Not Spare the Years

The man who was smashed by the snowball carried two large bags of luggage, walked away in silence, and walked into the gate of the hot spring villa.

Mu Xueyi stared blankly at her back, a thousand words pouring into her heart. But she knew it wasn't the time.

Gravelyn was still behind her.

Ge Weinong saw that Mu Xueyi didn't speak for a long time. Although she had doubts, she didn't take the initiative to ask, and just stood silently behind the wheelchair. The fingers holding the wheelchair pusher were a little stiff.

I don't know how long it took, the man was completely invisible, and Mu Xueyi said:

"A Nong, it's a little cold."

Ge Weilong: "Then I'll push you back."

Mu Xueyi hummed.

After returning, Mu Xueyi stayed in the cabin, always uneasy. She didn't know whether to take the initiative to find Ayue herself, or wait for Ayue to come to her.

After thinking about it, she thought, Ah Yue was still angry.

Then wait until Ah Yue is willing, take the initiative to find herself.

That night, Mu Xueyi basically didn't fall asleep. She always felt that Zhou Zhenyue would suddenly open the window and come in at a certain moment.

Just like in the Mu family villa that day, she suddenly took a bag of delicious supper, messed up her hair, rolled up her cuffs, and turned into the windowsill. Also turned into her heart.

But all night, she stayed up all night without waiting for anything.

Mu Xueyi waited for a few more days.

In the past few days, she didn't dare to go anywhere, just stayed in her small yard, for fear that she would not be there when Ah Yue came to look for her. But Ge Weinong had come in to see her several times, and she hadn't waited for half of Zhou Zhenyue's shadow.

On the sixth day, Mu Xueyi couldn't sit still.

In order to facilitate the movement, she asked someone to get an electric wheelchair. He pushed Ge Weinong away again and told her to go down the mountain to buy fruit for himself.

When Ge Weilong left, she ran to the front desk of the hotel in the main building.

It happened that I met Lin Keni, who helped relieve the siege.

Seeing her coming alone, Lin Keni hurriedly walked out of the front desk, "Miss Mu, why are you here alone?"

Because of Lin Keni's unique articulation pronunciation, when she said "Miss Mu Er", it sounded more like "Miss Fungus".

Mu Xueyi didn't pay much attention to these details, and replied: "Anong went down the mountain, I just happened to try this new electric wheelchair."

Lin Keni: "Next time Miss Ge is away, you can call me and I will help you. It's too dangerous for you to be alone."

"fine."

Mu Xueyi murmured for a moment, then tentatively asked, "Miss Lin, I...I have something I want to ask you for a favor."

Lin Keni: "You said."

Mu Xueyi: "I want to know if there was a guest surnamed Zhou who stayed in six days ago? Which room did he stay in?"

Lin Keni's face was embarrassed: "This... I'm sorry, Miss Fungus, we can't disclose the private information of the guests."

"Okay..." Mu Xueyi also expected it, and sighed, "Indeed, I don't understand the rules."

She looked towards the long corridor, gritted her teeth, and made another decision.

She calmed down and carefully recalled every anniversary between them, including Zhou Zhenyue's birthday, her own birthday, the first meeting, the first kiss, every day.

According to these dates, she controlled the wheelchair with difficulty, found the corresponding house numbers one by one on the 40th floor, knocked on the door politely, and waited for the person inside who opened the door with nervousness and anticipation in her heart.

can wait...

Just disappointed again and again.

In the end, she desperately searched for the missing dates in her memory, but no matter how many memories she had, she was only more certain that she had really tried everything.

She even began to wonder if she had really seen the man wearing the jade ring six days ago.

Mu Xueyi drove the wheelchair out of the hotel in the main building and parked in the silver-white snow-covered garden behind the hotel.

It was snowing and she didn't hold an umbrella. Looking up at the huge building in front of him, the tip of his nose was sour and astringent.

Is it really... just her hallucination?

Mu Xueyi's four fingers clenched the armrest of the wheelchair, facing the oppressive building in front of him, shouting with all his strength:

"Ayue-"

An empty echo resounded in the silent courtyard.

