Presumptuous [entertainment Circle]

Tang Ruoyao rejected the paper towel that Xin Qian silently handed over, took a deep breath, picked up his messy mood, and first called Qin Yinong.

"Sorry, the phone you dialed is turned off..."

Even if he had been mentally prepared, Tang Ruoyao couldn't help but reddened his eyes again when he heard the cold mechanical female voice.

She cut off the phone, clasped her hands on the edge of the balcony, her heart fluctuated irregularly, and held back her tears. He calmed down a bit and called Han Yuping again.

It's time to return to the original filming location tomorrow. Qin Yinong left without saying goodbye today and should say hello to Han Yuping.

Han Yuping picked it up and said, "She took time off and went home."

Tang Ruoyao let out unconsciously.

Han Yuping: "Why didn't she tell you?"

Tang Ruoyao paused, pretending to be surprised and happy, and said: "Ah, I said, I didn't pay attention to the text message you sent me. I found out after you said it." Then he asked, "When did she leave? ?"

Han Yuping: "Didn't she tell you in the news?"

Tang Ruoyao: "I went to dinner with my agent tonight, and she sent me a message at five o'clock."

Han Yuping: "Oh, that's about the same time as told me. Her plane at 8 o'clock in the evening has just taken off right now."

Tang Ruoyao: "Thank you, Director Han."

Han Yuping was silent over there and asked: "Did she really tell you?" The two guys were awkward at every turn on the crew, and Han Yuping had to doubt the truth of what she said.

"real."

"All right," Han Yuping said, "If you have something that can't be solved, you can come to me."

"Thank you, Director Han."

"No thanks, go to bed early."

Tang Ruoyao hung up and stood by the window for a long time.

Xin Qian has followed her silently since she came back, for fear that something might happen to her. Now Tang Ruoyao stood still, and she was standing there too, but she was tired after standing for a long time, and punched her backhand in the back.

Tang Ruoyao turned her head inadvertently and saw Xin Qian grinning to relieve her muscles and bones. He could not help but bend the corners of his lower lips, and gently said, "Go back and rest first."

Xin Qian shook her head.

She is an assistant, still the kind of assistant who can't do it. Tang Ruoyao is obviously in a bad condition. If she goes back like this, her conscience is disturbed.

Tang Ruoyao: "You can't help much here."

Xin Qian blurted out: "I can accompany you. If you want to cry, I can borrow your shoulder."

Tang Ruoyao chuckled.

"I don't want to cry."

"But..." Xin Qian whispered, "Why did Qin Yinghou leave you without saying goodbye?"

Tang Ruoyao's eyes suddenly became sore, her assistant really couldn't speak as usual.

Tang Ruoyao: "I will deduct your salary if I don't go downstairs to rest."

Xin Qian ran away.

Tang Ruoyao went back to the room and took his pajamas, took up Qin Yinong's room, took a bath alone, and came out to face the bed without Qin Yinong. She checked the flight from the local area to the capital on the Internet. It took off at 8 o'clock and landed at 10:30. She sent a message at 10:20.

***

"Sister Qin?"

Qin Yinong raised his eyes and the phone screen was on.

"The flight is about to take off." Guan Han's voice and the reminder of the cabin broadcast sounded at the same time, "It's time to shut down."

Qin Yinong lowered his head and glanced at the silent WeChat, his expression dull and unclear.

She obviously left without saying goodbye. She clearly knew that Tang Ruoyao was still eating out with her agent, and she was still subconsciously looking forward to news of Tang Ruoyao until the last moment before taking off.

Angry, questioning, anything will do.

Even if she didn't think about how to respond to her.

Long press the volume and lock screen keys, and slide your fingertips on the top of the screen, and the phone screen is finally completely dark.

The lights on the airport runway were sparse, the plane was taxiing quickly on the runway, the body was leaned back briefly, the heart was weightless, and the ground was getting farther and farther. Countless people and buildings became small distant spots, for this short-lived dream. Draw an end point.

The stewardess asked gently what to drink, Qin Yinong ordered a glass of red wine, raised it and touched it with Guan Hanyao.

Guan Han sat next door to her with an aisle in between, and took a sip of lemonade.

Qin Yinong only remembered after drinking. She broke her promise, and only in the afternoon did she promise a certain kid not to drink tonight.

A wry smile appeared at the corners of his lips.

"I'm going to the bathroom." She suddenly stood up from her chair.

Guan Han went with her and waited at the door.

