bit of dream

22. I am extremely fragile!

Qin Tong nodded and said: "Well, but we were just going to ask you, what's wrong with him? Why hasn't he come for so long?"

The math teacher sighed sadly and said:

"Bolling's father passed away in a car accident a few days ago, and he is suffering at home now..."

His uncle called tonight and said he didn't miss him anymore. He hoped that those friends in the class who played well with him could call him to comfort him and let him go back to school. You can call him when you go back , send a message!This is his number... The class teacher gave the group leader my cell phone number.Afterwards, the teacher let her in. In the classroom, she was surprised to have a very uncomfortable self and said:

"Bolin's father passed away..." At this time, her neighbors on the left and right came to ask, what?

Qin Tong said: "The head teacher just asked me to go out and tell me. I don't know... The old class said that it seems that he doesn't miss it... I didn't catch it either!"

At this time, the head teacher came in and rang the bell for the end of get out of class. The head teacher said:

"Let me talk about something tonight... We, Ban Bolin, haven't gone to school here for a few days. It's like this. A few days ago, his father unfortunately passed away in a car accident (at this time Girls cried out a lot, very surprised!), now Bolin is very sad at home, crying very sad...Now he says he doesn’t miss his relatives because of his family’s financial situation and his mother’s physical condition, His relatives very much hope that he will continue to study, so I will tell you his number, everyone remember, those classmates who have played well with him will call him back after returning to the dormitory, persuade him, and let him go to school as soon as possible. Back to school!"

After that, the class teacher wrote my number on the blackboard, and the get out of class was over...

At this time, I also want to go to bed at home, but I always think about the words in my heart when I wiped the table during the day. I just can’t figure out if this is my fantasy or it’s real... If it’s real, who is that person? Woolen cloth?What does this portend?I was very conflicted, I looked at my watch, it was 21:57, and when I saw this time, I thought in my mind that the end time of the evening self-study in our dream school is not 21:50?Every time I go back to the dormitory at school, it is about 22:00, so I decide to wait another 3 minutes until 22:00, as long as there is no phone call, I will turn off the phone and go to sleep.

I was taking off my coat, when my phone rang, and a text message came, it was from a classmate of my dream school, I saw that it was from my team leader, and then my text messages came one after another, all of them were sent by my classmates from dream school Those who comforted me and encouraged me, they all said that they missed me and hoped that I would return to class as soon as possible. The group leader and several girls, the group leader sent a text message and was still worried, so he called them together. They comforted and encouraged me one by one during the phone call. Some of them said they missed me, and some said they would never Accompany me, some said they want to listen to my math problems... In short, they said a lot of reasons for me to go back. They all said that they missed me and hoped that I would go back, come back to everyone, and continue to teach them math problems... I said a lot of words to comfort and encourage me. After a while, they were going to sleep, so we hung up the phone reluctantly. After that, I sent another text message, which was from one of my classmates. After I read it, I immediately sent her a message I replied to the text message. Just as I was replying the text message to her, another text message came to my mobile phone. I saw that it was from Long Er. I need her most at this time, but I am texting another classmate of mine, so I want to send a text message to another female classmate of mine before replying to her.

It's really a coincidence that when I just finished sending a text message to another female classmate and the mobile phone displayed "send successfully", Longer called because I was worried about my delay in replying to the message. I answered the phone and she heard It hurts my hoarse voice... She said:

"Lin Lin, are you okay? Didn't we agree to be strong?"

I said: "I remember, but I really can't make myself strong, that's my own father..."

She said: "I understand you! Don't think about it, are you asleep?"

I said, "I'm asleep, how about you? Where are you?"

She said: "I'm on the balcony of the dormitory, it's convenient to see the teacher..."

After hearing this, I felt very comfortable and moved. A girl, because of a boy, went to the balcony to call me in her pajamas, and the phone bill was still long-distance plus roaming... Really, the touch and warmth in my heart at that moment were too great. Too much, she called me and felt so happy!I heard her voice, and I seemed to have found my spiritual sustenance all of a sudden. We started talking on the phone, and I said:

"I really didn't expect that my father would leave me... I didn't see my father's last face! I called my father that night and he didn't answer. I called my mother and found out that my father went to drink. When I found out that my father was in a car accident, and when I got home, I was faced with the fact that my father was dead. I felt uncomfortable, really uncomfortable..."

I started to cry, the mother and sister on the bed probably knew it was her call, they also understood my pain, they didn't bother me...I told Long Er as much as I wanted, and cried loudly, I put the words of grievance in my heart and my father's Missing and painful tears told her without reservation.

She told her, "Lin Lin, these are all human emotions. Think about how people live in earthquakes and disasters. Now you must learn to face it with strength. I will always be with you..."

