Normal Tang Qing After dinner, I read the news or look at the information. I rarely play games. After all, I have to understand the format and related laws and regulations in this line. Many policies have become very fast, and things can be done. If you want to do it, you have to say at least one or two. Otherwise, when the company’s assessment or the customer asks, it is too clear that there is no professionalism.

Tang Qing After washing the bowl and packing the kitchen, he carried two bottles of cold beer and came to the roof of the rental house with a folding chair. The house was totally 16th-layer. They lived on the top floor, very close, and the roof was very night. Very few people come, very quiet, except for the whistling sound from time to time.

As for Wang Qiang, he chatted with his wife. This month just found out that pregnancy, but baby can’t.

The roof here is where he often comes, just because you can lie down and watch the stars, just because. . They all like to watch the stars. . . . . .

Last week, when Tang Qing received the news that Wang Hao was going to get married, he thought he could accept it today, but obviously it was a time when the real thing happened, but he couldn’t deceive his heart, but he thought that the other person had a good home, and his heart was faint. There is still a liberation, perhaps the reason for the delay in delaying the other side’s sorrow for so many years or the reason he does not know.

Although she wants to wish her happiness, but he found that there is still a gloomy gas in his heart, but it can not be dispersed for a long time, is it unwilling? Still can’t let go? still is. . .

This may be life! Tang Qing said to himself, although he knows that this is completely a ghost, how can people deceive their own hearts. . .

Lying on the lounge chair and looking at the lights around the building and the far-flung city that took the entire night sky, Tang Qing felt so strange, so far away, I felt that the city had nothing to do with him, even Tang Qing There is a feeling of wanting to go back to the wind. At this point, Tang Qing feels a little funny, and his own fart civilians still want to become immortal? Then he shook his head and shattered his thoughts.

Tang Qing took out a cigarette and took a cigarette. He took a deep breath. He has already quit smoking for five years. This is what he took from Wang Qiang. A strong burning sensation spread to the lungs and made him bear. Can not help but cough up, he has not been able to smoke for a long time, but he still has a few years of smoke, and after taking a few mouthfuls, he will adapt.

After graduating from high school, Tang Qing thought that life would be more splendid, but a car accident knocked his dreams apart.

In June of 2004, after completing the college entrance examination, he and fiancée Lin Jiaxue returned to their hometown, staying at Tang Qing’s home for one night, because Lin Jiaxue’s grandmother lived the next day, and celebrated his son’s college entrance examination. I decided to take a rest for two days, so I took Tang Qing and Lin Jiaxue back to the village to celebrate my birthday, but I was in a car accident on the road. An old and overloaded big truck suddenly lost control and crashed into the bus they were riding.

Because the seats are all done casually, where there is a place to sit, the parents sitting in front and Lin Jiaxue died on the spot, and Tang Qing in the back is just a little concussion and a little fracture skin trauma, and lost his most important moment in a flash. Personally, he couldn’t stand the blow and he passed out on the spot.

When he woke up in the hospital, it was already the next day. He didn’t talk to people for the next two days. Whoever called it was not reasonable, just looking at the ceiling silly. It was not until the fourth day that he resumed normal hospitalization. As if he suddenly grew up, he felt that he should live well and live for them.

Later, after completing the aftermath with the help of Lin and Lin’s father Lin Mu, he managed to live in the village and went to the university to start school. He went to pick up the notice and report it.

Of course, the driver and the passenger company finally accompanied some money, but he did not move the money. In the bank, he felt a shame for the money.

In this way, a cigarette, a bite of wine, Tang Qing recalled a little bit of his first half of life, childhood joy, middle school ignorance, university decadence, work disappointment, parents’ expectations, past regrets, past events such as movies The picture is like one after another in the mind, and the childishness and youthfulness of the past, so that the mouth of his mouth is now rising slightly from time to time, sometimes can not help but laugh out, but slowly he has burst into tears, that field Car accidents, inevitably appear in the memory, once the first love, once a happy family, once the hook on the hook for a hundred years is not allowed to change. They have all turned into cloud smoke, and they are like wind. . .