There was a vomiting sound inside, which lasted for a long time, and Guan Han frowned.

Until all he vomited out was acid water in his stomach, Qin Yinong withdrew his index finger against his throat, washed his hands in the sink, rinsed his mouth, pressed the corners of his mouth with a tissue, and looked at the mirror. She just opened the door and came out.

Her face was even paler when she was unwell, and the lights in the aisle of the engine room shone miserably, without blood, like an erratic lonely soul.

"Sister Qin." Guan Han said anxiously.

"It's okay." Qin Yinong waved his hand, "Give me a glass of mineral water."

She sat back in her position, holding a disposable paper cup in both hands and slowly sipping water, suppressing the bitterness in her throat. The mineral water was cold, her body temperature was also cold, and the liquid entered her throat, Qin Yinong shrank slightly.

Suddenly miss someone's body temperature a little, miss her warm palms, rubbing her fingers around her, and then whispering to her ears.

She has been unforgettable once.

Qin Yinong spread the thin blanket on the plane, and gradually gained enthusiasm. Even if it was not so strong, it was extremely real and could always be held in her hands. She clutched a corner of the blanket, turned off the light in the seat, and closed her eyes to brew sleepiness.

She felt that she was not asleep, but the two-hour flight was not in her memory. When she opened her eyes, it was the sound of the radio. The mess around her ears was a buzzing empty echo, similar to tinnitus.

She had a splitting headache, and when the ringing in her ears passed, she heard the radio telling us what time the flight is expected to land. Please wear your seat belts and so on.

Qin Yinong raised his finger and pinched the center of his eyebrows, then looked down at his watch.

Ten ten.

She forced herself to concentrate on her home in the capital. Has Ning Ning slept yet? I should have fallen asleep. I didn't tell Ji Shulan of the sudden homecoming, because he should have fallen asleep long ago with his biological clock.

By the way, there is also Aunt Fang. Last time, Ji Shulan called home and said that Aunt Fang’s son-in-law seemed to have something wrong with her. Her daughter was busy with work, and Aunt Fang went to the hospital to help take care of it for two days.

What did Ningning’s teacher say last time, saying that she was gossiped by her classmates at school, what else?

She thought hard, thought hard, but a name still popped up in her mind.

Tang Ruoyao...

After she went home, she found that she had left without saying goodbye. Would she be sad, would she hide and cry secretly, would she...

Once his thoughts grow, it is like weeds blown by the spring breeze, squeezing other people and things seamlessly. Qin Yinong's knuckles on the armrest of the seat are so hard that the air in his lungs seems to be drained suddenly. , She had to open her mouth to breathe and raise her face to prevent the tears from falling to the edge of her eye sockets.

It's really getting weaker and weaker.

Qin Yinong thought to himself with a mockery.

It took her two minutes to calm her thoughts, lowered her eyes, and sat motionless in the chair.

At 10:20, the flight landed on the runway and taxied to slow down, ten minutes earlier than the estimated time of arrival.

Qin Yinong turned on the phone, and a message popped up from the notification interface, almost pinching the point on the signal connection.

Tang Ruoyao: [Has it landed? 】

The news lay quietly in the dialog between Qin Yinong and Tang Ruoyao.

Qin Yinong did not reply.

Another one followed.

Tang Ruoyao: [[Starry Sky Picture]]

One more.

Tang Ruoyao: [I just watched the moon on the balcony for a while, there are stars tonight, it’s pretty beautiful, the smog in the capital is so serious, you missed it]

Qin Yinong's thumb rubbed the edge of the phone body vigorously, his eyes flushed suddenly.

Tang Ruoyao did not post after sending three articles, there was no anger, no questioning, no hysteria, and it never happened when she left without saying goodbye.

She is always gentle and tolerant, and all the harm she has caused her can be laughed off.

Qin Yinong wouldn't think that she was heartless and didn't know the pain, but she chose to move forward with her heart and mouth against the tip of her spear, never going back.

After the distress, it was an overwhelming sense of powerlessness.

The kind of guilt that didn't know how to face such a person almost crushed her.

Why just refuse to give up? ! She almost wanted to yell in front of her.

Unconsciously, he got off the plane and changed from the shuttle bus to the nanny bus. Qin Yinong entered the yard of his house, and the phone in his pocket buzzed again and quake: [Have you gotten home? Report peace, I am very worried about you]

After Tang Ruoyao sent the news, he lay flat on the bed, his heart undulating slightly, and tears slipped silently from the corners of his eyes, soaking into the pillow.

