Rebirth 2003

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Lu Yang came out of the bathroom refreshingly, holding a snow-white bath towel in his hand to wipe the water stains on his forehead. He just came out and was about to take a sip of hot tea. When he heard the phone ringing beside him, he went in to take a bath just now. At the time, he took off his jacket and trousers and threw them on the sofa in the living room. The phone was in his trouser pocket.

The phone rang, so I naturally wanted to see who was calling. Lu Yang didn't expect it to be Feng Tingting. After all, Feng Tingting hadn't called him for a long time. In the past two years, except for occasionally seeing her, Lu Yang has been very Less thinking of her.

　　 smiled and took out the phone from his trouser pocket. When he saw the number, the smile on Lu Yang's face froze. It was she...

　　 Just like Feng Tingting deleted his number, his mobile phone did not store her number, but some numbers, no matter how many times they have been deleted, or how long they have been deleted, you will know who belongs to them as soon as you enter them. He didn't know how many times he had dialed this number in his previous life. If the number and non-standard name were stored, the number would be displayed at the top of the address book. This was what he told Feng Tingting.

　　 The phone's ringtone continued to ring, and Lu Yang hesitated for a few seconds before pressing the answer button.

"Hello!"

Lu Yang said hello, but didn't know what to say. He was originally happy because the call became heavy. He subconsciously walked behind the window, drew the curtains, and opened the window, letting the cold night breeze blow. On the face, the cold evening breeze blew on his face and body, and the whole person's mind was clear, but he felt even colder in his heart.

"Hello!"

Feng Tingting, who took the initiative to call this, had prepared a lot of words in her heart. When she really heard Lu Yang’s voice, she didn’t know what to say for a while. There were only these two words. There was a brief silence on the phone, and both knew that the other party was waiting. The other party spoke first, but no one spoke immediately.

Lu Yang thought that he had taken this feeling down for a long time, and had already put her down. Until then, he knew that he had always lied to himself. At the beginning, he only guarded Feng Tingting, with a few thousand yuan a month's contribution fee. More wealthy than everyone in the dormitory, those guys chased this girl after that girl, only he was devoted to Feng Tingting. At that time, he believed in love and the most sincere love, which required persistence and protection. He and Feng Tingting promised to love her for life I, never change my mind, he said so and did so, but in the end, she changed!

　　 Thinking of those past events, Lu Yang raised his face slightly, pressing his left hand on the window sill, his heart was sour, but he smiled and asked, "Is something wrong?"

　　 If life is just like seeing it for the first time, what is the autumn wind and sad painting fan?

　　 If there is Cao Xue, Tong Yaqian, Rui Xiaoxiu, Feng Tingting next to him tonight, this phone call, it is impossible to touch his state of mind, but they are not there.

　　 "I want to ask you a question..."

　　 Feng Tingting's voice is a little vague, she seems to be immersed in her inner world.

"Ask!" Lu Yang looked at the night view out of the window with his eyes half-squinted. The memories from a long time ago still appeared in his mind. It was her that made him no longer believe in love. Originally, Cao Xue could regain his confidence in love. Unfortunately, she left midway. Now he can't do it even if he wants to be devoted.

　　 Feng Tingting looked at the photo of Lu Yang holding up the crystal trophy on the computer, and asked in a mixed mood: "Have you liked me?"

　　 Lu Yang's pupils shrank slightly, just like his heart, and then a mocking smile appeared at the corner of his mouth: "Yes!" he said.

　　 Feng Tingting felt sour. Someone posted a similar story on the Internet. One person asked another person, what are the words that are more sad than love? Another person answered faintly: "I'm too thin!"

　　 From another perspective, having loved it is a very sad thing.

　　 "When did you dislike it?" Feng Tingting tried to endure the grief in her heart and continued to ask.

　　 Lu Yang was still looking at the scenery out of the window. Tonight, in the county town, there were people setting off the Kongming lanterns. Two Kongming lanterns, one red and one blue, drifted away with the wind in the night sky, flying farther and farther, just like the feelings between them.

"long, long ago……"

　　 Lu Yang was talking about his previous life, more than ten years ago. To Feng Tingting, she was even more sad. It was actually a long time ago. She wanted to continue to ask how long ago it was, but she suddenly lost the mood to continue asking. Since he has said it was a long time ago, then continue to ask what else is there. significance?

　　 "Why?" This was the last question she wanted to answer.

Why?

　　 Lu Yang wanted to laugh, and he did smile, but he was not happy.

　　 "Because I like other people!" Lu Yang gave this answer. I can't mention things in my previous life, and it doesn't make sense to mention them. She won't believe it, so let her hate herself! Anyway, it is no longer possible.

Feng Tingting finally got the answer, but the answer made her heartache almost to tears. Various signs told her that his heart had changed before he knew Cao Xue, but he said in person just now that it was because he liked other people. .

　　 Maybe he liked another girl before walking with Cao Xue...

　　 Feng Tingting can only think of this possibility.

