one way

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The desks and chairs that had just been removed for half a year were put back to their original places. Wen Qing failed to hold his ground after all, and returned to school under lobbying from all directions. And sarcasm, which somewhat calmed his lost heart.At this time, the high school entrance examination is only a month away, and the studies that have been wasted for half a year will be restored to the level of the high school entrance examination within a month's time. The hard work during this period can be imagined. Do a good job riveting enough into the review.

Fortunately, from the first to the third year of junior high school, his foundation has always been good. Before the exam, he already has some experience, and he can perform well. The rest is to wait, waiting for a turning point.He hoped not to pass the exam and hoped to pass the exam. If he failed the exam, he would justifiably fail to pass the exam, but that would also make him lose face.In short, the heart of waiting is complicated enough to turn rivers and seas.

The notice was transferred to Jiang Fang after one month. Although the score was not very good, it was enough. This made him no longer care about whether he wanted to or not. He had no choice, and the only way was to continue to study.

Jiang Fang spent the whole summer vacation on his uncle's construction site, doing some things within his ability, in exchange for a considerable amount of income from his uncle. After removing a bicycle and two clothes, the rest I saved more than a hundred yuan for living expenses after school.

The tuition is waived by the school, which made Jiang Fang's parents a lot easier, but Jiang Fang's heart always seemed to be sinking, a little heavy.Everything just stepped in is strange, it seems close but far away. Although there are two or three students from the same school who are in the same class, it feels similar to the people in this room. It's the end of friendship.

Jiang Fang's goal has been determined. To get the first place in the mid-term exam, at least within the top ten, this may allow both his parents and himself to inject something. Subconsciously, Jiang Fang feels that it has something to do with his mood , is it pride, vanity, or something else.

A heart sank into the book to be much quieter, not so turbulent.

The days after that are like sheets of paper under a printing press, and I don’t want to or dare to paint the occasional differences. The days are so pale that Jiang Fang doesn’t know what’s going on, but the calendar is turned upside down. Day after day, until half a semester later.

Half a semester is not a short time, enough for a person to make many changes or adapt to a new environment. Although Jiang Fang has not changed fundamentally, his heart has been divided into several petals just like when he was in junior high school. , jump when it's time to jump, and make no waves when it's time to calm down.The previous Lian was nothing more than taking a breath to see, and doing some things without being in a trance, but now after three or five rounds, I already know a thing or two about the people around me, although everyone is better than when I was in junior high school. It is also relatively more intense, but it is only modest.

The county seat is very small, only three miles long from east to west, north to south, so the school is not big, it is located between the East Ring Road and the lush center of the county seat.The so-called luxuriance is only relatively speaking, a bit like watching the sky from a well.A street cuts the campus and the playground into two sections. Although there are some shops here, most of them are open to students, and then there is a large residential area.

Jiang Fang is a boarding student, but he often goes home at noon, traveling for more than an hour just to save the poor meal money.The home is in a rural area more than ten miles away from the city. It is a very simple home. There are two small earthen huts, a few simple daily necessities, and a plank bed where the three brothers sleep.There are two smaller and dilapidated thatched huts on the opposite side. They are the kitchen of the pot house and the place where the parents rest. They can’t transfer people if they put a bed. The uncle's family is poor, and the poor ones are almost destitute.

It rained a little that weekend, so Jiang Fang didn’t go to his uncle’s construction site. He lay alone on the bed and listened to the sound of the rain outside the house pattering. , ripples rippled round and round. Those supporting pride would tilt or even collapse whenever they faced this home, but every time they tilted to the middle, there would be a mysterious force to lift them up. It will also add one more point. At this time, Jiang Fang's mind was spinning chaotically, with some edges and corners but he couldn't grasp the edge, and he blurted out: "Heaven will send a great mission to this person..."

The rain turned into raindrops, and Jiang Fang's body was lying on the bed, loose like a bed of sand. He suddenly wanted to go out for a walk, so he put on thicker clothes and walked slowly into the field through the mud.The raindrops hit his face cool, the autumn wind wrapped his body, and the bare land was so open, Jiang Fang felt his chest was torn by something, but some cracks were big.The village stretches from west to east. The trees in front of the house are tall and low, stretching from the sky to the sky. The leaves are green and yellow. When a gust of wind blows, countless dead leaves fall and swing leisurely.The gray sky was shrouded in fog.

Jiang Fang's heart is lonely, maybe it's innate, this loneliness has been grown in flesh and blood for so many years.Jiang Fang is already indelible, already real, but because of unfamiliarity, devotion to learning, and inferiority complex due to poverty, this loneliness has deepened.Jiang Fang often reads alone or stays foolishly. After half a semester, other people have more or less made a few friends, but Jiang Fang is still alone.

