Nirvana In Fire

The three people left by Lin Chen in the courtyard were like clay sculptures, and they did not move their stiff bodies for a long time.

Among them, Nie Duo had been rejoicing for the longest time, looking forward to the mood the most, and the degree of disappointment was the deepest. He kept burying his head in his palm. Later, Wei Zheng reached out and shook him, but he did not respond.

"Nie Duo, when you meet the young commander tomorrow, you will say that you are here because of your frustration. Do n’t mention the grass ... He knows that we are sad, and he will be sad ..."

Nie Duo stayed again for a long while, clenched his hands into fists, turned sharply, and knelt in front of Nie Feng with a thump, trembling: "Brother, there are some things ... you probably know it now. No longer there, you should discipline me. You beat me, please, please beat me! "

"Nie Duo, what are you doing?" Wei Zheng came over and pulled him. "Is it useful to hit you? It's useful to hit you. A group of people have already started. What are you doing?"

"Don't care about me!" Nie Duo broke his hand hard and shouted, "Do you know, I hated you for a while, I had nothing at all, although I moved my heart, But when I came back, no one knew at all, and the young commander didn't notice it, but why did you have to ask me clearly what happened to me, and I had to force me to talk about drinking? But what was the result? I said, I was beaten, I was beaten Fei Liu heard that everything was irreversible and could not be denied ... "Wei Zheng was also aroused by him, kicked over, and said angrily:" You still said, why did I hit you, do you remember if you said What is it? You said that you love the lord more than you love everything in this world. You do n’t care about anything for her. You can even betray the young master! "

"Yes," Nie Duo's eyes turned red.

Focus on the head, "I said that at the time, and I thought so ... but.

No matter what I think, how to say.

I know I ca n’t do that.

Indeed, I often have some very selfish thoughts in my heart, even when digging ice in the poison marsh to continue the grass, I can't help but think, I am so desperate.

Is it because as long as the marshal is alive, can I hope to get the neon phoenix? He will forgive us, he will fulfill us, no matter how many people oppose, as long as the young handsome is willing to terminate the engagement, he must have a way to keep us together ... And once he is gone, even if he does not care about other people ’s attitudes and views, me and Ni Huang himself ... and never get through the "Nie Duo ..."

"Does these ideas sound disgusting?" Nie Duo took a deep breath.

He raised his head, "But I still think so.

But after thinking about it, I suddenly found that these are not important.

Set aside all selfish thoughts.

Put aside the neon phoenix, put aside our weakness and contradictions.

I asked myself.

If the facts are just the opposite, I will never get the neon as long as the marshal is alive.

What will I do? The answer is no doubt, I just hope he can survive.

You feel very clear about this feeling, because you are the same, we are all like this, but why, why not? why? "

Wei Zheng looked at him and said nothing.

Nie Feng took a deep breath, her purple lips were trembling, tears fell, and the thin hair on her face was soaked.

Compared to those two people, he experienced more and felt more deeply, but he couldn't speak now, and he was so uncomfortable that he didn't want to say more.

After a brief outbreak, the yard returned to silence.

Nie Duo looked at Wei Zheng's sad and sad face, and was discouraged. He patted his hand and patted him. He knelt down and bowed to his elder brother.

"Where are you going?" Wei Zheng jumped up.

"I'm going back to Yunnan. The handsome man won't let me come, don't tell him, I will go back quietly."

"You ... don't see him?"

Nie Duo shook his head, turned around, and walked away, being pulled by Wei Zheng.

"Don't leave, just let the young commander blame and stay in the capital." Wei Zheng's eyes flickered, and he didn't seem to want to say it, but he had to say it again, "Yunnan has a long way, I'm afraid ... It ’s too late to inform you ... "" What to inform? "Nie Duo was shocked by the sound outside his string, and his heart almost stopped." What the **** do you mean? "

Wei Zheng swallowed hard and whispered, whispering: "The situation in the capital is good. It's not the same as when the young marshal did not allow you to come ... Besides, the situation of the young marshal is not very good. You should stay.

"What's not so good? Isn't Mr. Lin here?"

