Nirvana of Rebirth

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Xiao Yunyun’s birthday party became lively. Turn off the lights, blow the candles, and cut the cake. Xiao Yunyun blushed. It can be seen that when the new year arrives, he is in a surprisingly good mood, full of longings and expectations for the future. .

And the girls here can’t wait to dismantle the gifts under Xiao Yunyun’s instruction. Wang Andong looked a little embarrassed when they saw the opened gifts. They all gave ordinary gifts, and naturally they didn’t. Gaofan bracelets are expensive, more or less inferior, but the things the girls give are strange, everything.

Chen Lingshan picked up Su Can's box. She was curious about what Su Can gave Xiao Yunyun from the beginning, so she has been remembering from just now until now. At this moment, she sits in a delicate position, just a rectangular gift box from Su Can. The nearest place, so of course, she naturally got this box.

　　 Xiao Yunyun wanted to open it personally, but Chen Lingshan took a step ahead. Of course she couldn't say anything, otherwise it would be bad for others to see her value.

"What is this...?" A bunch of girls have already leaned their heads, under the peeling of the outer wrapping paper, the gorgeous cardboard box with the rectangular lavender starry sky picture appeared in everyone's eyes. The middle of the box was hollowed out, and the cellophane was transparent. Gift inside the box, the Pooh bear with Disney label.

　　 "Wow, so cute!" Some girls couldn't help exclaiming.

　　 Just now, the girl who was still boasting that she had received a set of facial makeup from a friend brought back from Beijing for her birthday this time, she closed her mouth at the right moment.

　　 There was a hint of surprise in Xiao Yunyun's eyes. For a girl who often likes to go shopping, she naturally understands the value of this box of dolls in Su Can's hands.

　　 Looking at Su Can again, I can’t help but be surprised. It’s almost impossible to know that even a girl like them who has a good family environment can buy a gift of three to four hundred yuan at every turn. This is very different to Su Can, who was rumored in school that he could not even afford a bottle of water.

　　 "What is this, a doll?" Gao Fan couldn't help being robbed of the limelight, and smiled speechlessly.

Chen Lingshan stared at Su Can at the moment, the dark side, slightly shiny eyes were a bit hot, and she smiled faintly, "Yunyun is really lucky, if I can receive the same gift on my birthday, then I will definitely not sleep. think."

　　 Everyone laughed together, there was something like Chen Lingshan's remarks.

　　 Gao Fan said with increased jealousy, "What can't be done, when Lingshan is on your birthday, I will buy ten or eight for you, and fill your bed!"

"This is a Disney puppet. It is said that it is difficult to buy! And it is very expensive. It costs about three or four hundred each. I can't find a few that sell it in Xiahai City! Where can I buy so many!" Some girls rob Baidao.

Gao Fan's face was green and red. He was planning to say what happened to the Disney puppets just now. Who knows when he heard the price, he secretly looked at Su Can in shock. This kid buys such expensive things as gifts. It's difficult. Couldn't he have an offensive attempt against Xiao Yunyun?

It just happened that he couldn't take back what he said, and everyone laughed. Gao Fan was even more uncomfortable. From the time Su Can appeared, he clearly felt that Chen Lingshan's attitude towards him became cold, unlike the previous ones. Enthusiasm, he didn’t feel any threat to Su Can. He was stronger than Su Can, who was half a head shorter in front of him, in every aspect. The mind is complicated.

Walking to the balcony, the balcony of Xiao Yunyun’s house is designed with a sliding door. Once the door is closed, the excitement in the room is isolated. Only the faint and clear moonlight and the dense dark blue starry sky are left. Tree shadows and street lamps like milk foam.

Su Can took a sip of red wine and held his hand on the balcony. A slightly hot breeze brushed his cheeks and picked up some messy hair, reminding him that later generations could only be in the courtyard below with the family members of the Construction Bureau. The children in the district are noisy, but when can they be like this and become a guest of Xiao Yunyun’s house. Standing on this balcony, there is Xiao Yunyun’s pink sling in the upper left corner of his nose. Those personal small objects are blown by the wind when they are drying. Bursts of fragrance.

　　 The sudden arrival of happiness may not be the beauty of beauty, or the rapid progress of studies and career. Sometimes it is just a kind of steadily stacking happiness to do things that were impossible before.

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The sliding door behind 　　 slid open quickly, and a gentle and slender body came to the side.

Chen Lingshan's beautiful eyes saw Xiao Yunyun's bra and bow-tie **** hanging on the balcony for the first time, standing side by side with Su Can, holding a wine glass in his hand, looking straight, for a long while, blushing and saying, " Are you here... to satisfy the voyeuristic look?... Pervert?"

　　 Su Can almost spit out a sip of wine. In fact, standing here, there was nothing originally, but the appearance of Chen Lingshan suddenly made the atmosphere embarrassing.

　　 boy, girl, and then the girl next to her bra, underwear and panties, dancing in the wind.

　　 is which **** movie always weaves some romantic scenes when men and women meet on the balcony. The facts always prove that it is very different from the exaggerated performance of art, and it is more often than not.

