Reverend Insanity

"Why? How did I become such a terrible person?"

The former Hong Ting was extremely sad and filled with regret over Liu Shuxian's death. He would hold Liu Shuxian's body tightly, half-kneeling, crying and wailing in his heart.

But what now?

Faced with Liu Shuxian's death, faced with Liu Shuxian's only wish to be with Ai Lang at the last moment of her life, Hong Lian actually turned around and left!

Isn't this Liu Shuxian the real Liu Shuxian?

of course!

Guren knew this very well.

She is still her, still Liu Shuxian, no matter how many times Honglian is reborn, her decisions and actions will not change. That is, in order to protect your lover, you would rather sacrifice yourself and use your own life to resist the disaster!

However……

Liu Shuxian is still Liu Shuxian, but Hong Ting is no longer Hong Ting.

"When did it start? When did the change begin?" Honglian tortured her heart.

The question was not difficult and he found the answer quickly.

It was countless rebirths, countless attempts, countless deaths of Liu Shuxian, and countless disappointments for him!

His heart was injured again and again, bleeding again and again, and before it formed a scab, it was torn apart by Hong Ting himself.

He was injured too many times, he was in pain too many times, and he regretted too many times.

There were too many, and finally he gradually got used to it, and finally made him... gradually numb.

So he became good at calculations.

So he began to analyze calmly.

He used every resource at his disposal to strengthen and arm himself as best he could. He tried different directions and found the most powerful way to protect Liu Shuxian's life during the tribulation.

When he started to calm down and faced Liu Shuxian's death, even if he just forced himself to be calm at first, he had already changed.

Then, gradually, step by step, he finally turned into a stranger.

This look suddenly made him feel horrified.

Then, nothing can be done!

This scene left a very deep impression on Feng Jiuge——

Honglian stood there, his head lowered and his hands lowered. His young back looked stooped, like a dying old man.

He was silent, two lines of tears sliding down his cheeks.

Silent crying.

Behind Honglian, Liu Shuxian was on her deathbed, still calling him, hoping that he would turn around so that she could take another look at her beloved at the last moment of her life.

But Guren never turned around to look at her.

Guren no longer loves her.

Let me ask, if a person is the one he loves and his lover is dying, will he turn around and leave indifferently?

of course not!

Even if his purpose is to be reborn and try to save Liu Shuxian again, it is just a strong inertia.

His starting point is no longer love.

Really ridiculous.

Obviously she wanted to save her because of love, but as she walked, Guren lost her love.

No matter how many times Liu Shuxian died, she never betrayed him and chose to sacrifice for him.

But Guren himself changed.

He betrayed his former self and Liu Shuxian.

He wanted to be reborn to change the facts, but he didn't expect that it was the fact of being reborn that changed him.

So what should he do next?

Since he no longer loves Liu Shuxian, why should he be reborn to keep trying?

Of course, he still has regrets. He has always loved his parents.

But does Guren dare to try it?

He almost already knew the outcome. That is, after witnessing the death of his parents again and again, he gets used to it and becomes numb, and then he will calmly accept the result of this fate.

Hong Lian, he doesn’t dare!

So, do you accept this result? After rebirth, pretend not to know everything, follow the fateful path to become a venerable, and then become what everyone expects, the heavenly immortal lord that satisfies the master?

He doesn’t want Guren either!

There is still love in his heart,

Love for parents, love for Master. Because there is love, there is regret.

There is still hatred in his heart, the hatred for fate, because he no longer loves Liu Shuxian, and he still hates himself. Honglian herself couldn't understand many of the emotions in her heart.

Honglian tortured herself deeply and examined her heart.

He still wants to destroy Fate Gu.

It's just that his starting point is different.

He began to study more and more, and discovered more and more the mysteries hidden in "The Biography of Human Ancestors". When he realized the key to love Gu, he successfully used the love Gu to save Liu Shuxian's life!

Of course, the price is that although Hong Lian succeeded in overcoming the tribulation, he did not become a venerable one.

As a bystander, Feng Jiuge knew very well: This is definitely a major breakthrough!

Disasters and disasters cannot be controlled by humans.

No matter how much Honglian delayed, he had to overcome the disaster.

Using love Gu, he finally changed the facts of the past! That was the death of Liu Shuxian, and now Liu Shuxian finally survived.