We talked for more than half an hour. I considered that it was too late, and the phone bill was very expensive. Besides, she was easy to freeze outside, so I asked the two of us to hang up first. After hanging up, I felt relieved After a lot, I didn’t think about anything anymore, and I gradually decided that the one in my heart this afternoon was Long Er. Thinking of this, thinking of her words on the phone, I felt very happy. At this time, I also felt tired and sleepy, so I fell asleep with this feeling of happiness, and I had a dream that night:

In the dream, I lived happily with each other, and I was the owner of a company. Later, my company was framed. I felt very sad and ashamed to see her, because I couldn’t give her happiness at this time. , One day on the road, she saw me, I saw her, and she asked me: "Where have you been? You have to face it with strength!" I know that I have no ability to make her happy at this time, and I don't want to suffer because of myself. Let her be happy, so I said: "Longer, I don't love you anymore, I won't give you the happiness you want, I lost my company and career, I have no right to ask you to be with me!" Shi Longer looked at me crying and said: "What did you say? Do you think that loving someone is playing a game? If you want to love, you can love if you don't want to love, don't you love? It's not that simple. You think that you can Escape? Since you love me, you admit it, you just say it, why don’t you admit it? Why are you so fragile? You are escaping from reality. What you should do now is not to escape, but to face it firmly. Do you understand?~~Since you love me, let me face it with you, we will always be together, we will never be separated! I will accompany you to face it firmly, and believe that no matter how big the risk, no matter how difficult it is, No matter how great the misfortune is, as long as we face it together heart-to-heart and hand in hand, we will get over it, and we will all find what we want to be happy! Later, with her company, we succeeded.” After the success, we talked heart-to-heart At that time, I sincerely said to her: "Thank you!" Yes, without you, I would not be where I am today, let alone my success today. Thank you for accompanying me to face it with strength!She looked at me and said: "Remember, no matter what happens, you must learn to face it with strength. I will always be by your side and face it with you. Our hearts will always be together. Heart to heart, never parting."Afterwards, I hugged her to play and fight, very happy!In the midst of this joy I woke up.

I remembered the scene in the dream, remembered her words in the dream, remembered that she was sure that she was her in my heart, remembered her phone call last night, remembered... too many, I asked myself, could this be true ?Is this really God guiding me?Can I really come together with her?Maybe what she said in the dream was right, I was escaping, and I should choose to face it with strength, maybe I should really believe what she said in the dream: no matter how big things happen, no matter how much misfortune you encounter, she I will accompany you to face it with strength...

Yes, maybe I should really think about it, choose to continue to go back to the dream school, face and accept this reality with strength, maybe it will really be like what she said in the dream: no matter what happens, she will always be by my side. By my side, accompany me to face with strength...

In this way, every night from now on, she will send me text messages to comfort me, talk to me, and play with me. Now every day, the uncles, aunts, uncles, aunts, etc. at home will come to accompany my mother. I don’t eat much, and I don’t have any strength at all. Listening to my mother’s hoarse voice, I feel really uncomfortable. I think of the life I used to have with my father. Looking at the present, I used to be so happy, but why don’t I know how to cherish it? ?

Looking at this "fragmented" home now, I feel really uncomfortable. I look forward to the arrival of the evening, and I look forward to her texting again, talking with me, talking with me, comforting me, warming me, and encouraging me...

It was another night, I ate something casually, and then I went to bed, I looked at the watch, looking forward to, waiting, and finally waited until 10 o'clock, at this time she should go back to the dormitory after school, the more I wait, the more I wait. I became more and more excited. After a while, the phone rang, and I immediately picked it up to see that it was her text message. I immediately opened it to read the content.

"How's your day, Boleyn? Is Mom all right?"

I was really happy when I saw her text messages. At that moment, I just wanted to chat with her happily. Although my mother was not that kind, I wanted to make her happy and not worry, so I didn’t say anything to her. !I reply to.

"Well, everything is fine, don't worry! You must have a good life over there..."

She said, "Well, Boleyn, I have some good news for you... Hee hee, want to hear it?"

I said, "Well, I want to hear it. Of course I want to hear the good news you gave me!"

She said: "This time I got 128 points in the math test! I am very good in the class..."

Immediately afterwards, she said in a low voice:

"But this time my overall score is not very good..."

Then I thought of myself!Maybe it's because I affected her normal study...

She said: "However, I am very satisfied with the good math this time. I should really thank you for this excellent math result! Not only me, but also every student and math teacher in the class. We are very happy now. I want you to come back and work with us to improve the math scores of our class!"

I said, "Well... if I have the chance, I will definitely go back as soon as possible!"

She said, "Be strong, you will definitely have a chance!"