bit of dream

19. Worried about Dad, even a little scared...

And I happened to have a dream that night at school.

In the dream, I was crying loudly in front of a grave alone, with a lot of blood on my hands from beating the tombstone. At this time, she came to me. She looked at me with painful and sad eyes, and she held me with both hands but I was still crying loudly, and she cried too, she said: "You are so bad, don't you want me? You lost your father but you still have me, don't you still want Losing me? Why do you just care about yourself and don’t think about me? Do you know how uncomfortable I am when you do this?” I turned around and held her face with blood-stained and dirty hands. The red and swollen eyes looked at her tearful eyes and said: "No! I want you, of course I want you! Longer, I lost him, I lost everything, I only have you, I can't lose you anymore~~ Promise me never to leave me, I really can't live without you, I want you, must you!" She said: "Well, I promise you, I will not leave you, you will not lose me, Never! Believe me! You have to promise me that no matter what happens, you must be strong, and I will always be by your side~~ We accompany each other, we will always be together!" After that, she hugged me... "

At this time I woke up, I immediately remembered the dream, I don't understand why I have such a dream, I don't want to imagine anymore!At this time, I hurriedly asked my classmates.

"Did my dad text me back?"

The classmate shook his head!I immediately got out of bed and called my mother.

The phone was connected, my sister answered the phone, and I asked.

"Where's Dad?"

My sister cried and said nothing, so I asked, "What's wrong? Tell me quickly!"

I cried too, and I said, "Give your mother the phone!"

My mother answered the phone and said in a hoarse crying voice: "Bolin, don't worry, be strong. Dad is fine. He was in a car accident. He was just in a coma, but his life is not in danger. I will ask Uncle Zhang to pick you up later! Be obedient !"

I was stunned for a moment, I no longer dare to imagine!

After hanging up the phone, I immediately called my aunt, who answered, and I asked my aunt.

"What happened to my dad? You tell me the truth!"

The aunt said: "Who told you about this? Your father is fine, but he is in a coma and his life is not in danger. Don't worry!"

We hung up the phone, I can't imagine, no, the dream last night can't be real, and that grave can't be Dad's, no way, I won't believe it, it's a dream, it's my own fantasy, all the time I can see my dad when I get home!

I'm not in the mood to wash and eat breakfast anymore, I put on my clothes and go to the classroom!I hurried to the office to find the teacher to ask for leave, but it was still early and the teacher hadn't arrived yet!When I was lost, I went back to the classroom first, and finally stopped my tears by myself. I stood at the door and waited for the head teacher to arrive, but I was at the most vulnerable, most scared, and most helpless moment. , The angel of happiness—Long Er still appeared by my side!

Maybe it was arranged by God. That morning, she didn’t know why she suddenly didn’t want to eat breakfast. She just wanted to come to the classroom early by herself, so she came to the classroom. I stood at the door alone, and she saw me far away. , just greeted me, she said good morning to me!Smile at me... But the moment I saw it was her, I suddenly remembered the dream I had last night, and when I thought about what my sister and aunt said on the phone this morning, I wouldn't believe it was true. I really "hate" her appearance, I "can't wait" for her to disappear from my eyes immediately...

At this moment, she was getting closer and closer to me. Seeing that my eyes were red, she asked immediately.

"Boleyn, what's the matter with you?"

Perhaps I was affected by the dream, I said aloud:

"I'm fine, you go away, this can't be true!"

She stood there and asked, "What's the matter with you?"

I said: "Don't worry about it! You can go to the classroom!"

She stood there silently, just staring at me intently, I dare not look at her, I was afraid that my heart would be soft, but I couldn't help but look at her, she looked at me very sadly, I admit that I was very sad after seeing her. uncomfortable!I couldn't help myself, and I said to her:

"Long'er, I'm very annoying and uncomfortable now! It's really none of your business this time? Go to the classroom and leave me alone, okay?"

After hearing this, she said: "What's the matter? Don't you tell me? Is the Bolin in front of me still the same Bolin who talks to me on QQ? He still plays and fights with me to his heart's content on weekdays Is it the Bolin who talks? Is it the Bolin who helps me in my studies? Or is it my bosom friend in life?"

I felt very sad after hearing this, and really wanted to tell her all this, but... in the end I still said:

"I will always be the Boleyn in your heart and mouth, but today I am very annoying, these things have nothing to do with you! You should go in and study!"

She said: "It has nothing to do with me? I go in to study? Do you think it's possible? Well, you let me go, I'm gone, I'm really gone? Don't say anything close to me in the future, and don't talk or fight with me. , Don’t chat with me on QQ when you go home, and don’t help anyone in your studies, you are all lying to me...I’m leaving, I’m leaving now!”

At this time, she started to walk towards the classroom. No one knew how much pain I felt in my heart. I finally couldn't bear it anymore. I ran over and grabbed her. She said:

"Didn't you let me go? I just go, don't pull me!"

At this moment I said: "No, don't go, Longer, don't go, I really need you right now..."

She said: "Okay, if you need me, I won't leave. Tell me what happened?"

I said: "Last night I called my dad and didn't answer, and I didn't reply to my text messages. I called my mother and sister this morning. They all cried and told me that my dad had a car accident. I don't know if he is dead or alive now!"

The moment I talked to her, I really seemed to have found a support all of a sudden, and I really wanted to throw myself on her and cry!But... I couldn't control my tears, I started crying...

She took my arm and asked me, "What's the matter? Don't cry, just explain clearly!"

