one way

9

Jiang Fang left before eight o'clock, and Liu Susu went with him, and the rest of them played until ten o'clock before they felt a little tired and went home one after another.

Chen Lei felt that he was in a good mood, and he didn't want to sleep for the time being. He was walking on the street, the night was very quiet, and the occasional wind or some other sound was used as an embellishment to complement Chen Lei's mood.While walking, I suddenly realized that I came to a house, which was a two-and-a-half-story villa-style building. The colorful glazed bricks and window panes reflected the light of the night lights, flickering.This is Chen Lei's home, no, it should be said to be Chen Lei's parents' home.

How long has it been since you came here?Chen Lei did the calculations, and it would take a month to say at least. He turned around and was about to leave, but stopped again.There was no light in the room, and the parents were either asleep or hadn’t come back yet. After hesitating for a while, he walked to the door. The door was locked, indicating that his parents were not there. He touched the key on his waist, opened the door and pulled the light, and walked down the stairs. Go up and turn right, the first door is his room.

Everything is still the same, the familiar ones can no longer be familiar: bed, TV, bookcase and wardrobe, and a very delicate alarm clock, which looks like a small house, and a cute bird will pass through the window every hour Zhongfei came out and hugged the number, it was a birthday present from his father when he was a child, he always liked it, until... How long has it been since he played with it?have no idea.There is really a feeling that things are right and wrong.

Throwing himself on the bed, resting his head on his hands and looking at the clock, the good mood that has not yet disappeared reminded him of his childhood, and he smiled knowingly.This smile didn't last long, a burst of footsteps shattered his thoughts, and then the heavy footsteps suddenly became lighter, walking upstairs one after the other.

Chen Lei knew that it was his parents who had returned, and as soon as he sat up, he saw a face that looked strange, it was Chen Lei's mother.Chen Lei looked at the woman in front of him who was obviously much more haggard than he remembered, and shouted: "Mom!" Chen's mother responded happily: "Hey, Lei'er, you are back, okay, just come back, not yet Go to sleep, get tired, go to bed early when you are tired."

He gently closed the door, and said to Chen's father who was standing at the door in a low voice: "Lei'er finally came back today, let's not quarrel, or he will get angry again."

Chen's father snorted, turned around and entered his room, Chen's mother watched him enter and close the door, and then returned to her own room, but she just took off her coat and remembered what happened at night, she couldn't help but feel panicked, and again After getting dressed, he walked to Father Chen's door, opened it, and saw him laying down on the bed as if nothing had happened, flipping through a newspaper in his hand, so he became angry and began to babble about him. .Father Chen was irritated when he heard it, and shouted: "Shut your stinking mouth, it's not over, are you annoying?"

Chen's mother did not show weakness, and raised her voice: "Hey, what are you yelling at, isn't it your fault or my fault."

"You...are unreasonable."

"What is unreasonable to me, you have nothing to say, right? If you have nothing to say, it will prove to be your fault."

The two were still arguing endlessly until they heard Chen Lei's voice, and they didn't realize that their son had stood in front of the door at some point, only to hear him say: "You guys quarrel slowly, and when you get tired from the quarrel, go to sleep. .”

After speaking, he turned and left.Chen's mother shouted: "Lei'er!" She stopped again, grabbed something at hand and threw it at Chen's father, cursing: "You murdered with a thousand swords, I told you not to quarrel, don't quarrel, Why are you yelling, it's over now, Lei'er is leaving again. Huh..." After crying for a while and smashing, Chen's father also fought back, and the two of them tore together immediately, and they heard the sound of breaking , and then saw Chen's father walking out of the room with several scratches on his face, and said fiercely to Chen's mother with loose hair: "You stinky bitch, tomorrow, tomorrow I will divorce you!"

"Leave, leave, who is afraid of whom!" Then he began to cry.The night was very quiet, so quiet that the cries were suddenly ear-piercing, and the lights of several houses were turned off again, and the cries were still ringing.

Chen Lei was drinking the wine in the bottle, and suddenly slammed it on something. There was a sound, the bottle shattered, and the foam splashed everywhere. No one was encountered either.Alcohol and drowsiness failed to conquer the manic heart, lying on the bed of the rented hut several times, eyes wide open.

He rented the hut with his father's money, just like his tuition and his daily expenses, he used his father's money, and this is the only connection he still has with his father now.The hut is rented near the school. It is not big, but it is enough for him to sleep alone, and it has no other use, but it keeps him from living on the streets, and he is free to come and go as he wants.