　　Su Can almost flashed his waist, and quickly explained, "It's not what you think...just for the sake of ventilation..."

　　 Chen Lingshan laughed out first with a "puff" and blushed and said, "It's great."

　　 "What's so good?" Su Can was taken aback.

"I thought you were just a piece of wood that won't panic when you encounter anything. Unexpectedly, there are times when you are nervous, you don't need to explain to me..." Chen Lingshan blinked and took a risk when Su Can's heart calmed down. After saying something enough to make blood pressure ups and downs, "Go and explain to Xiao Yunyun."

　　 Then she turned around and moved towards the door, her hand was subconsciously held by Su Can.

　　 Su Can’s sweat, girls sometimes think intricately. If Xiao Yunyun's family thought that they would have such a nasty idea when they came to the balcony, it would be a weird thing not to die.

　　 But the soft and boneless sensation in the hand, through the touch of the palm, it spreads to the heart.

　　 This is a historic moment. Going back to eleven years ago, holding the hand of a girl who had a crush on and missed it, the starry night was silent for a moment, but in the eyes of Su Can, it was no less than a full screen of fireworks.

　　 Chen Lingshan was slightly startled, but did not turn her head.

　　 What is the most embarrassing thing? It is not the sudden skin contact between men and women, nor the awkward action that brings the atmosphere of silence, but after so accidentally grasping the hand of Chen Lingshan, who has made countless men bewildered by the city, through the sliding door that is not soundproof. , The sound passed from the room to the balcony.

　　 "Huh, where is Su Can?" a girl asked mysteriously.

　　 "I don't know, I think I went downstairs to buy something..."

　　 "Isn't there something that has been spreading recently... I don't know if you have heard of it..."

　　 "It's Su Can's secret crush on Chen Lingshan... Hee hee, I've heard about him a long time ago... I just saw him, and I pretended not to know who he was. I was holding back very hard..."

The sound came from indoors. Although it was fluctuating, it was accompanied by some girls’ laughter and men’s curious questions, but it was very clear from the intricate gaps in the sliding door to two people. Above the balcony.

Su Can didn’t expect that he had a heart with later life experience, and he could actually experience an inexplicable feeling of boredom at this moment. With a numb scalp, listening to all this, he forgot to let go of Chen Lingshan’s hand. Instead, he was nervous and embarrassed. , Hold tighter.

　　 Chen Lingshan's pointed ears were invisibly erected, her heart beating fast, and the autumn evening breeze made her blush so much that she hardly dared to turn her head to face Su Can.

　　 "What they said...is it true?" Chen Lingshan turned her back to Su Can, but a nice voice was heard in a low voice.

　　 Young and frivolous, this is the young frivolous. Su Can didn't expect that the first love in this life was the girl who had been in love with him for a long time.

　　 "I heard that Su Can's mother is an employee of Lingshan's company, and he has a crush on her since that time..." The sound from the room came in intermittently.

　　 "Hmm! Yes!" Su Can nodded, tacitly accepting Chen Lingshan's inquiry, eleven years ago, I had to pay for my current self. This is a weird cycle.

　　 Chen Lingshan held Su Can's hand, and suddenly curled up and tightened slowly.

　　 If this hand is holding oneself tightly, what will happen to them in the future, the future?

　　 The sense of security in a tight grip, a confused and unimaginable future, two people holding hands, will it lead to eternity like this?

Chen Lingshan's mind flashed back when he first saw Su Can, a child who climbed up to the dusty face at dusk, an excited puppy, a very dirty picture in his memory, if it was an encounter in fate ~www.novelmt.com~ So is this the biggest joke God has made for yourself?

　　 She had fantasized about the romantic scenes of the dark horse prince countless times, so she was even more fascinated by Su Can's misunderstanding in her memory.

　　 From the point of view, she is not unfavorable about Su Can. He did not perform well, but he was comforted and optimistic. He is not tall, but he always smiles genially like sunshine. He was calm and calm in the face of the difficulties of life, and he was able to overcome the dangers many times, but he was really just a boy with an ordinary family background and an ordinary background.

　　 He has a prince-like smile, but he can't bring her a prince-like heartbeat. With his thin shoulders, he is also unable to promise his future.

　　Chen Lingshan is eager to be able to board the ship in the wind and the sun with her Jack, just like the "Titanic", and cross the ocean, bordering the direction of the sky and the sea.

　　 But Su Can, you are not Jack, and we can't go to the sea.

"sorry!"

　　 Chen Lingshan heard her own voice, then she let go, withdrew, opened the sliding door and walked in silently.

　　 Su Can only saw the discussion inside the living room come to an abrupt end. Under the intertwined lights of light and dark appeared in the gap of the open sliding door, looking at the two men and women who suddenly appeared in surprise, and the many men and women who were at a loss.

Many times in the future, Chen Lingshan, who turned her back and left, will occasionally think, if time can give her another chance, on that starry night, she did not let go but clenched her hand, then from now on What will happen to life?

Will 　　 still cry inexplicably?