Of course, the sequelae is that Guren did not become a monk. This is also true.

Both facts have changed!

"Shuxian, Shuxian, you are still alive! You finally survived!" Honglian, who had succeeded, was extremely excited and hugged Liu Shuxian.

Liu Shuxian's mood was very low: "What's going on? Hong Ting, you haven't become a monk yet?!"

Honglian laughed loudly: "That's because I used the love Gu. Do you know how many times I was reborn to save you? You should have died in the disaster. But through my continuous attempts, I continued to Study the humane methods pioneered by "The Legend of Human Ancestors"..."

Honglian was extremely excited, and kept talking about the hardships she had experienced, the hard work she had put into it, and every conjecture and verification was full of setbacks and hardships.

"But I finally succeeded, I finally succeeded!" Honglian raised his arms and cheered, "Although it is just a small change, it is the right direction. One day, I will completely succeed!"

Snapped.

With a crisp sound, Liu Shuxian slapped Honglian.

Hong Lian paused for an instant, her cheers stopped abruptly, and she stared at Liu Shuxian.

Liu Shuxian's eyes were full of tears: "Hong Ting, are you really you? Do you actually have such rebellious thoughts? Do you want to be reborn to change the past?! You went against fate. No wonder you didn't become a saint after the disaster! And you did all this , just to keep me alive?”

"What about the other Heavenly Gu Immortals who helped you overcome the calamity and died because of you? You said you did all this, but have you ever considered my feelings?!"

"I, Liu Shuxian, was born, had ten unique bodies, and met you because of fate. The moment I resisted disaster for you, I suddenly understood that the greatest meaning of my life is to protect you and ward off disasters for you. , help you ascend to the position of Immortal Lord!"

"But you do this! Give up your most precious opportunity to become a man for me!"

"If you can't become a saint, what will happen to heaven? What will happen to the world? What will happen to the human race?"

"You have forgotten your master's teachings, and you have failed to live up to the expectations of your dead parents! I am really heartbroken, extremely heartbroken!"

"I would rather sacrifice myself!"

"The love between you and me is just a small love. But the big love is for the entire human race and the world!"

"Hong Ting, you disappoint me so much."

Liu Shuxian burst into tears.

Honglian stared at Liu Shuxian blankly for a while, then he let out a breath of turbid air.

"So that's it?" Honglian's expression was calm, and her eyes became dark.

Liu Shuxian grabbed his arms: "Think of a solution quickly. You must have a solution, right? Let everything return to its destiny, even if it costs me sacrifice. How can the love between us be the same as the love of heaven and earth? How do the great deeds of heaven compare?”

"Uh!" Liu Shuxian suddenly paused. She slowly lowered her head and looked at her heart.

Guren's hand went straight into his heart, this was a fatal blow!

Liu Shuxian looked at her lover in disbelief.

"Perhaps killing you can bring everything back on track." Honglian stared into Liu Shuxian's eyes and said calmly.

Liu Shuxian suddenly showed a happy smile: "Hong Ting, I did not misjudge you. Please...become a venerable."

The next moment, she was dead again.

It was no different from Hong Lian's countless deaths. Liu Shuxian died again.

But there is something completely different from the countless deaths Honglian has experienced.

Liu Shuxian is really dead!

She died completely in Honglian's heart!

From then on, he never came back to life.

Honglian looked at her fallen body, her heart was calm, and there was not even a trace of ripples in her heart.

The woman he once loved deeply, the woman who was willing to sacrifice everything for her, was reborn again and again, kept working hard, and never gave up hope.

Now he kills her.

Kill it with your own hands!

There was no trace of regret in Honglian's heart, but instead there was a trace of understanding.

The root cause of all this tragedy lies in heaven and the fate Gu.

At this moment, his determination to destroy Fate Gu was stronger than ever!

The scene in front of Feng Jiuge changed.

Heaven.

The war is over and the surrounding area is in ruins.

On the top of the dilapidated Tianjian Tower, Duke Long and Honglian stood opposite each other.

Duke Long had obviously gone through a great battle, and was covered in blood and scarred.

He looked at Honglian and let out a deep sigh: "Hong Ting, you made a wrong step and made a wrong step. I didn't expect that you have made such a mistake. Do you want to destroy the Fate Gu? Then please do it."

