Not Spare the Years

After Mu Xueyi woke up, Zhou Zhenyue went to the hospital to visit.

She was sitting beside the hospital bed, watching the **** the bed silently eating the apple in both hands, and she also remained silent.

"Xueyi," Zhou Zhenyue said after a long silence, "if you have any difficulties, tell me. As long as you tell me, I promise, I will not be angry with you. No matter what you do, I will I love you as much as ever."

Mu Xueyi bent the corners of her lips and looked at Zhou Zhenyue with tenderness and peace in her eyes.

"nothing much."

replied lightly.

... She still chose to firmly wrap the iceberg in her heart.

Zhou Zhenyue looked at the girl who was as stubborn as a hedgehog in front of her, and said that she must be lying if she didn't have a chill.

She almost took out her heart towards Mu Xueyi, but this person has always regarded her as an outsider.

Later, Zhou Zhenyue thought about this relationship for a long time by herself.

She has calmed down. She actually understood that Mu Xueyi had a lot of hardships she couldn't help herself, and she couldn't be completely blamed for this kind of thing. What's more, she has tried her best.

Not complaining about her is one thing, how their relationship should go on is another.

Mu Xueyi was too wary, she didn't trust anyone from the bottom of her heart.

Only one person is pouring out the love, how far can it go?

Zhou Zhenyue's rationality as a businessman told her that investments that are too risky must be kept away. It is very dangerous to make such hopeless expectations, and she should withdraw in time.

She looked at Mu Xueyi on the hospital bed, pinched her fingertips into her palm, and said softly:

"Otherwise, let's separate."

Before it was too early, before she got too deep.

Mu Xueyi was stunned.

Immediately, she laughed and said, "Okay."

It was an expression of relief, but there were tears in his eyes.

Zhou Zhenyue was afraid that she would go back on it, so she quickly left there.

Don't dare to turn your head.

Zhou Zhenyue has passed a month like walking dead.

Her life seems to have been taken out suddenly, returning to the beginning, when the canvases were all black and white.

Sometimes I would suddenly walk to the floor-to-ceiling windows, look down inexplicably, and see an empty street, and it would be an afternoon at a glance.

There was no such person in the riverside apartment, but she was still not used to going back to the old house. She lay on the side of the bed where Mu Xueyi had been lying every day, holding the quilt that still smelled of gardenias and insomnia.

Li Lulu introduced her to new girls, and she forced herself to meet them.

After the two of them finished their meal, she didn't even remember what the girl looked like.

After eating, she was in a trance as she walked, and the girl stepped forward and tentatively grabbed her hand.

Almost instantly, she ducked.

It was too late to think when she was dodging, but she realized after doing so that after so long, what she was used to was not "holding hands", but "holding Mu Xueyi's hand".

Zhou Zhenyue couldn't help but smile.

Maybe Mu Xueyi's tenderness towards her is fake, but her dependence and love for Mu Xueyi are real.

What about Mu Xueyi to her? Is it just a mission from start to finish?

Zhou Zhenyue thought, if Mu Xueyi really likes her a little bit, then she must be unwilling to end like this, right?

Maybe one day, Xueyi will find her again and say: Ah Yue, I actually like you too.

She had already given up her expectations, but as soon as the idea came out, she couldn't help holding such expectations and began to wait anxiously.

Waited for half a month.

After more than ten days, someone really found her.

But it's not Mu Xueyi, it's a strange girl who looks the same age as Mu Xueyi.

She stood under the tree that Mu Xueyi often guarded, and stopped her when Zhou Zhenyue walked by: "Mr. Zhou."

The girl said that her name was Zhong Wan, and she was Mu Xueyi's best friend since childhood.

Zhou Zhenyue changed her track and took Zhong Wan to a nearby coffee shop to sit for a while.

Zhong Wan said, "Xueyi is in the hospital, aren't you going to see her?"

Zhou Zhenyue: "I know she's in the hospital."

Zhong Wan: "It wasn't the previous time, she was admitted to the hospital again."

Zhou Zhenyue frowned: "What?"

"The last time she came home from the hospital, because she broke up with you, her father and her sister treated her very badly. She had endured it all the time. She couldn't fight back if she didn't fight back. But then one day, Mu Ruqing talked about When you were you, you used extremely dirty words to describe you, the snow suit was like being blown up suddenly, and she smashed Mu Ruqing with a beer bottle to the point of bloodshed. Mu Ruqing was insane, She was taken to the hospital for three beer bottles."

Zhou Zhenyue was speechless for a long time.

Zhong Wan propped her chin and said, "Mr. Zhou, I don't know what Mu Guocheng and Mu Ruqing are planning, or what happened between you and Xueyi. But I know that Xueyi really cares about you. ."

Zhou Zhenyue: "Does she... care about me?"

Zhong Wan nodded: "I've never seen her care so much about a person. To be honest, she also dated a teacher before, but I always felt that she didn't really love that teacher. You should know that the lack of snow clothes comes from her mother. , the love of elders like her sister, so when she meets an elder who is willing to treat her well, she can't help but seek care and confuse her feelings."

