My Last Girlfriend

The gloomy sky surprised a large number of passengers. Some even yelled and made a fuss on the spot. A woman's temper was so small that this little thing would make a big noise. Haw a long time and made it take the lead. The train commander was very embarrassed, and the flight attendants were also busy advising and dissuade them, but they were not helpful.

"Don't worry, don't worry! There is a small village in front with a farmhouse. Our railway company is very familiar with the village chief in that area. We can arrange accommodation for everyone temporarily. All the expenses will be borne by our company!"

Sure enough, we looked up, and at the end of the flat field two kilometers ahead, there appeared a row of jagged, low houses next to willow trees, which seemed to be farm villages outside the county seat.

Looking at the gloomy sky, I know, I guess I won’t be able to get to Wuhan today. I sighed, and had to follow the crowd, looking at the women's faces filled with resentment, I always felt that sooner or later the thunder on the ground would be louder than that in the sky.

"Friends, people are on the journey, help each other, should I help you with the bag?" Seeing the bag in my hands and Xiaobai, Zidie asked with a smile.

"No need." I hurriedly pulled the bag and said I refused. I'll go, **** outside. It's too unsafe. The woman in front of me doesn't know the origins. I'm afraid I won't be safe if I'm on the road with the fortune-teller.

"Really." Zidie seemed to see my guard against her, her eyes moved slightly, and she smiled, without saying anything. But the smile on Zidie's face made me a little dazzled. She is really a top high score girl.

In this way, I walked all the way to the nearby Lijiazhai, which is quite close to Jigong Mountain on the border of Henan Province.

When we arrived in the village, it happened to be raining heavily, and the whole sky was like a river falling down. It was dense and there was no gap. We were fortunate to be able to reach the village before it rained. Because of the relationship with the train chief, the village chief in the countryside brought us to meet us immediately, arranged for us to live in the large temple in the village, and the beautiful female villagers gave us soup and water, simple and enthusiastic.

"Come on, big sister, have some hot **** soup!" The little girl in plain rural clothing gave us hot water and **** soup bouncing around, her face full of joy, obviously feeling that so many guests suddenly came to the village. Very excited.

"Ah, thank you, thank you." Xiaobai, who saw something to eat and drink, naturally accepted it unceremoniously. "Master, drink some **** soup, it's very fragrant!" Xiaobai also held the pottery bowl and pushed it to me, motioning me to drink with her. This silly girl is very filial to my master.

"It's really'the house leaks in the night rain, and the boat is late in the wind'! It seems that the rain will be going down for a long time." Zidie sat opposite us with emotion, holding a bowl of **** soup in her hand, and snorted. She drank leisurely with a small sip, and at the same time she greeted and thanked the little girls very politely.

I glanced at Zidie and said nothing, just drank the soup silently. I don't know how to describe my current situation, is it a downfall? Still helpless? I never thought that just going home such a simple thing would encounter so many stumbling and stumbling troubles, it was as if God arranged the script to prevent me from going back.

Why is this happening?

I sighed, but I flew back to Santan City in my heart.

Xiao Bai looked at me, her big eyes flickered and said nothing.

"Miss the urgent matter, my friend?" Zidie asked, looking at me inadvertently.

I paused, then nodded silently.

"In a hurry?"

"very urgent."

The ticking rain washed the roof tiles of the temple, and slowly flowed down the shimmering tiles, and finally dripped on the shallow grass in the corner, and dewdrops flew.

"Hey, master, there are chickens! And ducks!" Xiaobai, an off-line silly girl, was attracted by the chickens and ducks running in the temple before the off-line silly girl was attracted by the majestic Maja Ge La statue in Baoxiang. Chasing the ducks by the side, chasing the gorgeous flowers, it was a pleasure.

My eyes were immediately attracted by the three statues of Ma Nao Ge La in one niche.

"Because of talking to the monks in the bamboo courtyard, I stole my life for half a day. Perhaps it is a wonderful thing to steal a rest while being busy." Zidie smiled.

"You don't understand how anxious I am." I turned back to answer Zidie.

"Really. That's obviously very urgent." Zidie smiled gracefully and sipped the **** tea.

Yuluo rinses, and the initiation is clear. The foggy sky was always covered, and there was no drop in the rain.

I sighed softly and prepared to drink the second sip of **** soup. At this moment, the sound of my phone made me put down the soup bowl, and I was slightly surprised to see the caller ID on it.

It turned out to be a swallow.

However, although it was Yanzi's call, it was not Yanzi's voice.

It's Junxia's.

"Li Jian." The rain was very cold, and I felt Junxia's voice trembling, as if she was also in the rain.

Junxia seems to be afraid of something.

"What's the matter?" I asked softly, but my heart was beating.

"Swallow... She committed suicide by taking sleeping pills."

The wind passed without a trace, and the rain fell silently.

Wan Lai was quiet.

"Swallow... committed suicide?"

I felt like I had fallen into the icy abyss in an instant, and the cold breath instantly penetrated into my skin, like golden needles, inserted into my skin and flesh.

At the moment the golden light flickered in front of me, I seemed to see Yanzi's gentle and smiling face.

It took a while before I came back to my senses.

