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Although Jiang Fang really wanted to make some friends, but he knew his faults, he was not good at speaking and was often very dull, so he simply put it aside and ignored it, just let it go.He is still alone most of the time, either reading a book or staying silly for a while, a little nervous.In fact, Jiang Fang likes this slightly neurotic taste very much. When he is alone, his thoughts are flying around, flying with a head but no tail, flying in a mess, but flying wonderfully, flying and flying into the diary , leaving traces of what once existed.

Jiang Fang's diary, Wednesday, December 12 is sunny

When three people walk together, there must be my teacher.These are the words of Confucius, which I learned when I was in junior high school. These words are simply the philosophy of philosophy. I really don’t know what kind of situation Confucius, an old man, came to have such insights. Today, I stand by his side. Use his gaze from behind.This is not what I had when I recited it at the beginning, but a kind of understanding after the world.There is a saying of epiphany in Buddhism, and I feel that when I suddenly think of this sentence, I feel a little bit of the so-called epiphany.

When you let go of your heart and look at the people around you with an appreciation, you can truly see the essence of the sages.Although they still have a lot of things that you hate flowing on them, but sometimes they are cute and reveal certain things that you want to do but can't do.

No one is perfect.This should be considered from two aspects. There will be no perfect person, and at the same time, there will be no person with flaws all over the body. On the other hand, it confirms the words of Confucius.I should feel honored to be able to understand this truth at this time. It can be seen that I don’t understand everything, and what I lack may be just thinking.

But it is not too late to understand today, it is not too late to mend a dead sheep.I may not be able to become friends with all of them, but I can still learn a lot from them, which is also a very good thing.

This also shows that although I have shortcomings, I will definitely have many advantages. Don't belittle yourself, and don't be arrogant. Of course, self-confidence and arrogance are still indispensable.It's just that the benevolent sees the benevolent and the wise sees the wisdom. Maybe my shortcomings become advantages, and my advantages become shortcomings in the eyes of others, so let it all go.

I don't think I will have a few real friends in my life, because almost all people say that friends are for getting along, and I don't know how to get along.Playing with them every day, chatting, or something, I don’t think I can do it, I would rather sleep and read alone, or stay stupidly like a crazy person, and my friends will naturally fade away because of this.

As for the friendship that Yu Qiuyu described, it is too pure, you probably can’t see it today, or maybe there is, but will it happen to me?I hope so, don't just dream about it.It is enough to have a confidant in life!I don’t dare to expect extravagantly, but friends still need to be made. As for the extent to which we can get along with each other, it’s beyond my control. People are not isolated, and those who can always think of and still think about it should be counted as one. Bar.

This diary was written during the evening self-study, and I picked up the pen to write these after listening to the boring teacher in front of the podium.When I was writing this, I looked up at the teacher, and saw that the teacher was looking at me during the interval of explanation, so I stopped writing and listened attentively.He seemed to be concentrating, but there were still other things in his mind, so Jiang Fang thought he would stop here, so he closed the diary.

He suddenly began to think about someone, a female classmate in junior high school, which made him feel a little baffled. He got along well with her, and they were still in the front and back seats, just like he and Liu Susu now, and they were side by side. She was sitting alone in the front row, so she often turned around to talk to him and his tablemates, but their relationship seemed no better than his current relationship with Liu Susu, but today, Jiang Fang somehow suddenly Some miss her, and those classmates who are obviously better than her are not in the mood to think about her.

It is absolutely impossible for Jiang Fang to fall in love with her, which makes his missing at the moment even more inexplicable, maybe the diary just now involved some memories connected with her, which made him start this unknown missing, Jiang Fang Self-deprecating smile, miss it, miss it, that's all.

Jiang Fang leaned his back on the table in the back seat, glanced at the students in the classroom, and there was everything in the world, they could do anything.Molly was listening to the lecture, Liu Susu's ponytail was dangling in front of his eyes, while the poet seemed to be drawing something, and some were sleeping on the table, whispering and chatting with each other, and Jiang Fang was sitting in the back seat. The cover is turning over Gu Long's "Xiao Shishilang".Jiang Fang felt sorry for the teacher, he didn't know how much his hard-working words could leave in the air, and how many people listened to them and remembered them in their hearts.

"Are you talking about other people? What are you doing yourself?" Jiang Fang couldn't help smiling, seeing the teacher getting off the podium and walking in this direction, he hurriedly shook the table in the back seat. The boy was clever enough to move the textbook back Pull it and cover it.The teacher didn't go far, but stood by Liu Susu's side. Seeing that Liu Susu was still lowering her head, Jiang Fang stretched out her foot and kicked off her stool from under the table. She suddenly looked up and saw the teacher standing there. While looking at her, he smiled at the teacher, then looked back at Jiang Fang.

The teacher also took a look at Jiang Fang, returned to the podium and assigned a few homework, then turned around and went out. As soon as the teacher disappeared from sight, there was a chattering sound in the classroom.The back seat continued to follow Feng Siniang who was still looking for her Xiao Shishilang, Liu Susu lowered his head and didn't know what to do, Jiang Fang started to write the homework assigned by the teacher, and then dismissed the get out of class.

The next self-study class is not attended by the teacher, so the classroom is like a bird just out of the cage, it must sing enough, it is as messy as walking into a vegetable market in the early morning.

