SAY YOU'LL BE MINE

SHANA

I was in my bedroom and I am so mad at Colton. I could not debate him because in the end I will lose. I wish I resign from the time I knew I am carry his child. It is less complication and less commitment.

Now it is too late to do that kind of thing because he already knew who I was, then the baby thing. I walked inside my room back and forth thinking. 

He only wants the baby, our baby, but did not even mention about us. He made the decision without asking my opinion.

I lay down on my bed facing the window. A shed of tears silently rolling down as I caressed my tummy, in my heart was pleased that he acknowledges our baby. At the same time, my heart hurts because it was only our baby.

'Why should I feel this way to him? I should not be feeling like this to him.'

I know I had boyfriends before but that was not what I felt with them but with Colton, it was different. I know it is wrong because a man like him do not do relationship and especially marriage. Of course, I do not want to get marry without love. I sighed.

I startled when an arm wrapped around my tummy. "I am so sorry." Colton said, I did not even notice he came in. I did not turn to look at me but my tears started to fall again.

Colton gently turned my body to him so we were facing each other. He wiped my tears away as he stared at me.

"I am so sorry for what I did a while ago. Please do not get mad at me." He said looking into his eyes I can see sincerity with his words.

I gave my sweet small smile to him. My tears were not falling from my eyes anymore and he wipes it out already.

I know both of us should not be mad with one another because of some petty thing. It was new to us this situation, me, I am not done this pregnancy before and so does he, not done with having a baby in his entire life.

I know our situation was not as easy as ABC's but like ABC's we have to learn from the beginning and have to understand each other's thoughts. 

I should have patience too because Colton is not some ordinary man, I should have known that. 

We still stared at each other and our face were just inches apart. I bite my lips when my eyes were focus on his lips. I do not know if it is my hormones but I want to kiss those lips again.

I was not aware for a while but I somehow licked my lips looking at it then my eyes went up to his eyes. I blushed when I saw him staring at my lips too and saw him smirking looking into my eyes.

I could hear my heart was drumming loudly.