There were tears in Mu Xueyi's eyes.

She closed her eyes. The chill was cold from the top of my heart to the bottom of my heart, colder than the snowdrops on the eyelashes.

Can't help but smile.

She felt more ridiculous than ever.

Give up.

should also... give up...

Suddenly, the snow falling on the eyelashes stopped.

The sky seemed to darken instantly.

Mu Xueyi opened his eyes and raised his head. It turns out that it is not overcast.

It was overhead... an umbrella appeared.

"What do you tell me to do?"

A familiar warm voice sounded from behind him.

Mu Xueyi quickly turned her head, raised her chin blankly, and looked at the person behind her.

Long time no see.

It's like an eternity.

Two seconds later, she reacted and wanted to stand up for the first time. But she only had one leg that was good, and she stood abruptly, lost her balance, and fell down in an embarrassment.

Before she touched the ground, the umbrella in the man's hand fell to the ground first.

Zhou Zhenyue bent down and hugged her. The soft white down jacket was like the sweetest gentle town. It opened up and made Mu Xueyi sink in completely.

Snowflakes floated down and landed on Mu Xueyi's forehead.

Bingbing is cold, reminding her that this is not a dream.

Mu Xueyi was trapped in Zhou Zhenyue's arms, as if someone who had been wandering for many years had finally returned home and hugged her tightly. Before she could say anything, she began to sob and cry.

"Ayue..." She burst into tears, tears running down Zhou Zhenyue's neckline to the inner neck.

Zhou Zhenyue's left arm sank, and she wrapped her arms around the back of Mu Xueyi's thigh, and hugged her horizontally.

"It's too cold, I'll take you back first, and the wheelchair will be sent to you later."

In fact, she could put her back in the wheelchair and push the wheelchair back.

But she still held her, step by step, across the snow. Let every footprint bear their common outline.

Back to the cabin.

The wind and snow have been separated from the warmth.

Zhou Zhenyue put Mu Xueyi on the sofa, first helped her take off her coat and scarf, and then poured hot water from the kettle on the table and placed it by her hand.

After doing this, she took off her down jacket, and a layer of sweat was already stuffed on her neck.

After Zhou Zhenyue took off her down jacket, Mu Xueyi immediately stretched out her hand and shouted, "Ayue."

She wants to hold hands.

So Zhou Zhenyue approached, took Mu Xueyi's hand, and sat beside her.

Mu Xueyi tightened her fingers, feeling the slightly cold body temperature of Zhou Zhenyue on the back of her hand, and her heart beat a little faster.

She lowered her head, as if she didn't know how to speak, and murmured for a long time, "I'm sorry."

Counting the "sorry" in the text messages, this is the number of "sorry" times.

Zhou Zhenyue took another empty cup and placed it next to the cup of hot water just now, picked up the hot water with her free hand and poured it into the empty cup, and then took the second cup and poured it back into the first cup. Method Let the hot water cool down.

"Is it wrong?" She asked softly as she poured water back and forth.

Mu Xueyi nodded hurriedly, "I know I was wrong."

"No, Xueyi." Zhou Zhenyue put the warmed water beside Mu Xueyi and looked at her, "You're right."

Mu Xueyi's lips were half open, and she seemed to be stunned for a moment.

Zhou Zhenyue sighed lightly.

"It was me who was wrong."

Mu Xueyi hurriedly shook his head twice: "No, Ayue..."

Zhou Zhenyue smiled bitterly and interrupted Mu Xueyi: "You don't have to take the responsibility for everything on yourself. I'm not perfect, and I will... accidentally do things that hurt you. "

She was silent for a moment and looked at the distant snow scene outside the window of the wooden house.

"Actually, at that time, I really thought about whether you would let go of your obsession and live a peaceful life in the Mu family if you cut off all contact between us."

"Now that Mu Ruqing is no longer in office, if you want to live a good life, as the only heir of the Mu family, your next path will be very smooth. I, it seems that suddenly, I have become a rush to you. To the benchmark of revenge."

"Because of me, you had to take the difficult road that you didn't have to take."

