bit of dream

56. The money will be returned to you!

She said: "Well, it's something to do! I want to ask you to do me a favor!"

I said, "Well, tell me what you want!"

She said, "Let's talk about it tomorrow!"

After that, we decided on the time and place, and plan to meet tomorrow!After playing on the computer for a while, I fell asleep.

Tomorrow, I washed up and went to the place we agreed to. When I got there, she had already arrived. She was very happy to see me. I walked up to her, and she lowered her head shyly. I asked.

"Why did you call me here? If you want me to help you, just say it!"

She said, "Oh, it's nothing serious! Let's go for a walk, and I'll tell you as we go!"

At this time we went for a walk, and on the way she suddenly told me that she had fallen in love with me a long time ago, especially after this party, she couldn't control her feelings anymore, she wanted to be with me, for real Just be my girlfriend, hope I can accept her!

I was at a loss for a while, and seeing that I was helplessly embarrassed, she allowed me to go back and think about it before giving her the answer!

After I went back, I was very helpless. I couldn’t tell Longer about this. In order to divert my attention, I took out my computer and went to QQ. At this time, Longer sent me a message, and she asked.

"What are you doing? Did your fake girlfriend confess to you today?"

Seeing the news about Long Er, I was very puzzled. I didn't want her to know, but how could she know now? Could it be that she took the initiative to tell Long Er? more, I said:

"She just confessed to me, I didn't give her an answer! What? You know it all?"

Long Er said: "Yes, and I supported her to do this! She chatted with me last night, she said that she really likes you, so I said that the relationship between us is fake, and there is no real relationship between us. It's an ordinary classmate relationship, and I support her to confess to you! I also said that you feel very good to her, she is so happy! I didn't expect that she really confessed to you today!"

I said: "You have said that, can she not confess to me? What do you mean by doing this? Why do you make such a move? Don't you bother me and have nothing to do with me?"

She said: "You are stupid, I am doing it for your own good! I support you in holding the party. I thought that after the party, you can temporarily calm your restless artistic heart, and you can temporarily put down your pursuit of art and study with peace of mind. , To adapt to your college life now, but now it seems that what your party brought you is just temptation. The successful holding of the party did not stabilize your restless heart, but made your heart more impetuous. This may be One of my mistakes! She said she liked you last night, and I did say that we have nothing to do with each other, and I did support her in chasing you! I want to try to see if love can stabilize your restless heart and keep your footsteps! "

I said: "No matter what I do after the party is successfully held, first of all, I think it is the right choice for you to support me to hold the party. I am very grateful to you! But this decision is wrong! I don't like her at all in my heart, and you How do I accept her and deceive her?"

Longer said: "I'm sorry, but I have to tell you that my mother is more important than me. My mother doesn't want you to go away and fight alone by her side, or she will be even more lonely. The life of a person working hard is not as easy as you imagined. Compared with the scheming of those people in the society, your ability is not an ability at all, and it is directly incomparable. You want to live with your own ability. It's certainly a good thing, but you haven't thought about or even known about many issues after you come out! I can't just tempt you to give up!"

Immediately afterwards, Longer said: "Don't be angry with me, I hope you will understand me! I don't know if I can keep you through love, maybe my decision is wrong, but I see you like this , I can only give it a try, promise me, try to accept her! Stay by my mother's side, don't choose to give up!"

I said: "Long Er, I thank you for your kindness! I will not blame you! I ask you to believe me, I will carefully consider all this before making a decision!"

Long Er said: "Promise me, try to accept her, and let's start... less contact!"

Afterwards, Longer went offline, and I thought I had no chance to say anything...

I was a little confused. I turned off the computer and lay on the bed. I was thinking about Longer’s words. Yes, I have not considered many issues. I just have a young and restless heart, and I want to go alone, but Suppose I give up my studies today, what ability should I rely on to live after I go out?Who dares to say that after I go out, I will definitely be able to embark on the road of art and even be able to walk by her side!I can't make such a simple decision, I should try to accept and adapt to the current life, now maybe only love can comfort and keep my heart, maybe I should really accept her!

In this way, I quickly fell asleep in this helplessness...

Tomorrow, I opened QQ, and I saw that female classmate was online, so I took the initiative to chat with her, and I said:

"Are you up early?"

She said, "Well, what about you?"

I said, "I just woke up!"

She said, "Well, remember to have some breakfast!"

I said, "Well, I've thought about what you said to me yesterday... Are you free today? Let's make an appointment and a place to meet and talk!"

She was very happy, she said she had time, we also made an appointment, I got up, washed up, got dressed, went to have some breakfast and went to our appointment, when we got there, she was already there early, I say:

"I'm here early, I'm sorry to ask you to wait for me!"

She said, "It's okay, I'm just here too!"

Then I pulled her over and she bowed her head to me, and I said:

"Yingying, after I went back last night, I carefully considered the matter between us, and I decided to accept you!"

At this time, she raised her head and smiled at me, and hugged me excitedly!I said:

"Yingying, I know that your confession is the courage you found under Longer's encouragement, so I have to tell you the truth today, are you willing to listen? Will you believe me after hearing it?"