　　 "Thank you for your answer, goodbye!"

"Goodbye!" Before Lu Yang's words fell, Feng Tingting, feeling uncomfortable, had hung up the phone. Lu Yang slowly put the phone down from his ear and threw it on the sofa behind him. The phone bounced off the sofa and fell to the floor. , Slamming the phone case and popping out the electric board, he just glanced indifferently, and did not walk over to check.

After standing behind the window for a while, his body felt cold, Lu Yang closed the window, walked to the sofa and put on his coat, then he sank into the sofa, put his two legs on the coffee table, and took the TV remote control. When he turned on the TV, he rarely watched TV at ordinary times. He changed more than a dozen channels in a row. They were either playing commercials, or playing costume films, or short soap operas among parents. This is also one of Lu Yang's dislikes to watch TV. The reason is that there are not many things that I really want to see, and they are all waste of the world.

After switching to the local county TV station, Lu Yang stopped switching channels. A local song-on-demand program was playing on the TV. A boy with a mobile phone ending number 4388 ordered a song called "Xiao Wei" by Huang Pinyuan and gave it to a man named Xiaowei. Girl, there is a confession on it: "Xiaowei! I will love you forever! Will you be my girlfriend?"

　　 This song contrasts Lu Yang's mood at this time. Watching the MTV picture on TV, listening to this simple love song with simple lyrics, the depressed mood just now gradually calmed down.

　　 After this song, it was Jay Chou’s "Nunchoke", which instantly destroyed Lu Yang's mood, turned off the TV with a black line, got up and went to the study to start writing.

　　……

Lu Yang adjusted his mood in a while, but Feng Tingting on the Shanghai side was in a depressed mood, unable to extricate herself, listening to the "Yesterday Reappearance" floating from the computer speakers, Feng Tingting leaned on the computer chair, crying. I didn’t notice it when I climbed on the top, and I couldn’t wipe it clean with the back of my hand. At this moment, the door was knocked. Recently, in order to reduce the burden of renting, she rented another bedroom in this house to another person from the same company. Eldest sister, this eldest sister has just divorced and moved out of the original house. At this time, someone knocked on the door, it was obviously the eldest sister.

The two are usually in a good relationship. Hearing the knock on the door, Feng Tingting quickly wiped her tears with her sleeves, walked over to open the door, and the door opened. Sister Wu, who was in a knitted sweater on her upper body and loose jeans on her lower body, could tell at a glance that Feng Tingting had just cried. Feng Tingting thought After wiping away the tears, the other party can't see it. In fact, a woman is careful, who can she hide it from?

　　 "Tingting! What's wrong with you? Why are your eyes red? I quarreled with her boyfriend on the phone?" Sister Wu got closer and looked at Feng Tingting's eyes carefully, and asked with concern.

When 　　 questioned, Sister Wu's soft and warm palms still stroked Feng Tingting's smooth long hair with pity.

　　 "No! Sister Wu! Didn't I tell you that I don't have a boyfriend!" Feng Tingting smiled reluctantly and refused to admit it.

　　 "What's wrong with that at home?" Sister Wu was even more worried.

　　 Feng Tingting: "……"

　　 Can't find the excuse for a while, Feng Tingting burst into laughter, and said: "Forget it! Sister Wu, you should treat me as if I had a quarrel with my boyfriend! It's not a family matter!"

Seeing her laugh~www.wuxiaspot.com~ Sister Wu was convinced that something was really wrong at home. After excluding this possibility, the only thing that can make a woman cry is about feelings, as a person who came over. Sister Wu patted Feng Tingting on the shoulder, tilted her head, and said, "Let’s go! Sister Wu will take you to the bar for two drinks! If you are in the mood, dance with the handsome guy again to make you feel better right away. Get up! Stupid girl! It's not worth crying for men! We women learn to be nice to ourselves! You are as stupid as I used to be! You cry here, does that unscrupulous man know? Will be because of you here Tears, and regretful? Don't be stupid! Not worth it!"

　　 I heard that I asked myself to go to the bar. Feng Tingting subconsciously shook her head and refused, saying: "Forget it! I'm fine now, Sister Wu, if you want to play, go by yourself! I never go to that place!"

Sister Wu ignored Feng Tingting’s refusal. Feng Tingting refused. She moved her hand to Feng Tingting and took her to the shoe rack at the door to change shoes. Feng Tingting struggled to find an excuse to say that she did not bring her mobile phone or wallet, and Sister Wu did not let it go. "It's okay! You can have fun without your mobile phone! What purse do you bring when you go out with Sister Wu? Sister Wu treats you tonight! Why are you polite with Sister Wu?"

　　 Kindness is difficult, and at the same time, in her heart, Feng Tingting's idea of ​​refusal is not very firm. She also wanted to solve this feeling, and went out with Sister Wu after half a `push` half`.

　　 Sister Wu has a car, so she pulled Feng Tingting into the car, and then she drove her blue beetle to a nearby bar street. R1152

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