She was forcing Qin Yinong, she didn't want to force her, but she had no other way.

This is a game between the two of them, betting on who will be soft-hearted.

long time.

She received a reply.

Qin Yinong: [Ping An]

Not surprisingly, Qin Yinong was defeated.

She is always easy to soften up, so in this relationship, Tang Ruoyao frequently finds opportunities to take advantage of.

While forcing herself to be cruel and unfeeling, while seeing Tang Ruoyao being wronged because of her unfeeling, she gave up all the established principles and kept her heart over and over again. She is such a person full of contradictions, but she can’t help but feel distressed. People.

Tang Ruoyao understands her, so he loves her even more, far above her own feelings.

So she was not happy, only sad, and replied: [Good night]

She knew Qin Yinong would not reply, so she closed her eyes and went to sleep after sending it.

Qin Yinong turned on the light in the living room alone, hung his head, and sat quietly on the sofa.

Xu Ye's outside sound alarmed the old man in the room. Ji Shulan put on his clothes and opened the door, squinting his eyes and walking from afar, and said in an uncertain tone: "Toot?"

Qin Yinong raised her head, her long hair covering half of her face, she raised her hand and stroked it, and quickly adjusted her expression before her face was fully exposed. She squeezed a smile and said, "Mom."

"You kid, why don't you say a word when you come back?" Ji Shulan walked over with a lame leg, her figure was a little unstable, "Hungry? Mom will make you a supper."

"No, I've had dinner. Am I afraid to disturb your sleep?"

"I'm your mother, what else can you bother me?" Ji Shulan asked her, "Is the filming finished?"

"No, I just finished filming a section, I asked for leave to go home for two days, and then leave the day after tomorrow."

"Oh oh, then..." Ji Shulan said with a poor word, "do you really want to eat something?"

"Really." Qin Yi smiled and nodded affirmatively.

"Ningning is asleep." Ji Shulan looked at the direction of the bedroom and said again.

"I know, don't wake her up, surprise her tomorrow morning."

Ji Shulan moved her lips, whispered for a long time, and said: "...Then you go back to bed early, the road is quite tiring."

"you too, good night."

"Good night."

Qin Yinong sent Ji Shulan back to the bedroom, and took a look at Ning Ning who was sleeping. When the children were growing up, Qin Jianing had good genes. Both parents were tall and tall, with tall legs. They hadn’t seen each other for two months. Qin Yinong felt that Qin Jianing had grown up a lot, and his hair was soft and black, and he set it up to cover the younger half. A white forehead, sleeping peacefully.

Although the facial features are like Qin Yinong, but the temperament is more like her biological mother, gentle and elegant.

Qin Yinong lowered his head and gently kissed his daughter's forehead, tucked the quilt corner for her, turned and walked to the door, turned off the lights for the old and the young, and dragged a heavy step upstairs alone.

There are four people in Qin’s house. Ji Shulan and Aunt Fang are both elderly people. Ning Ning is a child. They live with Ji Shulan at night. All three people live in the downstairs. Only Qin Yinong lives on the second floor, except for herself. The room and the study, the other rooms are vacant all year round, the door is closed, the corridor is lonely and deserted, and the echo of the empty space can be heard by stepping on the floor.

"Ms. Qin." An abrupt voice came from behind him.

The leaping, rising, like a free bird, as if about to pounce at her immediately, holding her tightly.

Qin Yinong's brows jumped, and the corners of his lips curled up with joy unknowingly, and turned his head.

The long corridor is silent, and at the end is a vacant window.

The smile in her eyes gradually faded.

Tang Ruoyao's voice unexpectedly resounded in his mind.

——Have you noticed an air leak in this corridor? I closed it when I first came out, and it turned out to be windy.

——I guess the master of Anmen and Windows didn't install them. There are also several windows like this in my house. They are installed with screened windows. The windows hardly need to be moved. The metal inside is rusted after a long time, and now they can’t be closed even if you want to close them.

Qin Yinong walked over in a ghostly manner and checked the windows.

Just a few years after the house was bought, the master who installed the doors and windows was also very responsible. She closed it as soon as she closed it, and no wind could come in.

But she still felt cold, and the cold in her bones forced her to speed up, enter the room, turn on the air conditioner in the room for the first time, and go to the bathroom to take a hot shower.