Yingying said: "Enen, I am willing to listen, I believe in you!"

I said: "Enen, Long Er and I did have a very unforgettable love before. It can be said that Long Er still has a big place in my heart! In fact, I am very familiar with the current major and learning environment. I'm very uncomfortable, do you know why I try my best and spend all this money to hold my personal sketch party?"

Yingying said, "Why?"

I said: "Because I want to pursue my dream, Longer and I have the same dream, that is our art dream, we once pursued it together, but later we had to give up due to my family situation, but I have always I don’t give up, I still want to pursue art, I want to live by her side, and accompany her to pursue our dreams, but my family situation still does not allow me to make this decision, my best choice is to stay , stay in this school to complete my studies! She also supports me to do this, so I have to find a way to stay by myself, she thinks that love may keep me, so she encourages you to confess to me, and she also supports me Accept you, I thought about it all night, I think you are really good to me, so I decided to accept you! I know it may be too unfair to you, but I ask you to believe me, if you are willing to stay by my side, I will definitely do my best to ask you to replace Long Er in my heart as soon as possible! If one day in the future I really find that you cannot be replaced, I will take the initiative to tell you that it will not affect your happiness! Believe me, okay? I I will do my best to make you happy!"

Yingying said: "Because of true love, I am willing to believe in you! I will do my best and try my best to keep your heart. Even if I still can't keep your heart in the near future, I will do it." With a clear conscience!"

We looked at each other, smiled, and hugged each other!We played for a while and then went back to the dormitory...

After returning to the dormitory, I immediately called Long Er, Long Er answered the phone, and I said:

"What are you doing?"

I could clearly feel Longer's displeasure, Longer said:

"Nothing to do! What about you?"

I said, "I, I, I..."

Long Er said: "What's the matter? Just say it, I'll listen!"

I said, "I asked Yingying to go out!"

Longer smiled indifferently and said:

"Enen, very good, have you accepted her?"

I said: "I accept her! I have carefully thought about what you said to me, and I think what you said is right and reasonable, so I want to accept her, and I also want to see if I can keep myself in this way. heart of!"

Long Er said: "En En, I don't blame you! If you promise to others, treat them well, and don't hurt or deceive them! I sincerely wish you all, and we will keep in touch less in the future!"

I said, "I don't want this..."

Longer said: "I know you don't want to do this, but because you have already chosen, you must do this now. We must have less contact or even cut off contact. You can't make fun of Yingying's sincerity. If you promise her, you must treat her like this." Take responsibility, if in the future I hear that you hurt Yingying because of me, I will not forgive you and even hate you!"

I said, "I'm afraid..."

Longer said: "Don't worry, I believe in you! For my mother, hold on!"

We hung up on the phone afterwards, and we basically had no contact for weeks!

Yingying and I live an ordinary life like this every day. I try my best to fall in love with her, but I feel that it is really difficult. Everyday life is not happiness, but seems to be an escape from pain. This kind of life is really Make me feel so tired, I can't breathe when I'm so tired, I can't see the hope and fun every day, I really want to escape, how many times I always want to bravely muster up the courage to tell Yingying that we are not suitable, but look Looking at the pure Yingying with a happy smiling face in front of me, I always couldn't speak, I couldn't find the courage, I didn't want to hurt her, but I knew in my heart that if If I persist like this, I will only hurt her more and more...

These days I also try my best to learn my own professional courses, but this still can't stop my passion for art pursuit. No one can understand and appreciate the pain. On the one hand, there is the expectation and trust of my mother and Longer, and on the other hand, my own pain. I am entangled in this double-sided pain...

When I was bored that day, I went to the QQ space. At this time, I saw a message from my sister saying: "I am going to get married soon, and I am going to have a family..."

I was suddenly so excited, I immediately called my sister, she answered the phone, and I asked my sister.

"When will you get married? Why don't you tell me?"

My sister said: "Ah, you already know!"

I said: "Nonsense, you still want to hide it from me. When it is settled, don't tell me. You even talk about your space. Can I not know?"

My sister said: "Okay, now that I know it, I will tell you first, but you don't have to come back early. I will get married in two weeks. During this time, my mother, little dad, and big dad are all busy at home. It's about getting married, just do what you're supposed to do at school, and rest assured at home, you don't have to come back early!"

I said: "Oh, how old am I, and still talking about this, I'm just my own sister, can I not go back when I get married? Anyway, I'm fine at school, and I'll go back in a few days!"

My sister said: "You have to be obedient and don't come back too early!"

After chatting for a while, we hung up the phone. I was so excited that I also made a comment in the space:

"Sister is getting married, ready to go home!"

In the evening, Long Er suddenly called me, I was very excited, I answered the phone, Long Er said:

"I saw you and told me that our sister is getting married, isn't it?"

I said: "Enn, yes, I called my sister today, and I'm getting married in two weeks!"

Longer said: "Enen, don't forget to send my blessings to sister!"