one way

Chapter 31 31

Lin Xinyue's Love Notes

The sun was clear and bright on Thursday, December 12

We sat together for breakfast, and for lunch as well. After all, Lan Yu came over to tease him, but he just blushed and smiled, which was okay.

I thought about it, I thought about it from last night to today, and then after school in the evening, on the playground, I sat next to him on the grass, he liked to hold my hand, so I let him hold it, and I breathed the wind The air blowing over and the smell on his body, I think he would also like to smell my body, so I sprayed a little perfume on it.

I said, Jiang Fang, are you going to study hard recently, and I have to study hard too.

In my imagination, he should be a little bit attached, but unexpectedly he didn't hesitate.He said okay, wait until I get the first place, but if I miss you, you have to come and stay with me, otherwise I want to die.

He's really getting better at talking, he still uses the kind of shameless words, hehe, and sometimes his mouth is so sweet that it's different from the first time we met, but I still like it, I like him saying these words to others. I listen, though he rarely speaks.

I also asked him what if the teacher and our parents knew about it?He said that his parents' test is fine, as long as he takes back the report card, and said that if his parents knew that their son was dating such a beautiful girl (he said their love would be As for the school teacher who knows, he will know, he doesn’t care, as long as he won’t be expelled because of this, even if he is expelled, he won’t regret it, and he won’t regret it. Care.

He asked me and said, what about you?

I said I don't care, I don't care, and I won't regret it!

In fact, I'm not sure if I don't care or care as I told him, but I definitely won't regret it.I don’t know if I’m afraid or not, it’s nothing else, as he said, our love will not affect our studies, just like he loves reading books and I like painting, but it’s just a part of life , although we are students, we are still teenage boys and girls after all.

But if I was ordered to drop out of school or transfer to another school because of this incident, I don't know what my parents will do. I am a little... afraid to think about it, but whenever I face him again, I look at him I will ignore everything again, because I am afraid that one day I will regret it for the rest of my life.

Maybe one day when you grow up and become successful, you can get back all the things that were lost in the past, but what about the true love of youth and him that you missed, can you get it back?You can't get it back, whether it's your youth or his heart, you can't get it back.So today I love it, maybe tomorrow I'll go to hell for it, whatever!

Jiang Fang said, fuck it!

I also said, fuck it!

Sunday, December 12th the sun is hanging in the sky with a happy smile

I had a dream last night, and when I woke up, I remembered that I was so ashamed that I got under the quilt without showing my face, my face was warm, but my heart was actually very sweet, which made me hug a pillow and laugh for a long time.I dreamed that I was standing in front of him naked, without any clothes on. I couldn’t see what he looked like, but it must have been naked. We hugged each other. Kissing together, woke up at the moment when the lips were about to meet the upper lip.

I hugged a pillow and laughed non-stop. Although we each started to study with peace of mind, we can always see it no matter it is between classes or after school, and we can still sit for a while and talk or not say anything.It's not been a long time since I saw him miss him during the day, why did I go to him in my dream, and more importantly, why did I have to be naked? I'm really not ashamed, I'm so ashamed to death!

Hehe, I think it would be great if the me in the dream was not naked, it would be better to wear a light gauze, which is vague and vague, so it should be more charming and attract people's reverie, and the flirting effect is the best—— Oops, where did you think you were.

I don't know which master said that luo body talents can better show the beauty of the human body, the lines and the mass of muscles.Many famous paintings have all kinds of naked people, men and women. I even drew a picture for myself, which is a sketch and naked, which took me a lot of time.

In the painting, I am sitting upright in front of the mirror. As a whole, I can only see my back, the stool I am sitting on, and my legs crossed. It can be seen that my face is slightly sideways, and a faint smile (I'm thinking about last night's dream) is floating on the corner of my lips. I let the long hair pass through my fingertips, covering my left cheek One breast, the other is pointed and upright exuding its beauty.

I can't help being tempted by my beauty, I said, baby, you are so beautiful!I think Jiang Fang being able to fall in love with me is definitely a blessing from countless good deeds he has done in eight lifetimes, hehe!

I kind of want to draw one for Jiang Fang, but I still don’t dare to think about the word luo. My self-portrait has exhausted my face, so why should I do it.Give this painting to Jiang Fang?Go to hell, Lin Xinyue, don't make a bad face.

Hehe... I will still give it, but instead of this one, I will give him a self-portrait of mine, of course it is dignified and quiet, with a face covered by messy hair and fluffy.Maybe one day I will actually give this to him, but only after I have saved enough shame, maybe I will actually draw one for him... Haha!

I looked at my face in the mirror on the painting, I lay on the pillow thinking about the dream of last night, I smiled and said to myself: Little girl, you are a bitch!

I should really put down my pen and go to sleep, maybe I will have good dreams even though I can hear the tinkling in the kitchen and the sun hanging lazily in the sky.

Lin Xinyue, you little girl, you are being mean, ha ha!

