My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  The boy looked at me in confusion: "What's wrong, Brother Yang?"

   "Tell me her room number, I'll go find her."

   "Room 3 on the 2nd floor."

  I nodded, feeling a little relieved, because Jian Wei lives on the first floor, the chances of them bumping into each other will be much smaller.

   After thinking about it, Mi Cai and I have already made love to the point where life is worse than death. Even if we meet Jian Wei, so what, are we still afraid of adding fuel to the fire at this time?

  I took the cigarettes and lighter I might need later, and walked to the second floor under the gaze of the boy.

  I stood at the door of Room 3 for a long time, but I still couldn't make up my mind to knock on the door, because I was afraid of the silence after meeting.

  I looked down at my toes, but the door was gently opened, and the familiar and intimate fragrance wafted into my nasal cavity.

  I raised my head and looked at her in a daze.

   "Why did you come and not knock?"

   Feeling cramped, I replied without thinking too much: "Who knows if you slept or not."

   Mi Cai stared at me, reached out to touch my face, I instinctively stepped back, avoiding her hand.

  Her hand was hanging in the air, and she put it down again with a sad expression: "What's wrong with your face?"

   "It's hit."

   "Does it hurt?"

   "It doesn't hurt."

  Mi Cai tucked her sideburn hair behind her ears and fell silent. I knew it was her subconscious move after embarrassment, just like me touching the tip of my nose.

   After a long time, she finally said to me: "Come in and have a seat."

  I hesitated, but followed her into the room. She sat on the bed and I sat on the opposite chair.

   "Do you mind if I smoke a cigarette?"

  Mi Cai shook her head, indicating that she didn't mind.

  I immediately lit a cigarette for myself, and after taking a puff, the feeling of embarrassment in my heart was relieved a little. Finally, I looked at Mi Cai and said, "Wei Ran came to see me this morning."

"I know."

   "He told me a lot... Some things, I don't think they are completely wrong."

   "What did he say to you?"

"...Let me just tell you what I think after hearing these words... I think it's good to stay in Xitang and run a small inn like now. I have never had any ambitions, and we have never been the same way. "

   "That's not what you said the other day when we decided to be together."

   "Who can predict what will happen in the future, which couple has no vows of eternal love, will they all be together in the end?"

  This sentence, I said every word sonorously and forcefully, but my heart seemed to be pulled back and forth by a knife.

  Tears fell from her face, but I watched without avoiding it. Now that I have made up my mind, I am ready to bear the pain of the consequences.

  The pain was so obvious on her indifferent face for the first time, she finally choked up and said: "...but you are not here...I will miss you!...you have entered my heart."

  I am silent.

"Zhaoyang, what you sent me was just a meteorite that fell from the sky, but I never felt it was dangerous, and always treated it as a perfect diamond...Imagine setting this diamond on a ring, waiting for one day...one day you Will marry me... But today you told me that this is a meteorite and not a diamond. This feeling... I am really worried... If you really think that I should not appear in your life, you tell me to break up... I will definitely not will appear in your world again."

  I opened my lips several times, but I still couldn't say the word "break up".

   After a long time, I finally gritted my teeth and said: "The word breakup should not come out of a man's mouth, you can say it."

   "I won't say it...I don't want to say it."

Seeing her emotions approaching the verge of losing control, the tight string in my heart was finally pulled, but I still refused to take half a step towards her, because I understand that things that seem wrong are often the closest to the truth .

Although I love her, it doesn't help at all, because the gap between us is too big. If we just covet temporary happiness, we may ruin each other's life. To be precise, she is destined to be with me. Living with criticism and grievances will even affect her control over Zhuo Mei, which Wei Ran has made very clear to me before.

  I suddenly calmed down, looked at her and said: "Let's break up, and don't come to Xitang again in the future. I live here alone very well, very quiet."

   Mi Cai looked at me, her eyes were no longer filled with tears, and she was even calmer than me at this time, perhaps because I said the word "break up".

I smiled and said, "Look at how good and easy it is... We have been living in the real world, not in the **** Qiong Yao drama, why make it so heartbreaking! You know, you can sleep today Each other, there are many people who say goodbye tomorrow!"

   "It turns out that you are such a open-minded person. I don't know you well enough... I hope you can live well in Xitang."

   "Don't worry, what I am best at is making myself happy."

  Mi Cai looked at me, and I smiled at her again, but she didn't respond, she picked up her handbag and a small suitcase from the bedside cabinet, got up and walked to the door of the guest room.

  I followed her footsteps and walked out until I reached the service desk. I said to the drowsy boy: "Boy, the lady's accommodation fee is calculated according to the hourly room, and the extra money will be refunded to her."

   "What's wrong, Brother Yang?"

   "You are refunded."

  The boy looked at Mi Cai and then at me, and finally took out one hundred yuan from the cash register and handed it to me. I took it and handed it back to Mi Cai.

   Mi Cai took it from me, held it tightly in my hand, and walked out of the inn without looking back.

  Suddenly the 11 o'clock bell rang in the inn, and I immediately realized something, and followed her footsteps and walked out.

   "Wait...it's getting late, you can stay in Xitang tonight, rest up and leave tomorrow morning."

   "What emotions do you want me to stay in Xitang?"

  I didn't know how to respond, but I was more worried about her, and finally bit the bullet and said, "If you must leave, I will send you back to Suzhou."

   "Send it as you want."

   "Give me the car keys." I said and extended my hand to Mi Cai.

Mi Cai took out the car key from the bag and handed it to me. I took it and went back to the inn. I told the boy that I would not be coming back tonight and asked him to take care of the inn. Generously fulfilled my idea of ​​going to Suzhou.

  …

The moonlight of this night is so good, the temperature is so suitable, it doesn't exaggerate the sad atmosphere that we should have when we parted, but my heart is always sad, because when I want to leave, I see you again in the wind Her eyes were filled with tears.

  I tried my best to overcome the various emotions that were bursting in my heart, and finally opened the car door and said to her: "Get in the car, I will be back to Suzhou soon."

  She nodded, but she didn't open the door of the passenger cab, but sat in the back. That's good, she won't see my sad face along the way.