My 26-year-old Female Tenant

Leaving the rice noodle shop, walking alone in the empty street in the middle of the night, I felt uncontrollable boredom in my heart. At this moment, I had already made a choice, but Li Xiaoyun's reaction was more violent than I imagined, as if my decision touched Her reverse scale.

   Speaking of which, which woman can stand her fiancé giving up her job and going to another city for another woman? In fact, Li Xiaoyun has already shown her self-cultivation without arguing with me.

I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, and smoked it a little bit dejectedly, and there was a burst of throbbing pain in my heart because I felt sorry for Li Xiaoyun, but I would not change the decision I had already made, and this time I would do it no matter what. To help Le Yao tide over the difficulties, for the slap she received for me...

  Taking a deep breath, I stubbed out the cigarette butt, took out my phone from my pocket, and immediately sent a message to Le Yao: "I'm going to quit my job tomorrow, and I'll go to Suzhou after I finish the work handover."

  Very happy, Yao replied: "Thank you Zhaoyang, I knew you would never leave me alone."

   "Hmm... can you get a good night's sleep now?"

   "I don't want to sleep yet, I want to talk to you and hear your voice."

  I looked bitterly at Le Yao's text message. At this moment, I gave her a sense of security, but what about Li Xiaoyun? She must have been utterly hurt by my decision...

Le Yao didn't wait for me to reply to the text message, so she dialed the phone directly, I stared blankly at the phone screen that was flickering because of the incoming call, finally I still didn't answer, hung up the phone, and immediately returned a message to Le Yao: " I'm a little tired today, I want to rest, let's talk about it tomorrow."

   Before Le Yao replied to the text message, I turned off the phone, and then dragged my heavy body with a tired soul to continue walking on the cold street, as if there was no end in sight...

  …

  It was already late at night when I got home. I thought that Dad and Mom had already rested, so I opened the door gently, but I didn't expect them both to be sitting in the living room, and their complexions didn't look very good.

  My heart tightened, did they already know what just happened between me and Li Xiaoyun? According to what I know about Li Xiaoyun, at least she won't tell her parents about my resignation and going to Suzhou right now.

  My mother asked in a deep voice before I changed my shoes: "Zhaoyang, why is your phone turned off?"

  I said perfunctorily, "Maybe the battery is out."

   "Did you quarrel with Xiaoyun?"

"No."

  My mother asked, "Tell me the truth, is there any? Just now Xiaoyun's mother called and said that Xiaoyun cried as soon as she came home, locked herself in the room, and didn't open the door no matter how she shouted."

  A sense of guilt flooded me again, and I stood there for a long time, not knowing how to respond to my mother's words. If I let her know the truth of the matter, she might be more difficult to accept than Li Xiaoyun.

  But after all, I can't leave Xuzhou silently, and they also want to know the truth of the matter after all. As for those bad consequences, they simply bear it together today.

  I plucked up the courage and finally said to my mother who was waiting for my answer: "Mom, I am going to quit my job in Xuzhou. I want to go back to Suzhou, for a friend..."

Before I finished speaking, my mother's expression suddenly became extremely ugly, and she scolded angrily: "You bastard, no wonder Xiao Yun... No wonder Xiao Yun... Tell me, what are you trying to do with all this nonsense? ......Ah? What do you want to do? Do you think you have too many good days?"

Seeing my mother's angry incoherent appearance, I felt even more guilty, I lowered my head and said nothing, but I didn't want this kind of silence to stimulate my mother's emotions, she said angrily: "Zhaoyang, Let me tell you, no matter what your reason is, you have to stay in Xuzhou for me and marry Xiaoyun back to our Lao Zhao's family, otherwise, I will treat you as a **** son."

I was spoiled by my mother and grew up. I have never heard her say such serious words to me. The overwhelming dull pain pierced me, and I was even shaken for a moment. I was willing to let Le Yao down. I have to stay in Xuzhou because I dare not disobey my parents like this.

But in the end, I still gritted my teeth and said: "Mom, I know this decision will hurt many people, but I still decided to do it because I have to do it, so I hope you and my dad can understand... If there is a little choice , I will not leave Xuzhou, I have no choice..."

"Zhaoyang, your wings are hard now. Your dad and I can't discipline you, and we can't be your master. Don't you want to go? Get out now, get out of this house, and your dad and I will never have a baby." You disobedient son." My mother pointed at me angrily and said.

I looked at my father helplessly, expecting him to say something for me, but he was silent, even dull, I knew that my decision really hurt them, otherwise my mother, who has always been good-tempered, has always been the most beloved How could my mother, who was drowning in me, speak such harsh words to me.

  I didn’t explain anything to myself anymore, because how to explain this matter would be stupid and wrong from the perspective of my parents. I finally walked into the room with my head down, and then I packed my luggage.

  …

I just dragged my luggage out of the room, and said to my father and mother: "Dad, Mom, I'm leaving. I dare not ask for your forgiveness for what my son did wrong. I just hope you pay attention to your health. I’ll come back to see you when I’m free.”

   "Zhaoyang, you left like this, are you worthy of Xiaoyun, me and your father?" My mother said to me tearfully.

I am heartbroken, this kind of choice is even more difficult than telling Mi Cai about Mi Zhongde's power conspiracy last time, but it is also more helpless, I don't expect to be forgiven, I only hope that time will dilute the evil consequences of this choice , and then free me, as for now, the only thing I can do is to endure the pain of choice.

I lowered my head and remained silent, making up my mind to leave in the silence. At this time, Ban Dae, who had not spoken a word, finally said: "Let him go, his heart is not in Xuzhou, nor in Xiaoyun." body, sooner or later he will leave."

  I looked at Ban Dae in amazement. I don't know where the basis for his words came from. If it wasn't for Le Yao's huge difficulties, I really have no plans to go back to Suzhou.

Puzzled, I suddenly remembered a dream I had a long time ago. In the dream, I asked the woman with long hair hanging down her shoulders: Why is she the woman in my heart, but I can’t get close to her? She said: Because I still don’t understand What does your heart want.

  Ban Dae’s words are very similar to this dream. Is it true that my heart is not in Xuzhou, but there is always someone or something I dream of in Suzhou?

Dad lit a cigarette and said to me: "You are my son, I know your temper, we can't persuade you after you make a decision, now you and Xiaoyun are not engaged, so don't delay Xiaoyun any longer This is a good girl, let's hang out together..."

  My mother pulled Ban Dae and said emotionally: "Lao Zhao, how do you say such a thing, you can't let his temper go like this, and miss Xiao Yun, a good girl, and he will regret it for the rest of his life."

Ban Dad shook his head and said: "It's better to break up with Xiaoyun now than to get married later. I can't bear to see him spoil Xiaoyun, a good girl. Let him go, let him go his own way." Walk."

  Mom looked at Ban Dae in astonishment, and Ban Dae waved to me with a tired and depressed expression, beckoning me to go...

I lowered my head and said "I'm sorry", and finally dragged my suitcase and walked out of the house. I have no way of knowing what kind of life I will live after this night, but I know that those who are accompanied by Li Xiaoyun The stable days of living came to an end in a trance.

  Thinking of Li Xiaoyun’s goodness, my nose is a little sore. If she is willing to wait for me, I can really go back to Xuzhou after helping Le Yao and fight for a stable life with her again, but is she willing to wait? are you willing?