To succeed

Chapter 4 Silent Secret Love

It was a small town called Tongguan in Henan Province.There is a place called Chenjia Village in the town.A year ago, a boy left home because he was angry with his father, and he never heard from him again.His name is Wen Sheng, and he is Xiaoyuan's neighbor.He is three years older than Xiaoyuan and one year older than Lingzi. He is the same age as Lanlan, Wang Lijuan, and Gao Ming.But younger than Gao Ming, older than Lanlan and Wang Lijuan.He and Gao Ming are classmates.

His family situation is very bad, and his elder brother often quarrels with his father.Later, the family was really poor, so he dropped out of school.

He and Wang Lijuan have known each other relatively early, they have known each other since they were in the first grade of junior high school, and of course Lan Lan and Gao Ming.Of course, he and Gao Ming are best friends, and he has always been in love with Wang Lijuan secretly, but he never said it, never has, of course Wang Lijuan knows.

At that time, their homeroom teacher, Ma, was a woman. Teacher Ma was 36 and seven years old, and she was a very good teacher.Teacher Ma is not tall, but she is pretty. Teacher Ma has a round face and long hair with a shawl.Her husband is doing business in other places and the family has some money, so she dresses very carefully.He is also very good at dressing himself up, even if he is almost 40 years old, his figure is still very charming.

Teacher Ma likes Wen Sheng very much, because he not only studies well, but also writes small characters well.Teacher Ma seemed to appreciate him very much, so he asked him to be responsible for the layout design and copying of the blackboard newspaper in the class.Wen Sheng was also very happy. In his opinion, it was a very dignified job.Since Lanlan's composition is relatively good, Teacher Ma asked Lanlan to be the editor of the blackboard newspaper.And Wang Lijuan's home is in the town, very close to the school.Besides, Wang Lijuan is very kind-hearted. Every Sunday, she comes to help with the blackboard newspaper.

One day, Wen Sheng jokingly said to Wang Lijuan: "Sister Lijuan, you can join our newspaper team, I recommend you to be our deputy editor." Of course, because Wang Lijuan is very beautiful, Wen Sheng also likes her a little.It's a bit intentional to please her.

When Wang Lijuan heard this, someone invited her just as she wished for!He glanced at his mouth and smiled like a bragging: "Okay, I just want to join you! You go and tell the teacher! Let the teacher appoint me. If you do this for my sister, I will be in my sister's mother three years later. On the ground, with me covering you, no one dares to bully you!" Finished speaking.Wang Lijuan just laughed.

They are very familiar and often meet and joke.One is to be a brother and the other is to be a sister.In fact, Wang Lijuan also cared a little about Wen Sheng, but she was a little embarrassed to say so.Seeing Wen Sheng take the initiative to curry favor with her now, he was naturally very smug in his heart.

At first I thought it was a joke, but who knew that on that Friday afternoon, Wen Sheng really approached Teacher Ma, the class teacher, and said seriously: "Mr. She is very enthusiastic and wants to join our poster team, so let her join us, shall we?"

Teacher Ma was very straightforward and agreed immediately.She also hopes that her students can get along well and report good situations to the teacher.Just as the evening self-study get out of class was about to end, Teacher Ma announced a message to the whole class.Not only appointed Wang Lijuan as the deputy editor of the blackboard newspaper group, but also praised her in front of all the classmates.And she also said that Wang Lijuan was recommended to her by Wen Sheng.Both Wen Sheng and Wang Lijuan blushed.

From that day on, although the two of them didn't say it clearly, they liked each other very much.Because they spend more time together, they will be together every Sunday for the blackboard newspaper.The two cooperate with each other very well, and the relationship is also very good.They declared that they were brothers and sisters of pure friendship, of course Wang Lijuan said it was a brother and sister relationship.

Gao Ming's home is also in the town, and Gao Ming also likes Wang Lijuan.Sometimes Gao Ming would come to play when they were doing blackboard newspapers. Of course, he also knew that Wen Sheng and Wang Lijuan were purely friendly.

On a Sunday morning, Wen Sheng was working with Lanlan and Wang Lijuan on the blackboard newspaper for the class.Gao Ming asked Wen Sheng to come out and said with a smile: "I like Wang Lijuan, can you speak for me? I'm a little embarrassed to say, what do you think of her reaction?"

