My Inseparable House Guests

"Just here. ┡Ww*W. んKe Wai Shu. O R G [Fengyun Novel Reading Network]" Fang Ze walked into the room with a jujube cake, and said to Chen Qin, "Your nephew bought you a very famous I was afraid that the jujube paste cake from the shop would be broken by post, so I brought it over."

"Come in." Chen Qin saw that Fang Ze was alone, and stepped aside to let Fang Ze in.

"Sister Chen, since you have come to my place, I will take you to eat some of the more famous snacks here in a few days." Fang Ze walked in while talking.

After entering the house, Fang Ze took a look around the house of about 100 square meters, but did not find the three demolition offices of the husky, Samoyed and Alaska raised by Chen Qin.

Chen Qin is a very dog-loving person, which can be seen from the last time I saw her in the holiday villa and led her three demolition offices everywhere.

So Fang Ze believed that since Chen Qin came here to live alone, he would definitely lead the three dogs.

But now Fang Ze can see the traces of the life of the three dogs, even the dog bowl can be seen, but the three dogs have disappeared.

"Sister Chen, what about your house's demolition office?" Fang Ze asked.

"Give it away." Chen Qin replied nonchalantly, as if it was a very common thing.

"Don't want to raise it anymore?" Fang Ze asked while putting down the jujube cake.

Because he was afraid that Chen Qin would not like to meet strangers, Fang Ze did not ask Lockhart to follow him, but let him stay on the bench downstairs to read a book, anyway, the distance would not exceed a hundred meters. "

"No, because I can't raise it anymore." Chen Qin said, "So I can only give it away?"

Can't keep it anymore?

Before Fang Ze understood what Chen Qin said, he saw Chen Qin reached out and took a piece of jujube cake and fed it into his mouth.

"When did the shop selling jujube cake on the opposite street become famous?" Chen Qin obviously figured out where the jujube cake came from.

"Maybe it's just that the taste is a bit similar. You know that there are some famous restaurants now, and the food they make is actually no different from ordinary small restaurants." Fang Ze continued to lie.

"Oh." Chen Qin pointed to the bag Fang Ze used to hold the jujube cake and asked, "Then why is the name of the store on the packaging bag the same?"

"Forehead.

"Fang Ze slapped his head, remembering that he forgot to change the packaging.

"Chen Jian asked you to come and see me. I'm afraid something will happen to me." Chen Qin said as he sat on the sofa, then looked at Fang Ze and said, "Tell him, I don't need to worry him anymore."

"You can't think about it." Fang Ze felt that Chen Qin's current state was very wrong.

"You know, sometimes it's very difficult to be alive." Chen Qin said to Fang Ze.

"But if you're not here, your family and friends should be very sad." Fang Ze said quickly.

"If it wasn't for them, I might have chosen to leave this world a long time ago." Sitting on the sofa, Chen Qin said lightly, "I also want to love in the past, and I also want to work hard to accept this world in the past. But I really can't , Eating seems to be a task, and breathing is just a habit. The reason why I still work hard to live in this world is just because I don’t want to disappoint the person who loves me.”

"After suffering from depression, suffering from depression, for a long time, I thought I was living two completely different lives, a person who was always afraid of other people. I was afraid that people would see me for who I really was, and Not what everyone thinks I am: a gentle woman who loves pets. I'm not perfect. Beneath my smile is a struggle. Beneath my light is darkness. Beneath my personality lies a deeper truth. pain."

"Some people are afraid that people don't like him, some people may be afraid of heights, some people may be afraid of death. But for me, a big part of my life is fear of myself. I'm afraid of the truth, I'm afraid of being honest, I'm afraid of Vulnerability, this fear made me feel like I was cornered into a corner with only one way out."

Chen Qin slowly said what was in his heart word by word, but this made Fang Ze feel more and more afraid.

Many depressed patients look like normal people on the surface, and some are even very outgoing. But this is not the real self, this is just the appearance they tried hard to pretend.

Depressed patients will not easily show their true inner self to others, and they basically will not tell others what is in their hearts.

That's why they live in such pain.

If a depressed patient is willing to share her thoughts with outsiders, either her depression has shown signs of improvement, or it means that she really can't hold on anymore.

"Chen Qin." Fang Ze shouted suicidally, "Listen, if you feel that your life is too tiring, it's okay to live without working so hard. You don't have to give others a better impression .Just like being in the dark, you don’t have to find a way out of here. If you’re too tired, just rest in the dark. It’s better than having no darkness at all.”

"You and my psychiatrist said the same thing." Chen Qin said with a sudden laugh.

"Because as an outsider, we can only say this. If you haven't suffered from depression, you can't understand your heart at all."

"Inner heart? Every depression patient is a contradictory individual. Every day, it seems that two villains are fighting in their heads. Only when they are tired from fighting can you get a moment's rest." Chen Qin pointed to his head and said .

Seeing that Chen Qin seemed to be getting better now, Fang Ze continued, "So are you taking a short rest right now?"

"No, I'm going to take a permanent rest." Chen Qin leaned his head back, lying on the sofa in a big character.

Looking at Chen Qin's current state, Fang Ze felt more and more uneasy.

She stood up, took steps, turned on Athena's vision to observe the surroundings, and asked Chen Qin, "Why do you say that?"

"Because I'm going to die. I can't bear to live like this anymore. If people really have reincarnation, then I hope I can live well in my next life."

While Chen Qin was speaking, Fang Ze suddenly saw a bottle scattered on the ground.

A green bottle.

Fang Ze squatted down and picked up the bottle. Seeing the label on the almost empty bottle, he felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave.

Because the bottle said impressively: Paraquat!

Throwing the bottle on the ground as if bitten by a snake, Fang Ze turned around, looked at Chen Qin who was still lying there with a smile on his face, and asked in horror, "How much did you drink?"

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