I cried and said: "I called my dad last night and he didn't answer. I learned from my mom that my dad went to a colleague's house for a banquet and he hasn't come back yet! I went back to the dormitory and sent a text message to my dad with my classmate's mobile phone, asking him to After returning home, I texted back. I woke up this morning and asked my classmates, but my father didn’t reply to the message. I called my mother, and my sister and mother were both crying. They all said that Dad was fine! But why are they crying? I’m afraid..."

She said: "Ah, what...? Bolin, I understand your worry and pain, don't worry, it's okay, mom said it's okay, I believe mom won't lie to you, how will you go back later?"

I said, "Uncle Zhang is here to pick me up..."

She said: "Remember no matter what happens when you go home, no matter what happens, you must be strong, I will always support you! I will always be here waiting for you to come back, waiting for you to come back and chat and fight with me , talk, study, you must come back with a strong smile! I will wait for you here!"

I nodded lightly, and I'm going to go to the morning self-study soon, I'll let her go to class earlier, she knows that it's useless for her to do this kind of thing, so she nodded and said:

"I'll ask the teacher to ask for leave later, if the head teacher is not here, ask the department head..."

I nodded, and I will ask for leave in a while. The head teacher happened to ask for leave today. I was about to die of anxiety. I remembered what she said just now, so I went to the director of the department. The director of the department saw me crying like that, and said:

"Bolin, don't worry, I believe your father is fine! I'll write you a note, and he gave me my mobile phone to ask me to call my mother. I learned through the phone that Uncle Zhang is on his way. I told him to call This call, hang up!"

The teacher said: "Bolin, you go back to class first, and when your uncle comes, I will find you with a note!"

I went back to the classroom, I was lying on the table alone during the morning self-study, tears kept streaming, I couldn’t learn anything, she kept looking at me, my classmates comforted me, I said to them:

"It's okay, I'll be fine! Don't worry!"

After the morning self-study, I went out with my classmate's mobile phone and called my mother, and my mother answered...

I said, "Mom, why isn't Uncle Zhang coming? If he doesn't come, I'll go back by car!"

Mom said: "He's coming soon, I'll urge him again, don't come here by yourself, you're not familiar with the outside world! You must be obedient. I know you are anxious when you have something to do at home, so you must be obedient outside!"

I said: "No, I'm going to die of anxiety, I'm not young anymore, it's fine! As long as he doesn't come after this class, I'll leave!"

Mom said: "Be obedient, he will be here in a while, don't worry, both mother and son must be strong, Dad is fine! You must be obedient at this time!"

I said: "Well, I will be obedient!"

I hung up the phone and went back to the classroom. I returned the mobile phone to the classmate and started class. The class was mathematics, and another teacher took the place. Also give me a note: "No matter what the result is, you must be strong. I will always be by your side to support you! I will be here waiting for the day when you come back with a smile!"

I went out to the classroom door, and the teacher gave me a note asking me to wait for Uncle Zhang at the door. I went, and after waiting for a while, Uncle Zhang came. When I got out of the car, Uncle Zhang said:

"I'm going to the toilet, you get in the car first!"

I got in the car and waited for my uncle in the car!I asked the driver, "Do you know what happened to my dad?" He said, "I don't know. Uncle Zhang asked me to pick you up. I don't know anything."

Uncle Zhang secretly went to call the head teacher just now!

He said: "Mr. Qin, I am Bolin's uncle. His father passed away in a car accident last night. I picked him up today. He may stay at home for a few days! Don't worry, we will take good care of him With his mother! By the way, I will call you and ask him for leave!"

The teacher in charge said, "Why did this happen? Take him back quickly, and take good care of him and his mother! Let them face it with strength..."

Uncle Zhang said: "Okay, don't worry, I'll contact you if you need anything..."

After a while, Uncle Zhang came back, he got in the car, and we started to go home. I sat in the car and imagined what I would face in two hours. I expected a good result, but no matter what I faced, I told myself, she Will always be by my side and support me!

We started the long journey home!

Not long after leaving the school in the car, the car got on the expressway. On the expressway, I looked at everything outside the window. It was so quiet, which gave me a particularly desolate feeling. Along the way, there were fluff in the air. Wearing white catkins, my uncle answered several calls in the car, but every time he lowered his head to the bottom of the car door and spoke in a low voice, which gave me the feeling that he was deliberately dodging me and not letting me hear , I asked uncle.

"Is it mom's phone?"

But every time the uncle said: "It's okay, he is my friend!"

Time passed really slowly, and the long distance of more than two hours finally passed. I got off the expressway and arrived at the county seat. I asked my uncle.

"Is Dad awake in the county hospital now?"

Uncle vomited and said:

"Not yet! It's okay, you're home now, don't worry!"

I said, "Why haven't you? Is it because the hospital's technology is not advanced and the doctors are not good? Why don't you transfer to another hospital?"

Uncle Zhang looked helpless and uncomfortable!I was very anxious, I was both angry and distressed and said:

"What's wrong with these people in the family? Are they all stupid? Dad is watching helplessly like this, doesn't he know how to transfer?"

I asked: "Where is my mother? Doesn't she know about the transfer? And my aunt, uncle, and uncle, they don't know about it!"

Uncle Zhang became confused when he saw me yelling like this. He understood my discomfort and said:

"Bolin, please be quiet first. After you go back, you should see your father first. If it doesn't work, let's transfer to another hospital!"

Uncle Zhang said this in a low voice, and he kept his head down as if he didn't dare to look at me!