Heartache, there are not many people who really feel this feeling, but the kind of unforgettable, that kind of heart is like a knife, and that kind of remorse is hurting people.

At this time, Tang Qing could not tell whether he was crying or laughing. These memories are his whole and his most valuable asset.

“If you can go back to the past, how good it is!” Tang Qing, who was already a little confused, looked at the stars in the sky and muttered.

In this way, Tang Qing, who was in the memory, fell asleep slowly. This night, Tang Qing had a dream, a long dream. He dreamed that he had returned to the third year, and once again saw his parents and Lin Jiaxue, but he could only As a bystander, I can’t talk, can’t act, just a spectator, seeing that the time of the car accident is getting closer and closer, but he can’t change it. In the end, he can only watch the tragedy repeat, and the extreme sorrow of that moment takes him from his dream. Kicked it out.

“Ah!”

After the main consciousness awakened and took over the body control, Tang Qing immediately got up and the sorrow in his eyes was not gone. The heart was beaten by the stimulation and could not be calmed for a long time. Tang Qing gently rubbed the fine sweat on his forehead, and the picture in his dream was flashing from time to time. Although it was a tragic ending, he once again felt the family’s existence almost completely. He felt very happy. It is.

“Hey? What smell?” Although Tang Qing woke up and opened his eyes, but his thoughts still recalled everything in his dreams, his eyes were still out of focus, and this time he was strange and familiar. Passed over, the brain instinctively immediately mobilized all the memories to compare and distinguish. It is obvious that this taste is very familiar. It seems that it has not been smelled for many years, but it can’t be remembered for a while.

“Right, this is the taste of the scallions made by my aunt.” But half a second, Tang Qing’s brain determined the source of the taste. He remembered that he used to stay in the city when he was in high school. This kind of cake is for him to eat. This is aunt’s skill. It is very delicious. However, he has never eaten since he left Jiang Province. In retrospect, the saliva in his mouth is secretly secreted.

But how can there be such a taste in the family? Tang Qing, who was waking up, slowly focused on the front of the eye. At this time, he noticed the changes in his environment. This is a small room of less than ten square meters. The desk, wardrobe, electric fan, desk lamp and poster are familiar but strange.

where is this place? The brain is running fast and reminiscent of comparison, like suddenly thinking of something, Tang Qing suddenly squinted and looked around, yes, isn’t this the home of his high school? Tang Qing has two children, his mother and hehe.

Tang Qing, the entire high school, lived in his home. Qin Yugang was 36 years old this year. After the troops changed jobs, he became a policeman. At present, he is the deputy director of the Chengnan police station. He has passed the military style and is very popular, but because he is just right, he does not bother to shoot horses. Before the reincarnation of Tang Qing, he was only the director of the Municipal Economic Development Zone Police Station and the deputy director of the Municipal Public Security Bureau. If there is no special chance, his official career is estimated to end here. Retirement is very good.

My aunt taught the language in a primary school. The people were very kind. Two of them were daughters. They always wanted to have a son. They just wanted to be born when they were older. They were very good at Tang Qing and treated like a biological son.

It is strange that the house of the family was not demolished in 2015, that is, when the old city was renovated in the previous year? For this reason, I have also lost three houses, although they are all small-sized, but they are also very good. Because knowing that Tang Qing will never move his parents’ compensation, then the aunt would like to send a set to him for marriage. He refused. He knows that his aunt is a good person, but the cheap is not the case, let alone such care. His loved ones.

Did I cross?

When this idea first appeared in Tang Qing’s mind, he suddenly jumped at him. Of course, he would not be unfamiliar with this kind of story. The TV was smashing something bad, and the novel was also written badly. He wanted to deny it. This absurd idea, but the scene in front of it has confirmed this speculation again and again.

