My Wife is an Aloof Beauty

Chapter 309 Countless firsts

"But I feel like I'm so cruel. I don't want to see you feel sad anymore because of what happened in the past, because then my heart will hurt."

Ouyang Ruixi stretched out her catkin and gently soothed his frowning eyebrows. She didn't like the way he frowned, because that would mean that he was trapped by something, and such a person He would make himself feel extremely distressed, so for a moment he forgot the shyness he had always felt, and boldly expressed his deep love for him.

"I'm not sad, I'm just a little helpless, so don't worry about me." Mu Jiyun could clearly feel the trembling sensation from her cold fingertips, and sighed. Under her indifferent coat, she has such a passionate heart, and her enthusiasm will only bloom for herself. Looking at it this way, how lucky and happy she is, then he still has What is not to be with her in the same boat?

"Well, if you really feel uncomfortable, don't force it. Although I also want to know everything about you, I don't want my starting point to become a problem for you, so don't take my mood into consideration." Ouyang Rui When Xi said these words, her heart ached, because she knew so well what it felt like to be ignored by relatives, because she was one of the victims, so She is better able to consider issues from Mu Jiyun's perspective instead of being blindly arrogant and unreasonable.

"Perhaps you won't believe it. Ever since I was a child, I have never known what it feels like to be held by my father. I don't even know what it feels like to be pampered by my father. From the beginning The envy of the happy atmosphere of other people's families, and the unconscious resistance later on, I have a deep feeling between the two. Although my mother loves me very much, she still loves me. After all, I will never be as important as my father in her heart, so when they sent me to live abroad alone, I no longer felt cold, but quietly breathed a sigh of relief."

When talking about this, Mu Jiyun still vaguely remembered how excited he was at that time, thinking that if he was far away from them, he would become the only concern in their hearts, so he was very diligent in studying. I just work hard and try my best to show them the best side of myself, thinking that my father will always like me! But in the end, he was still disappointed, because no matter how he behaved, he was always redundant in that luxurious family, and he could not change his fate of being ignored in their minds.

So he slowly looked away from all this, and after a long time, he no longer longed for the care and love that would never come to him, because some things are yours, if they are not yours, how can you get rid of them? It's futile to force it, so why should he spend his time obsessing over these impossible things?

"From that time on, I made up my mind that if I really couldn't fulfill the responsibilities of a father, then I would never get involved in that minefield in my life, so although I told different women There were scandals, but not many people could actually go to bed with me. All the promiscuous and promiscuous life was just a false image to cover up the real me. I thought that only by doing this could I stimulate my parents, and at the same time I also retaliated for the marriage they forced on me, but I didn’t expect that my extreme approach would indirectly hurt you, the innocent person. This was a mistake that I couldn’t estimate, so I am very sorry for this. Very sorry."

Mu Jiyun looked at Ouyang Ruixi seriously. He indeed owed her an explanation and a late apology. The reason why he was so angry at that time was because he never thought that he had never cared about him. His parents suddenly became concerned about his marriage, so in a moment of annoyance, they unacceptably yelled at Ouyang Ruixi, who was still in a state of ignorance at the time, and then turned around without hesitation. go.

Ouyang Ruixi gave him a shallow smile in return, but did not say anything, because she knew that there were many more things he wanted to say, so she just listened quietly and did not need to intervene in her own evaluation. Because even the most beautiful words could not make up for the pale feeling in his heart.

"I had a relationship with you in a daze. This incident made me feel scared, because I suddenly realized something. It turns out that there is a drug in this world. At certain times, it does not mean that I can be self-disciplined. I made it a point not to give birth to my own children with any woman, so in order to avoid future troubles, I did not hesitate to let Shuhan perform sterilization on me. But what I didn’t expect was that I would become pregnant with you in just one night. My child, I never expected this."

Mu Jiyun didn't know whether she should be happy or sad about this, because she almost became a man like her father and became an irresponsible father without knowing it. Fortunately, although she has been there for so many years She has never contacted herself, but in any case, she finally made her life without leaving too many regrets, and personally sent her son to her side. In this way, he should thank her, if not for her generosity If it weren't for her rationality and kindness, she would probably miss this family relationship.