"No..." Mu Xueyi wanted to say something.

"I understand." Zhou Zhenyue used two simple words to soothe Mu Xueyi's hanging heart.

She smiled at Mu Xueyi, and rubbed the back of her hand with her fingertips.

"I know, I'm thinking too much. I should have understood long ago that no matter how things develop, no matter how good or bad you are, you can't live without me."

A thin layer of tears appeared in Mu Xueyi's eyes.

Zhou Zhenyue squeezed her hand tightly.

"...Like, I can't live without you."

Mu Xueyi sniffed and held back her tears.

"So, didn't I come to you?" Zhou Zhenyue chuckled, "I saw your text message, you said, you are going to stay here for a year. I temporarily transfer all the affairs in the company to Grandpa. This year, I will be by your side and accompany you."

Mu Xueyi burst into tears, "Really?"

Zhou Zhenyue hummed, "Really."

Mu Xueyi lowered her head, clearly asking, but her tone was soft as if she was acting like a spoiled child.

"Then you have been hiding from me for so many days? You went up the mountain a long time ago, and only came out to see me today."

Zhou Zhenyue: "I'm not avoiding you. These days, I've been busy mediating with the owner of this hot spring villa."

"The boss is your father's friend. If you do anything here, he will probably vent to your father. So, I have to find a way to turn your father's friend into mine."

Mu Xueyi's eyes widened: "Did you succeed in pulling in?"

Zhou Zhenyue leaned back, leaning on the back of the sofa, with the usual calm smile on her lips.

"If the back road is not paved, may I appear in front of you?"

Mu Xueyi looked at Zhou Zhenyue in front of her, and finally let go of her heart that had been hanging in the air for so many days.

Ayue is a really reassuring person.

No matter how complicated her calculations are, Ah Yue will always think more than her. Even if she is worried about her safety, she will never give up on her plan, but will use all her means to achieve both.

Maybe occasionally, she would go a little further.

But only because of... self-blame.

Mu Xueyi's nose was sour, she leaned over and hugged Zhou Zhenyue.

She lay beside Zhou Zhenyue's ear and whispered, "I'll never do anything that breaks the boat again. Ayue, I promise, I will treat my body as yours in the future, I will cherish it well, and then It won't worry you anymore."

After a pause, Mu Xueyi murmured again.

"Actually, you don't have to quit your job, you have to follow me to a place like this. You have such a bright future and such excellent abilities, and at the age of 31, it's the best time to develop your career, but it takes a whole year. They are all desolate in this villa..."

Zhou Zhenyue: "I have to come, Xueyi."

Mu Xueyi raised his eyes, "Why?"

…why?

In Zhou Zhenyue's mind, the last sentence of the No. 4 love letter suddenly appeared.

- "Please save me thousands of times, save me from fire and water in this world."

She always wanted to save her.

That's why she proposed that day in the ward, that she wanted Xueyi to go back to Zhou's house with her and live back to the old days.

She thought that as long as she could save her from the bottomless **** of the Mu family, all these things could have an outcome.

But then she found out that she was wrong.

She can't look down on Xueyi in the attitude of a savior because of her strength.

The true equal love is never "you have a hard time, I will save you."

Instead, "You have a hard time, and I am willing to accompany you."

So, she shouldn't be the one who throws the rope down at her from the edge of the abyss.

She should be the one who jumped down into the abyss, accompanied her, and climbed up step by step.

After getting no answer for a long time, Mu Xueyi asked again: "Why?"

Zhou Zhenyue raised her hand, and her fingers wearing a white jade ring gently stroked Mu Xueyi's long curly hair, the smile on her lips was a tenderness from the bottom of her heart.

"Because, I have to come to accompany you..."

Her voice was extremely soft, and the next half sentence was to the extent that only she could hear it clearly.

"...walking through the fire and water in this world."

The author has something to say: Xueyi said: Save me, from the fire and water in this world.

A Yue said: accompany you, walk through the fire and water in this world.

"I won't save you, I'll accompany you."

(Our Ah Yue is so gentle!

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: it is just 1 small grass;

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