Chapter 262 262: I am not as good as a beast...

  As the girl approached, a vague and elegant fragrance permeated the wind, and Shen Mubai's already somewhat chaotic mind became more and more in a trance.

  He stared blankly at Yun Ran, "Wan Yue, what do you want to say to me?"

  Yunran wrapped his fingertips casually around his hairband, "Actually, I'm a little curious, what's going on between you and her?"

  Shen Mubai was startled, his eyes trembled, "Wan Yue, I..."

   "The last time you came back from Yunzhou, you said that you were going to marry someone else, that you had a reason to marry, that you had no choice but to break off the engagement with me."

  Shen Mubai's eyes hurt, thinking of the scene that day, he closed his eyes in pain, "Wan Yue, I'm sorry, I..."

  Yun Ran interrupted him, "I heard it for the first time, I couldn't control my emotions, but I didn't ask you, what is the reason why you must marry?"

   "I only know that she saved you, and you are responsible for her. There is nothing wrong now, and I would like to hear more about it."

  The girl's tone was understated, unable to hear joys and sorrows, Shen Mubai looked at her blankly for a while and sighed.

   "Wan Yue, if you want to know, I will tell you everything."

   "At that time, I was ordered to go to Yunzhou to suppress the bandits. Everything went well, but I was ambushed on the way to **** the bandit leader back to Beijing."

   "It was a narrow and dangerous valley. The enemy was ambushing on the mountainside. The rocks and arrows rained down. Our team was cut into several sections and we were forced to fight on our own."

   "The situation was extremely chaotic at that time. After I and a dozen of my subordinates fought hard to break out of the siege, more enemies poured in from all directions. We were finally outnumbered and suffered heavy casualties. Only a few people left were also washed away."

   "I remember that when I arrived at the edge of a cold pool, I finally killed all the enemies and fell to the ground from exhaustion. At this moment, a man in black appeared."

   "After a fierce battle, I was no match for him. I was hit by one of his poisonous arrows, and I was knocked into the cold pool by his palm."

   "When I woke up again, I was already in the fishing village. I should have drifted down the current to a fishing village downstream. She was found by the riverside washing her clothes and brought home."

   "She saved me, but I... I did something worse than a beast to her..."

   Speaking of this, Shen Mubai closed his eyes in pain, and his whole body looked a little depressed.

   I don't know if it was pain that did this to the savior? or something else?

  Yun Ran has been listening carefully, and now seeing his reaction can not help but feel a little puzzled, and asked:

   "Looking at your annoyed, painful and remorseful look, it seems that you don't want to, so why do you still do things that are worse than beasts to others?"

  Hearing this, Shen Mubai hugged his head in pain.

   "I don't know either... I was injured and unconscious and didn't remember anything. When I woke up again, things had already happened..."

Ok?

   How does this sound like...

  "Since you don't know the people you hurt, how do you know what you did?"

   “I woke up and saw her crying beside me, disheveled, and myself…”

  Shen Mubai seemed to be at a loss for words, he lowered his head, with a pained expression and an air of despair.

  Yunran said inhumanly sarcastic remarks, "It's said that you are hurt like that, and you still want to do that! It's really... tsk tsk!"

  Shen Mubai was ashamed and indignant, "I'm not as good as a beast, I'm sorry for her, and I'm even more sorry for you..."

  The person you are sorry for is Lin Wanyue, not me!

  When you parted that day, you said to her: 'Wan Yue, wait until I come back to marry you. '

  After she finally waited for you back, you said to her: 'Wan Yue, I'm sorry, I'm going to marry someone else, let's call off the engagement. '

   "Then what happened later? You said you would marry her and she wouldn't cry?"

   "Later..."

  Shen Mubai was taken aback, his thoughts fell into memories again.

   "After that incident, she was divorced by her fiancé and pointed out by the villagers. She couldn't bear the humiliation and wanted to throw herself into the river. I rescued her, but she had no will to live and wanted to die."

   "In the end, I promised to marry her and be responsible to her, so she didn't do stupid things anymore."

   "Afterwards, I took her away from the fishing village and returned to the capital. What happened later..."

  Shen Mubai sighed sadly, with suppressed pain in his voice, "You know what happened later, Wan Yue."

   "Wan Yue, I am sorry for you in this life, I dare not extravagantly ask for your forgiveness, I just want to do my best to compensate you."

   "As long as you open your mouth, as long as I can do it, I will do it no matter what, even if it costs my life, I have no complaints."

  Yun Ran immediately rolled her eyes when she heard this, "Don't, what do I want your life for? It's worthless!"

   "Wan Yue? I'm sorry...I just want to make it up to you."

"compensate?"

  Yunran felt a little ridiculous, "Shen Mubai, do you think all injuries can be compensated?"

"I…"

   "You know about Lin Wanyue's life in the Shangshu Mansion."

   "My mother passed away early, and my scumbag father didn't like it. I was an orphan girl with no one to rely on. You were once a ray of light in her world."

   "But it was also you who pushed her into the deepest part of the abyss with your own hands."

   "Her life is like walking on thin ice. She has no one to protect her, and she was divorced. Do you know that rumors are terrible? Have you ever thought about her situation?"

   "If it wasn't for the fact that she happened to be married to Lin Yanran, what do you think will happen to her?"

   "Did you endure everyone's eyes, ridicule, humiliation, abuse, and bullying in the dark Shangshu Mansion until you died of depression?"

   "Or, become a victim of interests and be married to an old man or a dandy as a concubine?"

  Shen Mubai listened quietly to Yun Ran's words, the pain buried deep in his eyes was like a boundless abyss, almost swallowing him.

   "Walking the moon..."

  He looked at Yun Ran, his voice was hoarse and painful, as if his heart was in extreme pain, and a smear of blood slowly overflowed from the corner of his mouth.

  Suddenly seeing this, Yun Ran was really shocked, a little unexpected.

  Shen Mubai casually wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and stared at Yunran with deep eyes, "Wan Yue, I'm sorry for you, I deserve to die!"

  Yunran's mood at the moment is also somewhat indescribably melancholy.

  Seeing Shen Mubai like this, she suddenly had some guesses in her heart, saving each other, losing her body, seeking death, taking responsibility, who knows!

   But no matter what, his harm to Lin Wanyue really happened. Lin Wanyue is no longer here, and it is an unchangeable fact.

   Between them, even if they love each other deeply, it is also a tragedy.

   Or, is it possible that Lin Wanyue is also like her, but went to another place?

  Yun Ran sighed indiscernibly, put a hand on his shoulder lightly, bent slightly and leaned closer to him.

  Shen Mubai's body trembled, and he raised his eyes to look at Yun Ran. The girl in front of him had a picturesque face, with a look of laziness between her brows, like a begonia sleeping in spring, charming and bright.

  As she approached, the fragrance was overwhelming, Shen Mubai breathed slightly, "Walk, pull the moon..."

  Yun Ran frowned and said nothing, but her face was getting closer and closer to him...

  (end of this chapter)

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