My Husband Turned Me To His Maid

I felt as if I was trapped in a nightmare with the boogy man and he was about to kiss me.

I knew I shouldn't have been feeling this way. I loved him but I just couldn't help myself. I hated him as much as I loved him or even more. He has hurt me so much this week I wasn't willing to have s.e.x with him at least for now, but refusing him would lead to him beating me and I couldn't take anymore violence.

I could feel him smirk as he put his large, cold, hands on the back of my neck, bending my lips to his. He kissed me, first lightly, then more urgently, his tongue in my mouth but I didn't kiss him back I couldn't kiss him back. My mind was blank and it controlled my actions.

I couldn't think or react I was scared, angry, frustrated and disgusted. He pulled me up pushing me to the wall. His lips claimed mine again his tongue inside mine, my h.i.p.s tilted against his, my b.r.e.a.s.ts against his c.h.e.s.t, my whole body sending a message that was undeniable. "I do not want this." It was a message he heard but a message he didn't want to acknowledge.

It was in my whole body language that I didn't want to have s.e.x with him at least not today but he chose to ignore it.

I tried to push him away gently. My hands were on his c.h.e.s.t pushing him away slowly. But then he caught hold of my hands and pushed it  down. He held it behind my back as he started to kiss Me again.

His tongue fluttered against mine and his hands went deep in my hair. I used to yearn for this moment like a baby yearned for her mother but right now I dreaded this it like dying.

"Stop please," I begged in his kiss but he didn't listen. Tears were beginning to fall from my eyes. I tried to push him away I yearned to, but he held my hands tightly behind me. My small hands against his is a battle already won before it began.

He pulled me against him and nibbled at my chin, my ear, touching my face with his fingertips, sighing, whispering, "You feel so good."

"Please let me go Cletus I don't want to, not today." I begged, sobbing.

"You are my wife and it's your duty to please me any day and anytime I want it. I own you." He screamed at my face, letting my hands go. I rubbed on them grateful that at least he had let go of me.

I moved away from him as fast as I could before I replied."It is your duty to respect my feelings too, don't come asking for s.e.x if you treat me like trash___" I yelled back when I was at a safe distance away from him on the other side of the bed.