Wei Zheng looked at him, and his eyes were suddenly full of tears. He could not help but turn his head away and hid, but was pulled back by Nie Duo forcefully, forcing him to ask: "He kept writing to say he was very good, he should also Very good, do you know that the young handsome is just over thirty now? What are you talking about? "

Nie Feng's hand slowly reached over and covered his brother's hand, holding firmly.

Chi Yanjun's forward general, was more able to stabilize the overall situation than the willful young and handsome, and this is no exception.

Under his steady gaze, Nie Duo slowly controlled his emotions and let go of Wei Zheng's hand.

The air was so heavy that it was suffocating, and none of the three spoke again.

That night, Nie Duo lived in the brother's room, there was no sound, no tossing and turning, just sleepless all night, and opened his eyes to dawn.

After getting up in the morning, he groomed neatly, with a pale face, to see his young master.

Perhaps it was really because the situation in the capital was different. Mei Changsu was not very angry when he saw Nie Duo kneeling in front of him, and stared into his eyes, still with a somewhat happy look, although he was still blamed , And just said "how not to obey" lightly, and then asked about the current situation of Nihuang County Lord.

In fact, although Nie Duo is in Yunnan, the two have been deliberately avoiding and have not met. At this moment, Mei Changsu asked, Nie Duo was afraid that he was too eager to tell the truth, so he vaguely replied, "She is fine." .

At this time, Zhen Ping came in and reminded Mei Changsu that: "Sect Master, Yanhou was born today. Invitations have been handed in a few days ago. Would you please reward Zao Gui, will the Sect Master go in person, or just send a gift?"

Mei Changsu pondered for a while and said, "Be prepared. Let me go a little later."

Lin Chen lay on the table with his chin on his hand and said, "Birthday, did you also invite the prince?"

Mei Changsu turned to look at him, knowing that he had seen what caused his emotional ups and downs yesterday.

He smiled and said, "Since you know everything, it makes no sense to avoid it deliberately.

I also thought about it all night.

Still meet more and get used to it earlier.

It's better for Jing Yan and me. "

"Then take me with you," Lin Chen stretched out and stood up. "I like the smiling brother of Yanjia. He used to go to Langya Pavilion to spend money and ask him what his future daughter-in-law would be.

Pretty cute. "

"So you just tease him, nonsense?"

"Hey." Lin Chen smiled heartlessly, didn't refute, and flew into the yard to chase Fei Liu again.

Mei Changsu didn't care about him, leaned on the bench and asked Nie Duo the current situation of the border defense area between Yunnan and Dachu, and told him to pay attention to the situation in the East China Sea.

While talking to him, Nie Duo carefully looked at the face of the young marshal who had not seen him for years. The more he looked at it, the more he understood that Wei Zheng said last night was not groundless.

The heart can't help but tangled in a ball, and the knife is twisted.

Contrary to him, Mei Changsu did not pay attention to look at his general's expression.

After talking for a while.

He stopped to rest and looked out of the window.

Lin Chen's laughter came from the courtyard.

It sounds very happy.

No worries at all.

Although in fact, there can be no troublesome people in this world.

"Nie Duo ..." He listened quietly for a moment.

Mei Changsu yelled softly.

"I'm here."

"Jing Yan already knows me," Mei Changsu turned his head and looked at him gently. "You know, he is more stubborn, so he will definitely oppose you and the neon affairs ... you have to be patient, I I will find a way. "

Nie Duo looked at him calmly for some reason, and suddenly felt very angry in his heart, and could not help but roar out: "Young Master, please don't worry about us anymore.

This is neither important nor urgent. The most important thing now is you, you clearly ... "

The words choked up here, and I couldn't speak anymore.

What is it obviously, it is already destined to be a hairspring, and it has been exhausted every day, but why still want to bear all the burdens and exhaust all the hard work? Mei Changsu's blind spot is that when he is a little bit late for his soul for the soul of death, for his old friends, for the brothers who live and die, he forgets that others will be worried for him, and forget to watch when friends are watching When he kept sacrificing, the guilt and pain in his heart.

After Nie Duo shouted, he was a little helpless, and put his forehead on the armrest of the young commander's seat with tears, and Mei Changsu looked at him with a daze, his expression was very confused.