The water temperature was deliberately adjusted higher, and the skin all over his body became red and hot. Qin Yinong took a shower for a while before coming out wearing a thick nightgown. I habitually open the wine cabinet to get the wine, take a meal at my fingertips, and check the time on the phone. It is not twelve o'clock, which belongs to today's category, so I can't go back.

Can't drink, don't feel sleepy, and don't want to sleep, Qin Yinong sat on the bedside and boiled and passed the time.

There are less than ten minutes left, and after twelve o'clock, she will be able to drink.

She closed the neckline of her dressing gown tightly, sat with her knees around, and couldn't help thinking about Tang Ruoyao, thinking about the bits and pieces since they first met, like a revolving lantern, projecting in her mind.

When on earth did she fall in love with Tang Ruoyao, she doesn’t know. Maybe it was the moment she raised her head on the wine table, like the first herself; maybe after she brought people back, she thought she thought To fulfill the duty of a lover, while frightening and awkwardly pleased herself, Qin Yinong's lame acting skills made Qin Yinong often laugh in her heart, forgetting a lot of unhappiness; perhaps it was the affectionate eyes she looked at afterwards that made her feel unconscious. The same mind was born; maybe...

The occurrence of love does not have to be thrilling, it also often takes root in the faint. Qin Yinong focused more and more on the young girl, watching her busy or leisurely, or focused or distracted, watching her eyes droop in front of him, but couldn't help but peek at herself , I was afraid that I would find something, and I was afraid that I would not be able to discover her thoughts.

Girly feelings are always poetry, very cute.

At that time, Qin Yinong's sister had just returned to China. She was pregnant, described as withered and embarrassed. In the subconscious, Qin Yinong did not want to accept the cruel reality. She often hid in Tang Ruoyao as a retreat, and likes to come naturally.

Qin Yinong’s family is at odds. Since she was a child, Ji Shulan has heard how Qin Hongjian used to be good, but she saw only a father who was addicted to alcohol and a father who was so furious that the whole family had no good life. People's hearts were changeable. , She was forced to understand the truth from birth. After Qin Lunong returned to China, she had a natural fear of love.

She didn't expect to like Tang Ruoyao at that time. She didn't realize that at the beginning, she always wanted to pay attention to the other party, to be happy with the other party, and to worry about the other party's worries. When the other party frowned, her heart was just like pulling up. Feeling uncomfortable is just like.

Until the banquet came back, Tang Ruoyao borrowed wine to pretend to be crazy and kissed her.

Her heart was beating very fast, and she almost squeezed her chin and kissed her back.

She made an excuse to cook sober soup and fled away from her.

When cooking the soup, her mind was confused and she thought a lot about how she wanted to talk to the other party, as if she didn't know how to avoid it, or talk to her frankly. She thought that she might need some time to think about it.

But she has no time.

Qin Lunong died suddenly and committed suicide by cutting his wrists.

Her sky seemed to collapse all at once, and it was dark all day long, and there was no more harbor in the world where she could stay at ease. She also left behind a daughter who was still in her infancy. Ji Shulan washed her face with tears all day long. Qin Yinong had no time to grieve, and there was no chance to cry and cry, so she supported the family first.

Her budding feelings were crushed by the burden on her shoulders and strangled to death in the cradle.

Sending Ji Shulan off to retirement and raising Ningning is her only wish for the rest of her life. As for herself, since the day Qin Lunong died, she was buried with her.

She cannot afford another person's future, nor can she bear the risk of losing one person.

Simply, she doesn't want to start, there is no end.

Love is a matter for her alone. For her, a lover is her hope and the courage to survive, but being loved is a burden, a shackle, and a prison that cannot be broken away.

Tang Ruoyao noticed her increasingly cold attitude, her eyes were gloomy, and she gradually withdrew her temptation. Qin Yinong was an international film queen at the time, and she wanted to fool Tang Ruoyao with her acting skills more than enough. She thought, this is very good, everything is going according to her hope.

Tang Ruoyao still doesn't have deep feelings for her. She is more obsessed with her appearance and halo than she really likes. In time, she will not like her anymore. When I don't need to be close to her anymore and can live well, I will leave her and guard her silently behind my back, without letting her know.

Tang Ruoyao will have his own life, he will have someone to accompany him to the end of his life, and he will definitely spend a splendid and colorful life.

Qin Yinong anticipated that after a few years, he didn't expect the accident to come so quickly.

God seems to like to make jokes on her very much.

One day three years ago, there were no stars and no moons.