This time it was Ouyang Ruixi who kissed his forehead. It turned out that the person he wanted to target from the beginning was not him, but he was dissatisfied that he was set up by his parents. Unfortunately, she happened to be the target of his venting. She could understand all this, but did he really not think of himself even once in so many years? She really wanted to know this.

"Isn't it strange that I haven't looked for you even once in these years, and I almost forgot that you exist?" Mu Jiyun seemed to be able to detect what was in Ouyang Ruixi's heart, without waiting for her When he had the opportunity to ask, he told him in advance, so his move made Ouyang Ruixi stunned for a few seconds. Could it be that this was the kind of telepathy between lovers that others said? ?

In fact, I can only say that it was Ouyang Ruixi who was overthinking it. Mr. Mu had no spiritual connection with her. That was because all her thoughts were reflected on her face. As a person who has read countless people in the business world, How could the eldest son of the Mu family not see it? So it's not difficult at all to guess the little thoughts in her heart.

"Well! Can you tell me the reason?" In fact, she felt that no matter how forgetful Wu Lun was, it was impossible for him to forget such an important thing. Even if he really hated himself, the people or things he had experienced were nothing like it. It should be completely erased from his mind, so she was really confused about this.

"If you subconsciously resist something, then everything associated with it will be rejected by you, and I was in that state because of my rejection of my parents. Feeling, so even you have been excluded from my heart. It’s not that I really don’t remember that there is a person like you, but I subconsciously chose to forget. It is impossible to take the initiative to find you. Things, besides, I thought you had been living in Fenglin Wanyou, so I only need to send the money, and nothing else is within the scope of my concern. Of course, this is not for you personally, just Because you are the woman they found, that's why I implicated you, and that's why you became a little pitiful person."

Mu Jiyun pinched her little nose. In fact, saying it was not as uncomfortable as he imagined. It was just that the thought was embedded too firmly, which made him think that it was because he had been unable to go. With the scar uncovered, the door opened, and he no longer thought about locking it. At least in front of the woman he loved deeply, he no longer wanted to hold back.

"It turns out that I became a victim in the battle between the two armies, and you obviously chose the side that wanted me to die in the battle. In this way, you are really cruel to me." Ouyang Ruixi is worthy of being A soldier can actually compare such a thing to a battlefield. I have to say that she is really dedicated. She should be given extra points in this regard.

"Yes! I have been really cruel to you. I will not quibble about this, because it is indeed my fault first, but you have also let me down in these short three months. There have been many firsts for me, the first time I stayed quietly somewhere waiting for you to appear, the first time I felt uneasy about a woman, and the first time I allowed a woman to be unscrupulous. I kissed my lips, and for the first time I understood how wonderful it is to love someone, and for the first time I knew that I could lower all my arrogance and bow down just for a woman."

If these were the punishments he had to accept for the cruelty he had shown to her before, then he would accept them obediently, because these were all things he owed her, so there was no reluctance at all. On the contrary, he was very happy because that woman was called Ouyang Ruixi, and she was the woman that Mu Jiyun wanted to pamper his whole life from now on.

"Is what you said true? And the woman you are talking about is me, right?" Ouyang Ruixi looked at him with an excited smile, his smile was intoxicating and warm, and it dazzled Mu Jiyun's eyes for a moment. , with a shocked expression on her face, because she had never seen such a person in these days, so he was very surprised. It turned out that when she really smiled, she was so charming, like a gentle breeze. It brushed his heart and brightened his years. Even if he recalled it many years later, he could still clearly capture the beautiful bloom of her today.

"Who told you that woman is you? I never thought that Colonel Ouyang would be such a narcissistic person. He really doesn't know how to be shy." Mu Jiyun's first reaction when he came back to his senses was to start teasing his little wife. , because she rarely has such tender and affectionate moments. You must know that under normal circumstances, she will either kick herself twice or have a cold expression. She has never felt like a spring breeze like today. I have never seen her before, so I just made fun of her on a whim.

"Is it really not me? What about this?" Before Ouyang Ruixi could finish her words, she directly kissed Mr. Mu's extremely soft thin lips. But she heard that he just mentioned that her lips belonged to another woman. It was an area that had never been explored before, so this made her very excited. It turned out that what he told her before was true. He would never give any woman a chance to kiss her beautiful lips. She was very happy about this. I feel relieved that at least there is a certain place on his body that other women have never touched.

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