Chen Lei got up and closed the door, put his hands in his pockets, and kicked a stone far away with his feet, wandering like a ghost in the quiet street at night. When he was tired, he sat down on a certain step and leaned on it. Facing the wall, his eyes stared blankly at a certain point in the air, in a daze.All the shops were closed, all the lights were out, but there was one man, and one more man echoed down the street like a ghost in the starlight.

There was a burst of laughter from somewhere.

Jiang Fang and Yang Yong sat on the grass watching a group of boys play football.Everyone is playing very hard, the goalkeeper is also concentrating on his posture, and there are many people outside the field cheering, and the ball is rolling between the feet.Jiang Fang suddenly felt that the football is so pitiful, it is completely controlled by others, and no matter who wins or loses, it has no right to be happy or sad; it also seems to have seen through the world, it doesn't matter who wins or loses Joy or sadness, cold and always a face.

"I want to be a little bird, flying happily and freely. Of course, it is best to be an eagle. It can also fight the wind and rain, but it is too domineering. It is better to be a horse. I want to fly freely on the vast and boundless prairie. How cool it is to gallop all over the place! I wish I was a wild horse without restraint, how about you, Yang Yong, are you going to be admitted to the military academy?" Except in the diary, only in front of Yang Yong, Jiang Fang can open his arms and say Express some of your inner thoughts.

"Well. Your biggest dream is to wander freely. I want to be a soldier, preferably a field army. If I don't pass the exam, I can join the army. In short, I want to be a soldier." Yang Yong In front of Jiang Fang, he can also reveal himself, and has the desire to tell.

"If I was born in troubled times, I would definitely join the army. I thought about it before, but now I don't have that much energy. Maybe, who knows."

"The discipline in the army is so strict, of course you don't want to go. In fact, I can't guarantee whether I can stay, I can only talk about it when the time comes, but I won't be afraid of choking and not eating. You will test later. Not going to college?"

"I don't know, who knows?" Jiang Fang lay on his back and looked at the sky, the clouds changed into various shapes, and the sunset glow showed her charming figure where the golden crow fell.Jiang Fang sat up again, pointed at the sunset and said, "Look, how beautiful the sunset is!"

Yang Yong also said: "Yes, the sunset is infinitely good, but it is only near dusk. It becomes so beautiful before it disappears. I don't know how many people are watching. Jiang Fang, do you think this is a kind of sadness?"

"I can't say whether it's sad or not. As long as you show your beauty, like a night-blooming epiphyllum, it doesn't matter if no one sees it. You will still be beautiful for a while, just a little lonely. But someone will always see it. If there is no one Seeing it, it can only be said to be their sorrow, they have never seen such a beautiful scenery before, Bai has a pair of eyes."

Seeing Jiang Fang's face, Yang Yong suddenly became more melancholy, and said, "You are a little bit sorry for yourself."

Jiang Fang smiled unnaturally: "Well, I'm too early for the sunset, and it's not like I'm going to die tomorrow. At the age of sixteen or seventeen, that's the sun at eight or nine o'clock in the morning."

The class bell rang, and Yang Yong returned to the classroom and sat down in his seat.The teacher still came in with a stack of test papers, and everything was in the review and preparation stage. In the teacher's words, this is called charging, but the students all thought that if it was charged too much, it would explode.But no matter what, they still have to work hard. As long as they still think about college and the future, they have to eat, wear well, and as long as there is a whip behind them, they have to do it. Doing well or doing bad is another matter. It's the same thing.

Originally, this person’s heart was as tense as a fully drawn bow, but the teacher felt that the atmosphere was not enough. The students must feel the approach of the college entrance examination at all times, so that they can put down their playfulness and prepare for the battle with all their strength. Following the way of Hong Kong's return, one side hung a countdown board for the college entrance examination.

The sign is square and square, with white numbers written on the black background. Hanging there silently, it strikes the bell that the teacher wants every day in everyone's heart. If you don't support it hard, it may fall to the ground with a snap.But someone likes it.

There is more than one person I like, not only Yang Yong, many people want to show their talents there.This college entrance examination is a dragon gate, which attracts many people who are eager to try, even if they fall to pieces in the end, of course, they will not believe this if they are confident.Yang Yong's liking is very calm, he doesn't see anything like usual, he still does his homework or doesn't do his homework. Anyway, for him, whether he doesn't pass the exam or not, the result is going to be a soldier, and liking means he can finally start up.

Yang Yong's heart is more lonely than Jiang Fang's. This loneliness is nothing but loneliness. His face is so lonely that there is nothing but indifference and arrogance. To Yang Yong, all the classmates in the class or the whole school are just classmates. That's it, except for studying, basically they are all alone.He wasn't interested in small talk at all, and even Molly didn't talk much when they sat together.