Qin Yinong was partying outside. The wine tables were all big men in the industry, and she was forced to drink a lot of wine. Rather, she said she could not pour a thousand drinks. One person could fight a table of men, and she was top-heavy that day. Guan Han helped him into the car after a big vomit in the bathroom of the clubhouse.

Guan Han sat with her in the back seat and handed her a blindfold to make her close her eyes and rest.

Qin Yinong had a headache after drinking, and couldn't sleep at all. The original mild neurasthenia became more serious, and his ears became extremely sensitive. Guan Han's phone shook, and she took off her blindfold violently, her eyes full of hostility could hardly be suppressed, and she asked sharply, "Who is it?"

Guan Han took out his phone to look at it, frowned: "It's...Miss Yao."

The rare surrender on Qin Yinong's face quickly dissipated, and his voice softened unconsciously: "What did she say?"

"I don't understand." Guan Han handed her the phone to see.

Tang Ruoyao: [Finishing the banquet, I am here]

There is no beginning and no end.

Qin Yinong squeezed her eyebrows: "She finished today?" In order to avoid getting close to her, Qin Yinong deliberately didn't remember the other party's itinerary.

Guan Han said: "Yeah."

Another message popped up.

Tang Ruoyao: [jiu]

Qin Yinong's eyelids twitched, jiu? Which pronunciation? Which word?

There was no news after that.

Guan Han glanced at Qin Yinong, Qin Yinong's pupils suddenly shrank, and made a decisive decision: "Go and check, where is she holding the banquet, which box?" Her heart beats wildly and her palms are sweating. It's rescue! Help! Help!

She hopes not, but she can't take the risk.

Guan Han has been with her for many years, and they have all the information they should have. Besides, Qin Yinong doesn't pay attention. She always knows what Tang Ruoyao has done recently, in case Qin Yinong asks on a whim.

Guan Han found the hotel where the finale banquet was held, and the vehicle turned around temporarily and galloped away in the dark.

Qin Yinong stepped on high heels and had not had a drink. When he got out of the car, he was too anxious and almost got a kick. Guan Han quickly grabbed her wrist, and the two rushed into the hotel with a row of bodyguards and broke into the box. .

Qin Yinong looked around, did not see Tang Ruoyao, Guan Han directly grabbed a person's arm and asked, "Where is Tang Ruoyao?"

The man clicked twice and said: "Go out with XX."

XX is the name of the person who prescribed Tang Ruoyao.

"Where did you go?"

"Go..." The person didn't want to answer, but seeing Qin Yinong's expression behind her gloomy, a pair of deep black eyes brewing an extremely dangerous storm, he couldn't help shrinking his neck and honestly said, "The room is upstairs. ."

"What floor?" Qin Yinong said with a sharp face.

"Six..." The other party swallowed, "Sixth floor."

Guan Han let go of the opponent.

A crowd came and receded like a tide.

The room manager was horribly slow, and there was no news for a long time. Qin Yinong lost his sense and couldn't wait for a second. He directly asked the bodyguards to find them one by one along the corridor, and almost kicked the door of the room on the sixth floor.

Cries of dissatisfaction and curses resounded throughout the corridor, and Qin Yinong ignored them.

She stepped aside, and two sturdy bodyguards kicked up at the same time, broke the door of the room in front of her, and finally found someone.

Seeing the scene in front of him, Qin Yinong's eyes were splitting, almost wanting to kill.

The strange man on Tang Ruoyao shouted angrily because of the intruder's intrusion, and was thrown off by the bodyguard in suit and leather shoes. Qin Yinong approached a few steps, but suddenly slowed down and stopped where she was. Suddenly she was a little scared, but she didn't know what she was afraid of.

Tang Ruoyao had a sharp slap print on her face, and her white cheeks were swollen. She didn't seem to recognize her, and she murmured, "Thank you." After a pause, there were tears in her eyes and she said, "Help me." ."

Qin Yinong couldn't hold himself any longer, and quickly stepped forward, took off his coat and put it on the young woman, using all his strength to hug her tightly. Her eyes were flushed, her whole body was trembling with fear, and her lips trembled, and she barely suppressed her sobs and spit out a few complete words.

"It's me, don't be afraid."

Don't be afraid.

I'm here to save you.

The author has something to say:

This is a memory three years ago. Please note that I want to finish writing this evening, but there are too many things that happened this evening.

Continue tomorrow~

ps: The remote perspective is in Chapter 56