After Jiang Fang finished his homework, he took out his history textbook from the drawer after thinking for a while, and while recalling the stories he had heard and read since childhood, he picked and rummaged through them to find the connection between truth and falsehood.Looking at it with great interest, he glanced at Molly who was doing a question next to him, and found that it was slightly different from his. He took a closer look, and it turned out that he missed one of the steps, which made his result It seemed too abrupt, so I got up and went to the team leader to ask for my own notebook so that I could revise it.

The team leader told him that someone had taken his notebook. Jiang Fang went to find that classmate, but that classmate said that someone had taken his notebook. Got my notebook?"

Someone answered, and Jiang Fang went over to take his notebook back. The classmate asked him if he had done a wrong question, and he said that there was a step missing in the fifth question and needed to be revised.

He walked back with the notebook, and saw that many students ran to their respective team leaders to get back their notebooks. He knew that they were all copied by him, and he couldn't help but feel a little proud. I wrote two words less, but after being corrected by the teacher, it turned out that many students made the same clerical error as him, and the teacher who hurt him praised: "You are really good, right, if it is the same, it is fine." That’s right, they missed two words, but you ended up missing every word, so you’ve copied it well.”

Before Jiang Fang's complacency could disappear, Liu Susu also took back the notebook from the team leader, turned to him and said, "Please write well next time, write it well, there is absolutely nothing wrong before handing it over, Save me and I have to change like you."

Jiang Fang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and the back seat also agreed, Jiang Fang said: "Then you can't copy it."

Liu Susu was quite straightforward: "How can I hand in my homework if I don't copy it."

Jiang Fang said: "Then I have nothing to do, if you make a mistake, don't look for me."

Liu Susu stared at him and said, "If you don't look for you, whoever told me to copy it is yours."

Jiang Fang managed to grab hold of her words: "Really, who told you to copy mine, and I didn't tell you to copy it. You wanted to copy it yourself. It's fine if you don't copy mine."

Liu Susu snorted, turned her head and left a ponytail for him: "If you don't copy it, who cares, Molly, have you finished writing it, copy it for me."

Jiang Fang saw that she was a little angry and only left him with a dangling pony tail, smiled and opened the notebook, found the question with one step missing, and used a small After completing the replenishment of the font number one, the back seat grabbed the notebook as soon as he closed it, and said: "Okay, you don't need to run anymore, I will hand it over to the team leader for you."

Jiang Fang smiled helplessly, then opened his history textbook and looked at it, but his mind was in a trance, and suddenly a sentence came out of his mind inexplicably: You look so good when you are angry!I don't know which man said it to which woman, but at this moment, he ran in front of Jiang Fang and made him stunned for a moment.Jiang Fang wondered if he had read a lot of love novels, and was so yearning for spring. He put his hands on his face and patted it lightly twice. He turned his head to look out the window, but he caught a glimpse of the pony tail still swaying in the corner of his eyes.

Liu Susu was lying on the table, turning the pen with one hand, back and forth was not interesting, turned to see Jiang Fang was still flipping through the history textbook and reading with relish, the deskmate and Molly were both studying, the one in front I was also immersed in reading a book about swords and swords written by someone, thinking that it is really unlucky for this person to be here, and there is no one to talk in the circle. Seeing the people behind talking so enthusiastically, I can't help but feel sad It's a bit annoying.

"These guys, there is such a beautiful girl in front of them, and they don't even know how to talk to her. Really, what do you mean they have eyes but don't know Taishan, no, they have eyes but don't know pearls and jade." Liu Susu complained for herself and stood upright Leaning against Jiang Fang's table, he began to sway, humming a song while swaying.

Jiang Fang pushed hard, but she didn't shake.Liu Susu turned to see that Jiang Fang was still reading, leaned forward, and then bumped back suddenly. The table, Jiang Fang, and the table on Jiang Fang's back seat all fell on Jiang Fang's back seat. .He was watching Xiao Shishilang playing with his deer-cutting knife, and was knocked to the ground by the blow in front of him, and his head hit the table behind him, which made his head hurt from gritting his teeth. He said to Jiang Fang who also fell to the ground: "What did you do?"

Jiang Fang glanced at Liu Susu, who was rocking back and forth with a smile, lifted the table, touched the arm that was hurt by the impact, and dusted off the dust on his body, and said, "Who knows what hit me."

At this time, the teacher came in from the outside and scolded: "Laugh, why are you laughing? Listen, what is it like?" Covering her mouth and laughing non-stop, the teacher tapped her on the head with a teaching stick to make her stand up, then inspected from front to back and back to front, and left in a hurry.

Jiang Fang looked at Liu Susu who was punished to stand and said, "Unyielding, you asked for it."

Liu Susu was still thinking about the prank just now, made a face at Jiang Fang and said, "I'm happy, can you control it?"

"Whoever said that I don't care about my business, I was knocked to the ground by you, Lin Fan, tell me, did your head hurt from being hit by her too?" Jiang Fang tried to pull the back seats together to fight against this The instigator who was still enjoying it, who knew that the guy was glared at by Liu Susu, said that I was unlucky, and then went to find his Xiao Shishilang.

Liu Susu looked at Jiang Fang provocatively, still condescending, Jiang Fang was clearly taken advantage of, and felt like his own fault, not to mention the guy in the back seat couldn't resist a look, so he could only be like him Considering himself unlucky, he sat obediently and said nothing.Jiang Fang looked at her back and felt that the proud face on her face just now looked like that proud big rooster, no, it should be a big hen, singing her signature song: Hen hen is so beautiful, bright red Corolla coat, shiny neck and golden feet, I am the most beautiful.

Thinking of this, Jiang Fang couldn't help but smile, and continued to read his book.