremely reluctant.

I finally understood that this year, he watched countless brothers fall in the sky, saw their bodies smashed to pieces, and their blood was sprinkled between the blue sky and white clouds. my parting.

He was afraid that I would be left alone, standing alone between heaven and earth.

He doesn't want to delay me.

He doesn't want me to waste my life for him.

He doesn't know his ending, but he longs for a better tomorrow for me.

Xu Zhening, no one will love you more than me.The love for you has long been engraved in my bones and cannot be peeled off.

But, precisely because I love you, I can only choose to let go.

I live a precarious life, every time I take off, it may be a farewell.I don't want to miss your life, and I can't.I don't want you to walk alone in troubled times.

In fact, those days when we grew up together have already been deeply engraved in my heart and become eternal, and I will never forget them.

How much I want to hold you tightly, for the rest of my life.

How much I want to be the same as before, just like those days when we were in Hangzhou, quiet, warm and calm.

You know, above the blue sky, when my life and death are on the line, you are my only sustenance.

However, I can't be so selfish, and I can't let you spend a lifetime of happiness in order to find sustenance for myself.

You know, that time, after the war, I got lost and didn't know where to land.However, at that moment, all I could think of was you, and I suddenly remembered that day, in the white snow, you were standing in Tsinghua Garden in red, that was the first time I went to see you.

Chuqing after the snow, my sweetheart just stood there quietly, without saying a word, but gave me endless motivation.

Finally, I landed safely.

Because of you, in the dark, I always know the direction.

When I am lost, when I am desperate, I think of you, and I have hope for life. It seems that, thinking of you, I have the coordinates, and then fly over to find you.

But, I can only say goodbye to you.

Goodbye to all these years we used to love.

In this era, there are too many disappointments.

However, I would rather let you down now than to have you sad for the rest of your life as a widow.

Because I can't control the length of my life.

Xu Zhening, I think we are still walking forward together, but we are no longer side by side.

Once upon a time, my biggest wish was to be with you, to watch the sunrise and sunset, to watch the smoke from the kitchen, and to spend ordinary days together, peaceful and happy.

But, now, I dare not, maybe, the only thing I can do is to let go, and I can only let go, I can only let go.

Leaving you is the hardest decision I've ever made.

However, I don't regret it.

Because of love, so I can only say goodbye.

My Ning, from now on, in a certain cloud above the blue sky, I will still guard you.

Forget about me and start a new life of your own.

This is Shen Yihui's inner monologue.

Accustomed to seeing too many partings between life and death, Shen Yihui always felt that one day, that would also be his own destiny.

He was afraid that he would leave first, and he was afraid of leaving me alone, so, for me, he did not dare to promise his life, and he chose to let go.

Chapter 16

But, Shen Yihui, I came today not only to teach you how to shoot a gun, but also to tell you something more important.

I'm going to say to you, "Let's get married."

That's right, these days, joining the army and marrying a soldier are both ways of no return.

Especially, marrying those of you who fly in the sky.

You can say that I flew to the flame, knowing that the result would be broken to pieces, but I still refused to look back, because that was the most brilliant moment in my life.

Shen Yihui, in this troubled world, I just want to run to you with all my strength.

I want to stay by your side, even if it's just for a moment.

No, not for a moment, but for a lifetime.

We face the ups and downs together, and we will cherish the days when we can be together.

Shen Yihui, I'm in love and married, you can't escape.

Hearing my "let's get married", Shen Yihui was obviously also taken aback.

Yes, he thought about that sentence for a long time.I also thought about this sentence for a long time.

He is deliberate.

And I am also serious.

I know what's on his mind.

Shen Yihui, if you want to escape, there is no way.

I have already determined that I am your wife.

Do you think that I came here to say goodbye to you when I met you thousands of miles away?

You said, every time you take off, it may be a farewell to this world.

I know all this, but I'm not afraid.

You said that the world has changed and you can't help yourself. Your brothers have left some girls with too long a wait, so that they have let down this life.