My Divine Diary

  Chapter 8 Life

  "Xiaohui, don't worry, the doctor said, your illness is just a minor illness, and you will be discharged soon."

  Huang Shujun smiled, chattering at Su Hao, for fear that Su Hao would think wildly.

   "Yes, yes!" Luo Shengrong nodded quickly.

   "The doctor also said that it was mainly because you were too tired to fall ill these years, so you can no longer read books during this period, and you should take a good rest."

"Yeah!"

   "In order to make you feel at ease, our family has moved to the hospital during this period. And you can't read books during this period. I'm afraid you will be bored, so we are here to talk with you."

"Yeah!"

  ...

  Su Hao listened carefully, pretending that he didn’t know his condition, and nodded and promised his parents would heal their injuries. He didn’t think about anything during this time.

   Then I took the time to check the "pancreatic cancer" on the Internet.

  Pancreatic cancer is called "the king of cancer"...

   Seeing this, Su Hao suddenly understood, meaning that he was not saved. From the perspective of modern medicine, this is a terminal illness, with a high probability that it will not last for nine months.

  Su Hao, who calmly thought about the current situation, discovered that the universe and the starry sky are mysterious and unpredictable. Isn't life mysterious and unpredictable? Mankind's current understanding of life is still in a very superficial level, and most of the illnesses cannot be cured, and the cause is unknown.

  And his knowledge of the human body is even more superficial, and he has almost no knowledge of his own body. The knowledge pursued over the years has been biased towards natural sciences, while ignoring the fundamental human life-life. Even in the "cosmic light" he constructed, there is not even a "medicine" category.

  Su Hao silently entered the pinball space, adding a new column to the back of many categories, named "medicine". After thinking about it, I deleted it and changed it to "life".

  The end of medicine is life.

  Sickness is a strong signal sent by the body. After the organs and cells in the body cannot withstand the damage, the signal to seek help from the outside world is an attempt by life.

  So, what is life? Flesh, cells, chromosomes, nucleic acids, proteins?

  Unknown. All I know is that life is a miracle in the universe for hundreds of millions of years.

  The meaning of life has surpassed the cognition of human beings as life itself, why it started, why it ends, and what is life. No one can give a real answer to these questions. Moreover, a normal person would not think about these issues at all.

  But Su Hao was lying on the hospital bed, staring blankly at the "Life" column, and fell into deep thought for the first time.

  Are there really no answers to these questions?

   Su Hao suddenly had a strong desire to explore.

  ...

  The next day, Su Hao pretended to be casual and said: "Mom, I want to read medical books. Will you give me a computer?"

   "No!" Huang Shujun refused without even thinking about it. In her opinion, the reason why her baby son fell ill was because he was indulged in studying and broke his body.

   At this time, Luo Chaoxin next to him also raised his hand and said, "Mom, brother wants to read, and I want to read too."

Huang Shujun suddenly caught fire. The first time he picked up Luo Chaoxin, he hit him, and said while he said: "Reading, reading, what to read? Luo Chaoxin's old lady's words are here, and I will dare to take the top 20 of the class in the future. My old lady interrupted your leg and heard No? You will play with me in the future so that I can see you reading your homework and want you to look good."

  Happiness came so suddenly, this is heaven, Luo Chaoxin forgot to cry after being beaten.

  Su Hao scratched his head helplessly, turned to look at his father Luo Shengrong, and tried: "Dad, I just want to read a book, please help me get a computer!"

   Before Luo Shengrong could speak, Huang Shujun immediately said loudly: "No, I can’t do it if I say no!"

After talking, he gave Luo Shengrong a look.

  Luo Shengrong's originally softened heart hardened again, and said with full of breath: "Yes, no!"

   Immediately after, Huang Shujun began to analyze to Su Hao again and again, why not show him a book, reading is harmful to health and other nonsense, making Su Hao dizzy.

  Finally, I had to change the way of communication.

  I saw Su Hao with a firm face and said: "Mom, you don't have to lie to me, I already knew that I had cancer, right? I only have less than nine months, right?"

  Huang Shujun and Luo Shengrong were stunned. Luo Chaoxin seemed to understand what was wrong, learning his parents to stare their eyes to the fullest.

  Huang Shujun couldn't help but big tears fell like raindrops, Luo Shengrong hugged his wife quickly.

  Huang Shujun suddenly thought of something, and suddenly broke away from Luo Shengrong's arms, pointed at his husband, and said in anger: "Luo Shengrong, said, did you **** tell Xiaohui?"

  Luo Shengrong was shocked, and immediately shook his head and waved his hand: "It's not me, it's not me!"

   "Isn't who you are?"

  Luo Shengrong's eyes rolled, and he happened to see Luo Chaoxin with an inexplicable look. He immediately pointed to Luo Chaoxin and said: "Maybe it was Xiaoxin!"

  Huang Shujun’s burning eyes looked at Luo Chaoxin: "Luo Chaoxin? Did you say that?"

   Luo Chaoxin looked dazed. Who am I, where am I, what am I doing?

  At this time, Su Hao looked funny and said: “Don’t guess, no one told me, I took a peek while you weren’t paying attention.”

  Huang Shujun stopped and cautiously said: "Xiaohui, you...are you sad?"

   "Nonsense!" Su Hao said silently, "I must be sad, but what can I do if I am sad? It can't change the facts."

   Suddenly, the ward fell into a brief silence, and no one spoke.

Seeing that the atmosphere was wrong, Huang Shujun's tears were about to fall again. He hurriedly said: "Mom, I know you are good to me, but the matter has reached this point and it is irretrievable. At the end of my life, I want to live my own way. Okay? I want to read a book."

  Huang Shujun choked and said: "However, the doctor said that as long as you maintain an optimistic and positive attitude towards life, you have a chance to be cured. So during this time you don't have too much pressure, just listen to your mother, okay?"

  Su Hao comforted: "Don't worry, I will actively cooperate with the treatment, and I will not make my body too tired, so I promise to only look at it for a short time every day."

  Huang Shujun was still hesitating, Su Hao said again: "And, don't you remember mom? Your son is a genius. Let me study my disease by myself, maybe I can find a cure."

  Luo Shengrong hammered the palm of his hand, with dark clouds floating on his face: "It makes sense!"

   Su Hao hit the railroad while it was hot: “It’s more than justified. As the saying goes, it’s better to ask for yourself than for yourself. You should take control of your own life. Believe in me, it might really be possible.”

  Finally, Huang Shujun was persuaded and agreed to help Su Hao get a computer and go to the bookstore to help him buy some books on medical research and life sciences.

  The prerequisite is that it is only allowed to be used for no more than four hours a day, and it will be recovered after four hours.

  But for Su Hao, such conditions are like no restrictions at all. You only need to get a computer and scan all the knowledge of life medicine into the pachinko space, and you can view it in the pachinko space at will.

  After discussing Su Hao's affairs, Huang Shujun turned his attention to Luo Chaoxin.

  "Xiaoxin, tomorrow my mother will take you to apply for extracurricular interest classes. You have to learn art, piano, dance, taekwondo, swimming, table tennis...you must practice your body well, you know?"

   Luo Chaoxin fell from heaven to hell.

  　The book has been signed, you can safely collect it!

  (End of this chapter)