My 26-year-old Female Tenant

After seeing Mi Cai off, I went back to the house, drank all the red wine I hadn’t finished, then lit a cigarette and lay down on the sofa and smoked heavily, but I still thought about asking Mi Cai if we counted. Considering the picture of a friend, I am a little surprised why I would ask such a question, and what is the meaning of this question?

I didn't think about it for a long time. Maybe this is the same as saying that people are going to die. Although I didn't care what Mi Cai thought of me, when I really wanted to leave, I wanted to leave a good impression on Mi Cai. Even if she is not a friend, I don't want her to associate me with obscene, shameless, and despicable words when she thinks of me.

  After washing up, I got out of the trance after drinking and gradually became sober, so I packed my luggage while I was sober.

  I still have the guitar that Jian Wei gave me in my luggage. I found a clean rag and wiped it over and over again, so I wiped out the pain of love and the wound of memories. I was a little sad.

It would be great if there is a love that can ignore material things and be eternal. In this way, I may have married Jian Wei now. In fact, I am not afraid of marriage at all, because I love Jian Wei and be with the woman I really love , it won't be boring for a long time.

I remember, those days when we broke up, I thought about her all the time, and wanted to tell her: "Don't forget that I've been standing at the end of the world waiting for you", but I didn't get a response after a month, a year, and so on. So I started to rot my life with beer and women, but the guitar she gave me stayed with me unchanged.

I put down the rag and pulled the strings of the guitar, the sound was still clear, so I felt like hearing the clear laughter of those cuddling together, this kind of laughter made me happy in the past, but hurt my present, so I Hold the guitar tightly, hold it tight, thinking that this will hold those laughter and laughter in your hands.

  …

  A burst of mobile phone ringing pulled me back to reality, and those clenched laughter and laughter fell from my fingers like sand, and I couldn't grasp it even if I wanted to.

   Stared blankly at the phone for a long time before answering the call. The call was from Yan Yan. She asked me straight to the point: "Zhaoyang, when are you going back to Xuzhou?"

   "Tomorrow, tomorrow morning."

  Yan Yan sighed and said, "Is it so fast?"

   "That's right, there is no attachment or care, and you can come and go freely." I smiled and replied.

"I still want to invite you to dinner for you to practice!...We have been friends for so many years, and I really don't want to part with you." Yan Yan said with some choked up, I know her choked up came from the bottom of her heart, she didn't want to part with me I would also be reluctant to leave her and Fangyuan, but this city is not suitable for me after all, and leaving means relief and a new beginning.

   "It doesn't matter if you practice it, you and Fangyuan are very busy, but you should remember to come to Xuzhou to play when you have time..." After thinking about it, I added, "If he still wants to."

In fact, in the four days after I resigned from the company, I had no contact with Fangyuan. I knew he still couldn't let go of that incident and was dissatisfied with me, but I didn't know how to explain it to him, because my reasons were In his eyes, it is not a reason. We can't look at this matter from the same angle at all. This makes me feel regretful and heartbroken.

  Yan Yan didn't say a word, and I guessed that Fang Yuan was still angry at this time, and maybe he would be angry for a long time. The adverse consequences of this incident were too great.

  Yan Yan was silent for a long time before finally saying to me: "What time is the train tomorrow? I'll take you to the station."

   "Don't be so troublesome."

   "Tomorrow is the weekend, I don't go to work, it's fine."

  I thought about it, and didn't refuse any more, so I told Yan Yan the departure time tomorrow morning, and also told her my current address.

Turning off the lights, I faced the darkness and summed up my past years in Suzhou. In fact, it was not without any gains. At least I still had a few good friends and a good boss, Chen Jingming. I gave up the opportunity, and indirectly ruined Chen Jingming's promotion opportunity. Thinking of this incident, I feel guilty again.

  I also know that Fang Yuan's greatest resentment towards me is because of Chen Jingming. He has always valued Chen Jingming's kindness to him. Without Chen Jingming, he would not be where he is today.

  However, is our brotherhood for so many years really going to be ruined by the right and wrong in these workplaces?

I don't understand, and I don't have an answer. I just hope that time will let Fang Yuan feel relieved. One day later, I will wait for him and Yan Yan to visit us in Xuzhou, and then drink a few glasses of wine, smoke a few cigarettes, and talk about it like before. Say a few bragging words in your throat...

   Tiredness finally arose in my wild thoughts. In the middle of the night, I yawned heavily, then fell into sleep, and quietly spent the last night before leaving.

  …

  Early the next morning, I moved my bags out of the house, and then gave all the keys to the house to the young couple who rented the house yesterday.

Underneath the apartment, I looked at the morning sun, and today I made an appointment with Yan Yan: she will come and take me to the train station, but women are born slow, and it’s still early before boarding time, so I’m not in a hurry, Just waiting and watching, I smoked several cigarettes habitually.

After a while, I finally saw Yan Yan's slowly approaching white Mazda 6. What surprised me was that there was another person in the passenger seat, and upon closer inspection it turned out to be Fang Yuan. Come see me off with Yan Yan.

  After the car came to a complete stop, Yan Yan and Fang Yuan got off from both sides of the car, and then came to me.

  I smiled at Fangyuan: "I didn't expect you to come!"

   "Yan Yan is here, why don't I come?"

  I jokingly asked: "Your kid was kidnapped by Yan Yan, right? You are quite reluctant!"

   "It's almost the same as being tied." Although Fang Yuan responded to my words, he did not smile.

  Yan Yan patted Fang Yuan and said, "You two have been brothers for so many years, and you really want to be inseparable from each other. Let's help Zhaoyang carry the luggage to the car, so you don't miss the train."

   Fangyuan nodded, and then Yan Yan and I put my little luggage into the trunk of the car, and said to me who was stunned: "Why, do you want to miss it for a while?"

  I smiled, said nothing, and gestured to Fangyuan to get on the bus, and then the three of them got on the bus, and Yan Yan started the car and drove towards the train station.