The swallow committed suicide... the swallow committed suicide...

I feel like my heart has been emptied.

"She took a bottle of sleeping pills... Now she has been sent to the hospital for rescue... But the situation is critical, I don't know if she can be rescued. Xu Liuli told me the news, she told me not to tell you, but I think about it. I thought, I told you."

Hearing Junxia's words, I finally left a glimmer of hope in my heart, and I stood up instantly, almost frantically:

"Can Yanzi survive? Is there any hope?"

"I... don't know. I will tell you if I have news. Li Jian, please be strong. You'd better plan for the worst in this matter."

"Why did Yanzi do this? Why?! It doesn't make sense!" I clenched my fists and screamed angrily, like crazy.

"The Yanzi's family was unable to repay the debt after selling the original stock. Today her family was photographed, and the family will go bankrupt in a few days. Plus... Yanzi's mother has been in jail. This is a big blow to the Yanzi."

I felt a cold fist passed through and the cold wind and rain hit my face, making my whole face hurt.

"Then why don't you use private funds to help her, Junxia? Aren't you also the person who holds shares in the Luo family now?! Why don't you help Yanzi get in first!"

"I am a civil servant, Li Jian, did you forget that civil servants cannot be held privately, and my application for resignation has not been approved..." Junxia's voice was obviously weakened, "and I didn't expect such a thing to happen."

"sorry I forgot."

"Li Jian, calm down, I know you are anxious."

My thoughts are utterly shattered. I know it's not Junxia's fault.

But thinking that the girl I saw for the first time in this world might go to sleep forever, I felt almost desperate.

At that moment, I realized that Yanzi, a girl who didn't seem to have much intersection with my life, actually occupies such a large proportion in my heart.

It seems that since the first meeting, Yanzi and I have not seen each other for half a year, but every time I go, I will report to Yanzi, and I will contact her and tell her what I have seen and heard. Whether it’s Junxia’s house, Yunnan, Henan, stop after stop, at each stop, I will tell my story to Swallow, what happened to me, Swallow is like the one who stands behind me forever Audience. Although I can't see her, I know that, right there, in the distance behind me, there is a pair of eyes looking at me silently, paying attention to me.

The swallow is like a spiritual support for me. Just like when a duck is born, it regards the object it first sees as its own mother. I also have a special affection for swallows.

That kind of sentiment is unclear, not as clear as Junxia, ​​not as ambiguous as Xiaobai, not as direct as a female wolf head, but she does exist.

But at this moment, this emotion seemed to disappear.

"Junxia, ​​have you gone to the hospital now?"

"I'm outside the operating room. Li Jian. Yanzi's cell phone is with me." Junxia gave me an anxious answer. I gritted my teeth, cursing the swallow for doing stupid things, and praying that the swallow will never get into trouble!

"If there is news about Swallows, tell me, if something happens to Swallows, I will make the Bai family ruined!"

I hung up the phone, and then called Xiaotaimei and Bingshan Beauty, but both Xiaotaimei and Bingshan Beauty didn't answer the phone, I don't know what happened. I have never been able to get through, so I can only be irritated in my heart, wishing to fly to Santan City.

The swallow was hovering between life and death, but I couldn't find a way back thousands of miles away. This feeling really made me almost collapsed.

"Master, what's the matter with you? Your face is so scary." Xiaobai heard the sound of my phone call and walked up to look at me and said.

I glanced at Xiaobai, Xiaobai shuddered when he saw my eyes, and said nothing.

"Xiao Bai, let's go, let's go now!"

"Go? Where are you going?"

"Go to the county to find a car, let's go to Wuhan! My sister!"

Looking at Xiao Bai with a worried expression on my face, I finally lost my heart, took her hand directly and rushed out of the temple in the rain.

But because I was too impatient, my foot slammed into the high threshold when I was running. As a result, I just stretched my unsteady leg bones and clicked, and then I felt that my left leg couldn't be connected for an instant. Shangli, even with me, fell limp to the ground, unbiased and fell into a big puddle outside the temple, all the mud and water that accumulated on the ground pounced on my body and face. When I came over, my body was muddy and dirty.

Suddenly I fell a mouth and gnawed mud, and finally I could no longer restrain the grief and anger in my heart. The violent rain wetted my hair and face, and I slapped the rain on the ground like crazy, and the water splashed everywhere. But the pain and desolation in my heart are worse.

"God, are you kidding me? Isn't it fun to do this?"

Pointing at the sky angrily, I cursed wildly, causing everyone present to look at me.

"Owner!"

"Friend, don't be like this."

Seeing me clamoring crazily in the puddle, Xiaobai and Zidie were shocked and hurriedly came forward to help me up, but at that time I was really emotional, struggling frantically, and dislocated. My left leg was kicking frantically, although there were no tears, but my face was soaking wet.

I was limped and helped back into the temple, with muddy water on my mouth and face, and I covered my face without saying a word. Others asked me what was wrong, but I didn't answer, I just covered my face, lowered my head, annoyed.

Ice cold.

It's cold to the bones.

Because I suddenly realized. This is providence.

God's will prevents me from going back to Santan City.

God's will prevents me from seeing the swallows