Tang Qing raised her hand and looked at her white arms and her school uniform pants. In order to confirm whether it was a dream, she learned that the seniors licked their arms.

pain. . .

Looking at the bruises in my hand, Tang Qing was a little unbelievable.

“pa!”

This is really painful, this is definitely not a dream! It feels so stupid, why do you self-mutilate twice?

“I’m a big one… I have a big winter gun, Maria sugar, fried chestnuts…” Tang Qing sighed and said nothing.

Tang Qing suddenly realized that he really crossed, and then looked up and carefully looked at the layout of the room. When he saw the tearing time of the bed, Tang Qing completely believed it, and Lin Jiaxue gave it to him. According to her, it was sent by the seasoning manufacturer, and she also sent a lot, and gave him one.

The red text on the white background shows: 2004 10, 1, National Day.

2004 years?

This year, Tang Qing was just 17, and he turned from 30 to 17 in a blink of an eye.

“Really came back… Back to 17 years old… High school just started… Parents and Lin Jiaxue are still… Everyone… Still alive… Live… Good. Tang Qing murmured to himself, and his heart was full of thoughts. Tang Qing’s nose was sour and his eyes could not stop moistening, but his heart was happy and crazy. Once again, I can change everything, I can . . . . . .

Ten minutes passed, and Tang Qing, who came out from the sorrow or excitement, relaxed in bed and looked at the Tianhua board with his hands on his back. He calmly combed his mood and his emotions gradually stabilized. The 30-year-old experience told him that if all this is true, then he must live a good life and not allow the tragedy to happen again. The feeling of powerlessness in the dream and the experience of his previous life made him particularly cherish this hard-won. Opportunity.

“I must let them live a good life.” Tang Qing secretly swears

“gu gu 咕…”

Tang Qing’s stomach began to protest. I was so excited that I didn’t feel anything. After I was excited, I noticed that I was really hungry.

Smell the faint scent of the air, Tang Qing rushed to get up for breakfast. Pushing open the door to the room is the familiar living room, old sofa, old color TV and old dining table and chairs.

I lived here for three years, everything is so familiar, three rooms and one hall, which was bought four years ago, otherwise the two rooms and one hall could not live with them, and the two daughters were also big, they It is not always suitable to squeeze together. Later, Tang Qing moved in and the two sisters were squeezed into a room again. However, the two sisters had an excellent relationship and did not feel anything, but they were very happy.

It used to be the home of a farm machine factory, all of which are 5-Layer buildings. The house is in 2-Layer, the three-bedroom apartment is still in management, but the factory closed five years ago, the former owner of the house. It was the chief engineer in the factory. After the factory closed down, he thought about going back to the country to support his family. His only son happened to work at the Chengnan police station. He thought that he would buy a big house and buy it at a favorable price.

Today is the National Day. He remembers that the family of the previous life went to the aunt’s house. Because her aunt’s family is in the county below, she has already set off very early, and will return after four days on October 5.

I ate the scallion cake in my hand and drank a cup of warm milk. I thought that my loved ones and my lover would still be there. Even after seeing Lin Jiaxue, Tang Qing’s unprecedented peace of mind, a deep sense of well-being .

After eating breakfast, Tang Qing skillfully cleaned up the kitchen and looked at the wall clock on the wall. It was only seven o’clock. It was early, and he was ready to go to the shop in Lin Jia’s Xue Family at 8:00, today’s National Day, holiday. On the first day, even if the teacher stayed homework, Lin Jiaxue would definitely go to the store to help.

Tang Qing, who had nothing to do, began to clean the room. When he was at home, he rarely cleaned it. Even his own room was usually cleaned by aunts and cousins. Many times, even the clothes were two cousins ​​to help wash. Now, think of Tang Qing, it feels very speechless and embarrassing.

“You pig, lazy you forget.” Tang Qing said to himself.

After half an hour, Tang Qing cleaned back to the bed and watched the white ceiling start.


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