My 26-year-old Female Tenant

The sound of breathing can be heard in the quiet surroundings, and at some point a faint layer of mist condensed on the surface of the river, which added some mystery to the night. Pointy water droplets sprinkled on my face, and looked at me with a smile on my face. Naturally, I soberly defined this behavior as flirting, so I also stretched my hand into the river water, feeling wet, Put your hands on her face.

When I thought she would continue to escalate this kind of flirting, she put her hand on mine and said to me softly: "Zhaoyang, after I come back from the United States, no matter whether the listing is successful or not, you Marry me all, okay?"

I looked at her, but I seemed to see my beating heart and jumping soul on her face, so that it took me a long time to know what to say, and I hurriedly said: "Okay... .What kind of wedding do you want? Romantic? Relaxed? Tourist?"

  Mi Cai shook her head...

   "Do you already have an idea, you tell me, no matter how difficult it is, I will definitely realize it."

   "None of these, as long as you are the groom at the wedding is enough..."

Her answer shocked me. I looked at her for a long time and used all my thoughts to finally understand the meaning of this sentence. Her promise to marry Weiran is not just a rhetoric, but an action. Maybe, she also I was desperate and cried in compromise...so when we talked about getting married again, all she cared about was me being the groom at her wedding...

At this moment, there is a kind of sadness in my heart. Everything Mi Cai and I have experienced is not writing poetry, and life is not writing poetry. We have stumbled along the way, and what we expect is no longer the frills of life. each other's wedding!

   This is nothing, because this kind of need to return to the true nature is right for the city I have been looking for...it is simple and pure in itself!

  I finally whispered into Mi Cai's ear, "Let me kiss you for a while, is that okay?"

   "How long is a while?"

   "I can't move..."

"it is good!"

Looking at Mi Cai's face with closed eyes, I felt a deep affection, an uncontrollable urge, I bowed my head and kissed her, she still only responded jerky, but in the sound of each other's "thumping" heartbeats In the moistness and softness between the lips, there is such a moment of poetry in life...

  .......

Back at the inn, I felt as if I could feel the approaching dawn, but I still didn’t feel sleepy. I lay on the bed, looked out the window, and thought about it habitually again, so the hypotheses fluttered in my mind. .....

  If Zhuomei fails to go public in the United States this time, what situation will Mi Cai face? Will it become nothing?

   It shouldn't be so bad, but it can't be said so absolutely. If it is so bad, what should I do?

  I fell into the struggle again, asking myself: Should I give up everything Jian Wei gave me?

  I thought about it over and over again, and the more I thought about it, the more I hesitated. I was afraid that when Mi Cai had nothing, I would have nothing at the same time... At that time, what should I use to maintain her original life?

  Thinking about it, my heart was once again full of frustration and struggle, and I also felt that it was so ridiculous that I would use everything my ex-girlfriend gave me to satisfy my future fiancée......

This **** life is not poetry, it's shit... I wasn't a hesitant, naive person, but I was driven into a state of insanity by this shit-like life, as if it was a kind of choice Low-level mistakes, I can no longer live the essence of high-level...

   In the midst of my confusion, I finally took out a cigarette from the cabinet at hand and lit it, and then posted a **** emoji on my WeChat Moments, expressing the indignation in my heart and the loss after losing~!

About ten minutes later, this message in Moments was liked by someone at dawn. I thought it was an illusion, and looked carefully. It was really Le Yao who liked this post. Send me another private message: "Did you finally realize that you are pooping before dawn?"

  I stared, with the urge to vomit blood, and replied after a while: "I have to **** annoy you so much that you can say such vicious things against your conscience!"

   "Ah! So it wasn't describing yourself... Sigh! I'm so disappointed, I thought you finally knew yourself soberly, so it turned out to be joy in vain!"

It was difficult for me to communicate with her, so I didn't plan to go back, but I lit a cigarette again, lamenting that I had a bit of a back, and my teeth were stuffed from drinking water. He cursed again, "This life is like a **** shit!"

  Unexpectedly, as soon as the words fell, Le Yao sent another message: "Zhaoyang, I advise you to wake up quickly, you really need to understand what kind of person you are!"

   "What kind of person am I to have a half-money relationship with you?"

   "Of course, I'm afraid you're too shameless..."

  I habitually wanted to scold back, but suddenly calmed down, and felt that Le Yao seemed to be pointing something. Could it be that she was saying that I accepted Jian Wei's investment?