Lin Chen didn't know when to appear outside the window. He tilted his head and looked at the scene in the room. He sighed, "Chang Su, when I look at your expression, I know that you don't understand what Nie Duo is angry at."

Before Mei Changsu spoke, Nie Duo jumped and retorted: "Don't talk nonsense, why am I angry? How could I be angry with the young master?"

"Good," Lin Chen waved his hand. "I'm too busy with business. I can't stand your group of people. I can't stand it. How can I be a slick person like this with you?"

At this time, Fei Liu suddenly appeared, carrying a large basin of water and splashing towards Lin Chen from a few steps away, instantly splashing him into a soup chicken, and at the same time loudly said: "Lose!"

Grand Master Lin really did not lose his self-proclaimed and chic character, but he was calm for a moment, then calmed down, wiped the cold water on his face, and turned around elegantly to face Fei Liu, righteously said: "Little Fei Liu, I ’m telling you seriously that although I ’ve played a game of splashing water with you just now, when we have truce for half an hour and I start talking to your Su brother again about other topics, most people should know that the game is over, It ’s very wrong and invalid for you to sneak into the water behind me at this time, do you understand? ”

Fei Liu apparently did not understand, because he immediately blushed angrily: "Lost! You blame!"

The sad atmosphere was disturbed by them and suddenly disappeared.

Nie Duo took a deep breath and stood straight. He was a little annoyed how he had suddenly lost control of his emotions, which troubled the young commander. Fortunately, Mei Changsu's attention has been drawn by Fei Liu now, and he is touching him with a smile. Hair, listening to him a few words to accuse Lin Chen's meanness.

In the end, in accordance with the principle of educating children not to lose faith, Su Zhai ’s owner forced Lin Chen to cash in on his future bet ---- wearing a long skirt and dancing a fan, the whole house ran over to watch, and laughed at once , Sweep away the dullness and sorrow of the past few days.

In the afternoon, Lin Chen carefully examined Mei Changsu's pulse, and his expression was quite satisfactory.

At this time, Li Gang was ready to go out to celebrate He Shou. The two of them got on the same carriage together and drove towards Yanhou Mansion.

Although he said that he would no longer avoid it deliberately, when Mei Changsu arrived at Yanfu, Xiao Jingyan had hurriedly came and left, so the two did not meet.

Because the national funeral is not full, it is not yet possible to gather for a banquet, so the name of Hou ’s invitation is to invite everyone to enjoy the prosperous morning laurel in the backyard of Yanfu, and there are not many people who have received invitations. It was still very quiet. When Mei Changsu went in, there were only four or five people in the Guixiang Hall. Everyone knew each other, but they didn't know each other very well.

"Why don't you see Yujin?" Mei Changsu looked around and asked.

"He has been here for most of the day and accompanies me to entertain guests. Unfortunately, shortly before Mr. Su arrived, he said he would send a friend out, so he ran out."

Mei Changsu's expression slightly moved, and then he smiled again, and the words slipped past.

This occasion is nothing more than a courtesy, and the purpose of welcoming guests is nothing more than to show that he has begun to become active again in the court, so it does n’t matter if he sits down a bit, Mei Changsu will get up and say goodbye.

The carriage returned along the route it came from, crossed the main road of Suzaku, and cut diagonally along the nearest lane.

When passing by the intersection, another black horse-drawn carriage was coming from the south, so Su Zhai's chauffeur stopped the horse rein, avoided it, and let it drive past.

"Here in Yangyang ..." Lin Chen looked through the window screen and looked at the black gauze lantern hanging in front of the carriage and murmured.

"The news of Xie Yu's death came over a few days ago," Mei Changsu sighed. "The friend Yujin went out to send today is probably Xie Bi. Although Qianzhou is a long way away, as a son of man, I still have to transport the bones back. I can only visit Aunt Yang, but now I have no children ... "

"As long as they are destined, they will come back." Lin Chen glared at him. "Sympathy is much stronger than you."

Mei Changsu didn't mind his bad tone, instead a light smile on his lips, patted his arm back, and said softly: "Lin Chen, thank you ..."