As for the literary society, since "Star Grass" only comes out once a month, it cannot be expected to see immediate results like swallowing an elephant in one bite, but to come slowly, and Jiang Fang is just responsible for being a Long-term planning, to put it bluntly, is nothing more than looking forward to the future, and the specific reasons have to be worked together by other people.Things in this school are going smoothly, after all, there are teachers standing behind, but the so-called expansion plan has been hindered in many ways.

The fastest and best way to promote to other schools is of course to get the support of other schools, and the next best thing is to express their permission.The leaders of other schools have the same idea as the leaders of No. [-] Middle School. They all think that this will expand the influence of "Star Grass" and then the influence of the school where "Star Grass" is located. The influence of the school will weaken the appeal of their school, let alone establish a branch of "Star Grass", which is absolutely impossible.

Instead of going through the school, secretly looking for some students from other schools, although many people are willing to cooperate, but they can't get on the stage after all, so the effect is very little, but it can't be said that there is no impact, and there are still some results, such as in In the selection of the new issue, there are many works of students from other schools.Teacher Wang said: "Take your time, don't worry, I believe that one day we will form a scale, because we have this strength."

Not to mention those who are not strong enough, who knows how many days will come one day.Jiang Fang pondered for a few days and there was no other good idea, but he heard that other schools had set up "Youth" and "Peace" literature clubs one after another. A large area was specially set aside for the students of their school to exhibit their works, which instantly weakened the sacred image of "Star Grass" among the students of other schools, and some of the outside members who were finally won also quit a lot.

Many people gave up their plans to expand to other schools because of this, and the school leaders also felt that there was little hope. Even Jiang Fang, the instigator, lost his heart. Unexpectedly, the bone thrown by Jiang Fang was gnawed by Mr. Wang:

"The literary club of their school was first established, and we cannot compare with our club in everything. We are incomparable to them in terms of qualifications, strength, and the internal and external relationship environment of the literary club. None, there is no long-term publishing place for one party, how long can a bulletin board last, and the social journal is not easy to do, there must be a process, and we can make them have no place to survive in this process, so Judging from various situations, we can still hope. We should not be discouraged by a small setback, and we must work hard to move forward without fear of difficulties."

Teacher Wang was exerting his provocative ability again, causing the blood of Yishe almost to rush out, so they continued without fear of disappointment.

After spending a lot of effort to complete several manuscripts, none of them have returned since they were sent out. They all seem to have gone to the sky and can’t find their way back. They can’t even hear the shadow of the echo. Jiang Fang is very depressed. The longer the time, the more depressed he becomes. Jiang Fang's confidence became more and more serious. Jiang Fang's confidence was like a stock market caught in a financial turmoil. It fell all the way to the lowest point in his memory, and he couldn't get up no matter how much he raised his capital.

Jiang Fang thought that his own level was probably not enough, so he had to continue to supplement his nutrition, or buy, rent or borrow books about novels, prose, and poetry.Perhaps because of dreaming every night, Jiang Fang still likes novels the most. After all, it can be regarded as daydreaming. It is also a dream, so how can he not be happy.

But flipping through it, putting it down and thinking about it, he found that there were so many people out there who couldn't compare to him, which made him hate it inexplicably, even hating it so much that his teeth itch and felt uncomfortable, but even if he hated it to death, So what if I hate to bleed blood from all my orifices and break my intestines, and it won't hurt others in the slightest. Others are still living happily, still writing, and living comfortably with manuscript fees.

Jiang Fang finally understood, and after he understood, he only read and didn't write, and he only read those things that would not make him hate after reading it, even if hate is justifiable.I also lost interest in the literature club, seeing others busy and boring, so I withdrew.

Perhaps because of those creative ideas, Mr. Wang firmly believes that Jiang Fang is very talented. Although the literature club has gradually entered the track with his encouragement and the efforts of all the members, it is also a time when there is nothing to do. Mr. Wang tried his best Retained: "You have done a good job, why do you want to quit?"

Jiang Fang didn't want to find any reason at first, but the teacher asked him so that he seemed unable to get rid of it without finding an excuse. Frowning his brows and thinking that studying is the best excuse, so he had to tell some lies against his will, but they are not really lies. Because he really, at least at this moment, he really thinks so: "I want to calm down and study hard. If there are too many things, I can't take care of them. Now you can see the grades. I have dropped a lot. It's time to make up for it. "

Jiang Fang was determined to retire. No matter what Teacher Wang said, he just insisted on my heart not moving. In addition to the face of Mr. Xue, Teacher Wang had to let him go back to study, but it was a pity.Jiang Fang didn't have the energy to feel that he had any pity or not. He cleaned up his feelings of loss or loneliness. Since then, he has studied with peace of mind, talked with love with peace of mind, read books with peace of mind, and wrote a diary.

In the final exam, although Jiang Fang didn't get the first place he expected, he was still in the top five of the whole grade, and he was not much worse than the previous four. He felt a little relieved, and then it was winter vacation.