My 26-year-old Female Tenant

After entering the room, because there was no separate bathroom, and because we only wanted to make do with the overnight stay, neither Mi Cai nor I took a shower. She lay on the bed fully dressed, and I sat on a wooden chair. Under the dim light, the two were relatively speechless.

   "If you want to smoke, smoke it."

  I looked at Mi Cai, it seemed that this was the first time she took the initiative to fulfill my desire to smoke, but it happened that I was even more unwilling to hurt her with second-hand smoke.

  In order to completely cut off the thought of smoking, I crumpled up the cigarette case and threw it into the trash can next to me.

   "Why throw away the cigarettes?"

  I didn't answer directly, but just said to her: "Aren't you tired, go to rest early."

"And you?"

   "I will sleep when you fall asleep."

   Mi Cai looked at me, hesitant to speak.

"What's wrong?"

   "I'm going to use the... bathroom, can you come with me."

   "Well... I want to pee too, let's go together."

  …

  There is not even a corridor light in the corridor. I took my mobile phone and used the mobile phone light as a lighting object to walk forward side by side with Mi Cai.

  Finally in front of the public bathroom, I handed the phone to Mi Cai and said, "I'll go in first, you wait outside."

  Mi Cai nodded.

  I opened the door and walked in. I was spit on the floor by a drunkard inside. The pungent smell made me sick for a while. I untied my belt and solved the need for urination as quickly as possible.

  I walked out of the bathroom before I even had time to put on my belt, and said to Mi Cai, "It's too dirty inside, let's go out and ask the proprietress if there is another bathroom."

  Mi Cai handed me the mobile phone used for lighting, and said, "I can use it if you can."

  I wanted to grab her, but she had already walked into the bathroom, and then closed the door.

  Because of a woman's natural flaws, Mi Cai spent twice as much time in this disgusting bathroom as I did. I couldn't help feeling worried for her.

  Finally, Mi Cai walked out of it, holding her nose and retching.

  I patted her on the back lightly, and sighed with a feeling of reproach but more distressedly: "Why are you doing this? It's better to find a tree that can provide shelter outside the hotel than inside!"

  Mi Cai shook her head and walked forward quickly, I followed her footsteps closely, and the two of them returned to the room relieved, she was still lying on the small wooden bed, and I was sitting on the chair.

  At this time, after the nausea just now, Mi Cai seemed to have no sleepiness, and looked at the ceiling in a daze.

I finally said to her: "You have experienced the helplessness of the poor. Although we are forced to live here tonight, those drivers who run long distances often have to live in such a road hotel. I have experienced similar encounters. I have experienced it too many times, because I was not born to live in a luxury hotel!"

   After a long time, she replied lightly: "I don't want to hear this."

   "Then you can go to sleep, after this night, you don't have to go through this, and you can go back to your original self."

  Mi Cai ignored me, she turned her body and turned her back to me.

I tucked in my coat, then reached out to turn off the light in the room, lay down on the desk, expecting myself to fall asleep as soon as possible, but after half an hour, I still didn’t feel sleepy at all, probably because the bench was too hard , or maybe thinking too much.

  I tried not to make a sound and sat up straight, opened my eyes, and faced the night.

  She said softly to me, "Zhaoyang, can't you sleep?"

   "Not sleepy, why haven't you slept yet?"

   "I'm not sleepy either."

   "Count the little sheep, one, two, three, and you will be sleepy."

   "Why don't you count?"

   "I don't like counting sheep, I like counting dinosaurs."

   "Then count the dinosaurs."

   "It's all extinct, so what else... I'm used to insomnia, so go to sleep."

  After a while of silence, Mi Cai’s tone became serious, and she asked me: “If we just died in a car accident, would we be in another world now?”

   "Do you wish there was another world?"

"Um."

   "I don't want to have that."

"why."

  "Worrying that the other world will be more artificial, it is better to disappear completely."

   Mi Cai was silent.

  I followed her in silence for a long time before asking again: "Are you afraid of death?"

   "Afraid, are you afraid?"

   "I said I'm not afraid, do you believe me?"

  Mi Cai thought for a while and said, "Xin, that's why you are so reckless in everything you do, and there is nothing more terrifying than death in this world."

   "Of course there are things more terrible than death."

   "Tell me, what is it?"

   "You can't exchange your sincerity for your sincerity... If you can exchange your sincerity for your sincerity, many things will not go wrong again."

   "Are you talking about us?"

   "No, this sentence refers to love, friendship, family, teacher-student relationship... all are fine."

After thinking about it, I added: "Actually, sometimes two people want to treat each other with sincerity, but due to differences in world outlook, values, and status, the ways of giving sincerity are also different. And run aground."

   "This time, you mean us, right?"

"Maybe."

  …

   The night deepened a little further in our conversation, and I finally yawned.

   "If you feel uncomfortable sleeping, come to bed."

   "I'm afraid I'm going to make a mistake..."

   "You are not even afraid of death, are you afraid of making mistakes?"

  “Death hurts only oneself, but mistakes hurt others.”

   "Since you have such an awareness, you won't make mistakes against me. How can you sleep well while sitting on a chair? Let's rest now."

  Being open minded, my body will not be exposed. Finally, I stopped thinking about it and lay down beside Mi Cai with my clothes on.

  In the night, she curled up in my arms like an insecure cat, and asked me softly, "Zhaoyang, do we really want to break up?"

"I'm just a meteorite, and I can never give you diamonds... We are immature in love, so that we make mistakes repeatedly... Everything comes from impulse, and it's time to return to reason. Although it is a bit late, we can still turn back to each other. If When there is really nowhere to go, the pain waiting to come is unbearable.”

   "Maybe you are right, so we are not as happy as we were before we were together...Sometimes being friends is really much happier than being lovers..."

  …

Ever since Mi Cai lay in my arms, this night has become calm for me. I have not raised the desire to possess Mi Cai's body, maybe because she is too beautiful to be real, maybe because I really Love her…

  The next day, I woke up in the glare of the sun, and Mi Cai was no longer by my side. She left a note on the bedside cabinet.

"Yang, I don't know if we are breaking up now, but I still want to tell you: I am willing to stay with you in such a small hotel and experience the life you have experienced. I understand your worries and understand that you still love me." , I also understand that we all use the wrong way of love... I am going to the United States, two months... These two months, I hope you will have a good time, and happily wait for me to come back... By the way, my assistant is waiting outside the hotel I'm watching you, go find her when you wake up, she will send you back to Xitang, and finally, I wish your inn a prosperous future!"

  I repeatedly looked at the note left by Mi Cai, and couldn't help asking myself: Is there really such a thing as fate? A car accident, in exchange for a heart-to-heart exchange, also broke the indifference I thought was tight.

  I'm so ridiculous! ...Obviously I really love her, how can I pretend not to love her in front of such a smart girl? She has already seen through.

  He took a deep breath, stuffed the note into his pocket, looked out of the window, and thought, "Then see you in two months...just why are you going to America all of a sudden?"

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