Suddenly one day, Jiang Fang didn't want to read a book and didn't want to stay, but just wanted to find someone to chat with or play for a while, only to realize that he had no one to look for, and felt a sense of loss in an instant, so Jiang Fang said to himself: "Look for someone. a friend."

But looking around at the classmates, he didn't know who to look for and where to go, so Jiang Fang could only let it go, but he no longer read and studied alone or just stayed there, he also started to try. Insert yourself into other people's conversations and make yourself smile and appear sincere.In fact, these are not of much use, but because he studies very well, when he tries to contact others, those classmates are also happy. Therefore, compared with before, he is very familiar with the surrounding classmates. few.

At that time, Jiang Fang still had a few friends, but these friends were restricted, they helped each other in studies, and they usually had some words, but they were only a few words, which was far from Jiang Fang's concept of friends. There are a lot of them, so I can only call them Xueyou.

The girl sitting in front is considered a bad student in the eyes of the teacher. She often commits such things as being late, not handing in homework, not listening to lectures, and doing petty tricks. With a swipe of their hands, the teachers allocated them to the group of bad students, but they are very beautiful, and their outfits can often make people's eyes shine, which can be regarded as a steal.The one on the right is also very beautiful, but it is completely different from the previous one. She is a very obedient lady type, and her studies can be regarded as upper-middle class, so she is naturally classified as a good student by the teachers.

The one in front is called Liu Susu, which makes people who shout it feel weird, and the one on the right is called Molly.When Jiang Fang stopped burying himself in the textbook and raised his head to look around, he realized that he was actually on the side of Liang Meihuan. No wonder those boys looked at him with sharp eyes like swords.

This class is self-study. Jiang Fang just opened the book and read less than a page. Liu Susu in front of him turned around and lay down on Jiang Fang's desk. He took a pen and wrote in Jiang Fang's book. Write and draw.Jiang Fang saw that the original white and clean book was covered with all kinds of small flowers and grasses, looked up at her, and said: "Come on, you can't see the words, why don't you take your own calligraphy and painting?" .”

"Just draw a few times, look at you, you are not a treasure." Liu Susu stopped writing, saw Jiang Fang lowered his head to read a book again, and asked him, "Are you tired from reading all day?"

Jiang Fang smiled and said nothing, and she said again: "If I want to read every day, I won't feel dizzy. The textbooks are enough for me to read. What's more, your tome is so thick. It will take years and months to read it. It's over. How long will it take you to finish watching?"

Although Jiang Fang wanted to bury it in the book and not come out, her words had already entered her ears, so she had no choice but to put down the book and replied, "About half a month." Pulling closer, he closed the book but didn't know what to say, smiled to himself, opened the book and continued to read.At this time, Jiang Fang really envied those who can speak well. If they were, they would not talk too much at this time, and they would not talk too much at this time.

Molly asked him a question, and after Jiang Fang explained it to her, Liu Susu asked him again: "Jiang Fang, where were you from before?"

"III."

"Did you do this in school before?" He said, picking his thumbs: "You are studying so well now, but your grades in the high school entrance examination seem to be not very good, just a little bit higher than mine, why is there such a gap now? Big?"

Jiang Fang smiled, looking a little embarrassed.Molly answered the conversation from the side, and said, "Susu, it's not that your grades in the high school entrance examination are one or two points behind Jiang Fang's. On the contrary, my grades in the high school entrance examination were not far behind him. It should be said that I was worse than him. It’s a little higher, but now it’s so far behind, fortunately, I know a few people from No. [-] Middle School, so I know the reason.”

"What's the reason, let me tell you." Liu Susu moved the stool towards Molly.

Molly put down the pen in her hand, looked at Jiang Fang and said, "I heard from those in No. [-] Middle School that you were praised by almost all the teachers in their No. [-] Middle School. Later, because you didn't want to go to school, you delayed your studies, so that The grades in the high school entrance examination are not satisfactory. Susu, you don't know that he is actually like you in one thing."

Liu Susu immediately asked, "Which point?"

Molly said: "Even he used to be always late, didn't hand in his homework, didn't listen well in class, and often read some extracurricular books in class. It is said that he was often punished by the teacher to stand or something, but he just studied well. Don't you think it's strange?" strangeness."

Liu Susu tilted her head to look at Jiang Fang in surprise, and said, "It's all right, but how did you learn it, and what tricks do you have, please teach me."

Jiang Fang said: "There is no trick, just learn what you want."

Liu Susu said: "Okay, I understand. It means that some people can learn well even if they don't want to, and some people can't learn well even if they want to. Well, genius students, you can continue reading."

Jiang Fang said: "I didn't say that, don't blame me, I just... Anyway, I can't say it."

The get out of class bell rang, and the conversation ended. They each went to find their partners. Jiang Fang sat in his seat and looked at the book in his hand, thinking that this could be a beginning.