Zhou Zhenyue: "What do you mean by saying this?"

Zhong Wan: "I mean, Xueyi is emotionally slow and clumsy. She can't always figure out who she likes, or whether she likes that person. I tell you this because I don't want to do it because of her. Obtuse, let her miss you."

After drinking coffee, when Zhong Wan picked up her bag and was about to leave, Zhou Zhenyue thanked: "Thank you for coming all the way here and telling me this."

Zhong Wan smiled: "You're welcome. After all... this is the first time she has fought against Mu Ruqing for so many years in the Mu family."

Zhou Zhenyue's heart was beating wildly.

the first time…

This word is really heartbreaking.

For the first time, it meant that this person had never been like this before, but made an exception for her alone.

Does this mean that she has a special, exceptional, and more important existence in her heart than anyone else?

Can she believe that Mu Xueyi is also in love with her?

Zhou Zhenyue spent an evening thinking about how much chips she had to make such a bet, whether Mu Xueyi really liked her.

After thinking about it all night, I finally figured it out.

Relationships are really different from doing business. She has no way to measure and deduce them with laws and formulas.

Holding the quilt with a faint scent of gardenia, she exhaled and made a decision.

Even if there is no bargaining chip in hand, even if this "investment" is likely to lose everything in the end, she still wants to keep Mu Xueyi by her side and use all her to bet a future for them.

She opened the memo on her mobile phone. She didn't have the habit of taking memos before, but she created a new one today.

-【I love her. No matter what happens, I can never deny that. 】

Zhou Zhenyue clutched the mobile phone that had memorized this memo and put it on her chest.

She knew that from the moment she made her decision, she had abandoned her businessman status.

Regarding Mu Xueyi, she willingly stopped holding the word "reasonable".

No longer care about gains and losses.

Returns are no longer calculated.

…the library books on romance are right.

"Love is stupid and willful surrender."

Zhou Zhenyue found Mu Xueyi in the hospital ward, barely holding the calm expression on her face, and sat beside her bed.

Mu Xueyi stared at her blankly, as if to determine if it was her hallucination.

After Zhou Zhenyue cut an apple for her, she sighed and said to her:

"Otherwise, let's stay together."

Mu Xueyi nibbled at the apple, her face seemed to be a little red.

There was a glimmer of joy in her eyes for the first time, but without realizing it, she immediately suppressed her real emotions and turned her face into forbearance.

"…why?"

"I didn't ask 'why' when I broke up with you, but instead asked 'why' when I wanted to be with you?"

Zhou Zhenyue threw the peel into the trash can with a helpless tone.

"Because I still like you, is this reason enough?"

Mu Xueyi touched his head, which had been wrapped in several layers of gauze, and murmured for a long while, before he stopped talking.

After a long time, she whispered:

"I...have a bald piece of hair on the back of my head, it's pretty ugly..."

Zhou Zhenyue looked at her like that and wanted to laugh a little, but she held back.

"Don't worry about your hair, you just tell me, do you want to promise me?" she asked.

Mu Xueyi pursed her lips, and there was a visible tangle in her eyes.

Zhou Zhenyue said, "I'll give you three hours to think about it."

After waiting for two and a half hours, Zhou Zhenyue fell asleep beside the bed because she was too sleepy.

In a daze, she saw Mu Xueyi reaching out to her in her half-closed eyelashes, as if she wanted to touch her face.

But halfway through, the track changed again, as if he didn't dare to touch, and instead wanted to touch her hand.

However, in the end, Mu Xueyi didn't even dare to touch her hand, but only lightly touched the white jade ring on her index finger.

Just as Mu Xueyi touched her jade ring, Zhou Zhenyue turned her hand and grabbed the other person's finger.

"...Stay with me, Xueyi."

She lay down on the quilt, opened her eyes a little and looked at her, her voice very soft.

Mu Xueyi turned her head away, leaving her a silent profile.

She did not agree, nor did she refuse.

Perhaps she also knew that whether she agreed or refused, it was wrong for her.

Zhou Zhenyue got up from the quilt, stroked Mu Xueyi's side face, and kissed her with her eyes closed.

Curly hair fell out from behind their ears, scattered beside their faces, with the elegant and sweet fragrance of gardenias.

After kissing, Zhou Zhenyue hugged Mu Xueyi, and gently placed her finger on the wound behind her head that was smashed by the beer bottle, and slightly raised it, as if protecting that place.

"Okay," said softly in her ear, "don't think too much, I have everything."

Mu Xueyi dangled his hand on his side.

a long time.

Still did not choose to hug back.

Zhou Zhenyue's eyes dimmed, sniffing the smell of gardenias on the tip of her nose, and looking at the evening sky outside the window.

- Do you like me or not?

—Hope this gamble...you can make me win.

She thought with a bit of bitterness and anticipation in her heart.

The author has something to say: something has happened recently, the update will not be stable at 6 o'clock every day, see you at random

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