Although Wen Sheng was a little reluctant, he still agreed.Because he got along well with Gao Ming.After returning home, Wen Sheng smiled at Wang Lijuan and said, "Big Hei, Gao Ming wants to pick on you!" Wang Lijuan was not happy at that time, she glanced at her mouth and said, "It's him! The door is gone!"

The matter passed like this, and later Gao Ming wrote several love letters asking Wen Sheng to hand them over to Wang Lijuan.In the end, Wen Sheng was torn up and not handed over to Wang Lijuan, because Wen Sheng had also been secretly in love with Wang Lijuan.

Wen Sheng said to Wang Lijuan: "If Gao Ming asks you if you have received the letter he wrote to you, just say you have! Or I will not explain to Gao Ming, ha ha!"

"Gao Ming wrote me a letter, where is it?" Wang Lijuan asked.

"I'm sorry, I put it in my pocket, and I accidentally washed it when I was washing it!" Wen Sheng said in a lie.

"Cut!" Wang Lijuan smiled and turned around, ignoring Wen Sheng.

The matter passed like this, and Gao Ming did not ask Wang Lijuan about it for several months.Sometimes when I met Wang Lijuan, I joked as before, pretending that I hadn't written a letter.Even the matter of asking Wen Sheng to speak for him, he was embarrassed to mention it.Wang Lijuan only regarded him as her elder brother, so she didn't mention that matter.

Of course Gao Ming didn't know that Wen Sheng had torn up his letter, so the brotherhood still remained.Time passed quickly, and it was the second half of the first year of junior high school in a blink of an eye.

At this time, Wen Sheng's family changed, and Wen Sheng's personality also changed a lot.He started to talk less, and also felt inferior, except for a few close classmates, Wang Lijuan, Lan Lan, and Gao Ming.Other than talking to a few people, he seldom speaks to others.A person who walks alone looks a little tired, as if very tired.

At this time, it was Mr. Ma and Wang Lijuan who cared more about Wen Sheng.Gao Ming sometimes asked, but Wen Sheng didn't tell him why.Maybe it's because he feels that the family's ugliness should not be publicized. He doesn't want to mention to others that his brother often fights at home.Because he felt that it was useless to talk about it.But Wen Sheng's changes really worried many people.He has become silent and withdrawn since then.

One day, Teacher Ma brought Wen Sheng home and said that he was giving him extra lessons, but in fact Teacher Ma just wanted to enlighten him.Teacher Ma just wanted him to tell the reason himself. In fact, all the students in the class knew about his family affairs.It's just that everyone doesn't say it in front of him, but discusses it behind his back.Everyone didn't want Wen Sheng to be sad, and they all pretended not to know.

Teacher Ma cooked delicious meals for Wen Sheng that day, and the two chatted while eating.Teacher Ma treated Wen Sheng as his own child.Teacher Ma patiently asked Wen Sheng: "Do you know? Your academic performance has declined rapidly, and you have rarely talked to your classmates recently. Why can you talk to the teacher? The teacher is not criticizing you, but just wants to Let me ask you, say it? Don't keep everything in your heart."

Later, Wen Sheng was silent for a while, and slowly told Mr. Ma what happened in those few months.

After Wen Sheng finished speaking, he stared blankly at Teacher Ma, as if he was thinking about something.Teacher Ma sighed for a long time, then took Wen Sheng's hand, and said after a long time: "Go to school well, and the matter will pass soon. If you have any unhappy things in the future, if it is not convenient to tell your classmates, just tell me." The teacher said, you will be your teacher as a friend, a confidant, okay?"

Wen Sheng was silent for a long time, he looked at Teacher Ma.He thinks Teacher Ma is like a big sister and a good friend.Seeing Teacher Ma holding his hand, he felt inexplicable.Teacher Ma's hands are soft, smooth, and warm.It was a strange feeling, and his heart began to beat very fast.His face was red and hot, and Teacher Ma thought he was very excited, so he comforted him and said: "From now on, you can come to the teacher's house at any time to chat with the teacher. I like you very much."

Wen Sheng was silent for a while before saying, "Okay, I will, teacher!"

Wen Sheng said sadly, "Mr. Ma, I don't want to go home!"

Teacher Ma didn't know what to say for a while.Looking at Wen Sheng's sad look, his eyes became hot.She could never imagine what kind of injury would make the child so silent.withdrawn.self-abasement.He didn't even want to go home, as if he was very afraid of going home.