As he said that, Duke Long actually stepped out of the way!

Hong Lian was slightly startled and immediately walked to Fate Gu. Most of the Gu bugs themselves are very fragile, but no matter how hard he tries, Fate Gu is like the strongest thing in the world, and Red Lotus just can't crush it.

"No matter what method you use, you can't destroy the Fate Gu. Hong Ting, it's not just you, even the Wuji Demon Lord and the Crazy Demon Lord came here back then, and they couldn't do anything about the Fate Gu using various methods."

"In this world, the only ones who can truly destroy the Fate Gu are complete demons from outside the world! However, once the demons from outside the world come to our world, they are not complete. Therefore, no one in this world can destroy the Fate Gu."

When Duke Long said this, he showed a strong look of exhaustion: "Hong Ting, come back, it's not too late for the prodigal son to turn back! Although you have caused so many sins and mistakes, I am willing, and the heaven is also willing to atone for your sins and give you A chance to start over!”

At this point, Duke Long was still earnest and unwilling to give up Honglian.

Honglian was silent for a long time, then turned to face Duke Long and smiled slightly: "Master, since the two demons can't destroy the Fate Gu, why didn't you put the Fate Gu directly in front of me at the beginning and let me try it? So that I can give up?"

Duke Long was speechless.

Honglian smiled again: "So, you are also afraid, right? You are afraid that I will find a new way to destroy the fate Gu."

Duke Long smiled bitterly: "Of course. The times are constantly changing, and schools of Gu cultivators are emerging one after another. Many of the conclusions from the old times will be outdated now. Even I cannot guarantee whether there will be new methods that can destroy Fate Gu. But at this point, since I can't stop you, I have no choice but to take the risk. You have seen the result, haven't you?"

Honglian thought deeply: "The fate Gu has arranged the trajectory of life for everything in the world. You and I are all included in it, even a rock or a wave. But Master, have you ever thought about it?"

"People are not rocks or waves, they have thoughts. If a person is not satisfied with the life arranged by Fate Gu, what should this person do?"

Duke Long stared at Honglian: "You have also read "The Biography of Renzu". Renzu encountered the fate Gu and had to break away from its shackles and chase the freedom Gu. What happened to him? He did not grasp freedom, he lost his freedom, he went crazy Now, you’re thinking wildly!”

"This is the fate, it is a warning! A person has to accept his fate, take responsibility, shoulder the responsibilities given to him by fate, and do what he should do!!"

Honglian laughed loudly: "I understand, thank you Master for your teachings."

Duke Long felt bad when he saw his abnormal expression.

The next moment, Duke Long's face showed a look of extreme panic.

He was shocked to find that when Honglian's five fingers exerted force, the Fate Gu in his hand actually made a slight clicking sound, and cracks appeared on the surface of his body.

"Red Lotus!!" Duke Long was furious and struck suddenly.

He tried his best!

Honglian did not dodge and was hit by Duke Long.

This is a fatal injury!

"You?!" Duke Long was shocked. He suddenly understood that Honglian deliberately angered him and asked him to kill him.

At the last moment of her life, Honglian still smiled at Duke Long: "Master, I have always respected and loved you. Even though I have been reborn countless times, my respect for you has not diminished at all."

"But I need you to understand something. Look at me."

"Fate has been so kind to people like me, and has arranged for me such a lofty status and achievements. But I don't feel happy and want to resist. So let's ask the world, those people who are worse off than me are worse than me , what thoughts do you have about fate?"

"People are not rocks or waves, they have thoughts. Random thoughts are often the scariest and most powerful!"

Having said this, Honglian handed the fate Gu in his hand to Duke Long.

"That's all I can do."

"Using love Gu can destroy destiny. Hahaha, Master, are you surprised?"

"It's a pity that I am not a demon from outside the world after all."

"But I tried my best to make arrangements and did everything I could. I left my hope to the future! Apart from that, I have nothing to look forward to in the rest of my life. I might as well die like this. "

"But I believe that one day, one day in the future, Fate Gu will be destroyed! If not me, it will be someone else."

"I believe that in the future, it will no longer be me alone, but a group of people will try to destroy destiny."

"Master, you can't stop it, and heaven can't stop it, because you can't stop people from thinking wildly!"