   After a while, I finally replied to the message and asked, "What do you mean?"

   "Some words are meaningless if you understand them..."

This answer made me somewhat affirm the thoughts in my heart, so I became even more bored, but this time I did not scold life anymore, but made some self-examination. Nothing is achieved, but the brothers in the university have achieved great or small achievements, such as Fang Yuan: he has already become Zhuomei's executive vice president with his own efforts, and he is a veritable golden collar, and Xiang Chen is even more so. Unbelievable, in the current industry where the owner of an ordinary smoking hotel can drive a BMW, he has gradually occupied the high-end tobacco and alcohol markets in many cities, and his net worth is difficult to evaluate.

   Look at me again? After graduating, she wandered around in many bars and did not have a serious job, but she always painted a poetic future for her ex-girlfriend, but this did not stop her from going to the United States. Struggle, but did not strive for a result, and finally pinned the hope of life on the lottery...I thought that if I won the first prize, I would be able to match Jian Wei, but it was absurd and I couldn't break through my life And the blood and tears shed... I really remember that I also worked hard. I wrote a business case in the company during the day and went to the bar at night. In the end, because my fingers were always in contact with the guitar and the keyboard, I got sick. I suffered from tenosynovitis in my fingers, and I couldn't even unscrew the bottle cap to drink some drinks... But even so, reality didn't give me anything back! Jian Wei still broke up with me, it hurt me so much that I could only use alcohol to get rid of my worries, and I didn't know how to plan the rest of my life......

I don't know when, there was some light gradually outside the window, but the sun hadn't risen yet, the cold air penetrated through the window made of wood, and I haven't figured out how to do it until now. Facing the future life and the choice of Luku as a company, I don't even understand how to make the choice so that I don't look like a shit......

   Isn't it? If I choose to stay in Luku, it's **** in Le Yao's eyes, if I give up, it's **** in life, nothing!

   Without a clue, that round of rising sun finally showed a corner from the easternmost corner in a lazy posture, and the dawn finally came...but it was not my dawn!

  ...

At noon, I returned to Suzhou with Mi Cai and the woman in red. After a simple lunch, I left separately, and I felt that I had returned to the irritating real life, so that the whole afternoon, There was no trace of work status, and he stared at the piled up documents in a daze until the evening, until he received another call from Jian Wei.

  I didn't know what mood I was in to answer the phone, so I didn't say anything, waiting in silence for Jian Wei to speak first.

   "Zhaoyang, have you returned to Suzhou?"

   "Well, I came back for lunch."

   After being silent for a while, Jian Wei said, "Then do you have time tonight? I think it's time for us to talk."

  I knew that this matter would have to be faced sooner or later, so I said to Jian Wei, "If you have time, you can decide the place."

  I thought that Jian Wei would invite me to a certain restaurant, but she didn't want to. She said almost without thinking: "7 o'clock in the evening, see you at the old place."

I naturally understand that the old place she mentioned is the moat that we have visited countless times, but I don't understand the reason why she chose to meet there, at least in this late autumn night, even the cold wind is howling. , This is simply a torment for the body.

  She thought I acquiesced, and said to me: "Remember to buy me an oden, thank you!"

  In the silence, I was taken aback for a moment before I said, "Oh, I see...do you want to spice it up?"

   "Same as before...see you later."

Hearing the sound of "beep" hanging up from the phone, I was a little at a loss. I stood there for a long time, then picked up the briefcase from the desk, and then walked downstairs to the company, but I was thinking about Where is there a place that sells oden.

  ...

It seems to be a kind of fate. I walked several snack streets, but I couldn’t find a place that sold Oden. In the end, I had to go to the alley where I bought Oden with Mi Cai, and the vendor is still there. Ingredients are added.

  I came to him and said, "Boss, bring me an oden."

  He seemed to remember me, smiled and asked, "Okay, did you buy it for your girlfriend?"

  I looked at him and was speechless. After a while, I said, "You should give me two."

The boss still smiled and said: "Let me just say, I bought it for my girlfriend...Young man, my girlfriend likes to eat, even if you don't like it, you have to accompany it. It is very important for two people to have common hobbies." Yes, besides, the taste of my oden is really good!"

I just nodded, then put the money on his snack cart, and didn’t want to say anything more. When the boss handed me two portions of Oden, he turned and left without looking back... ..