Mr.Cheng, I just want to be your baby

"He..."

Lu Chuyi's mouth opened. The two words lingered around her lips and teeth. She still didn't say it.

Although he was hateful, she never wanted to let him die.

Can't be a couple, can't be a husband and wife, and she doesn't want to be an enemy with him. After all, they still have everything.

After thinking for a while, Lu Chuyi said, "your father has a new family now, so my mother didn't let you see him. I broke up with him peacefully."

Chengquan's face was obviously disappointed and his voice was a little lower. "Did I come out of my mother's stomach when you broke up with my father?"

"... not yet. You were still in your mother's stomach at that time. He didn't know you were in your mother's stomach."

She won't tell him why she separated from his father, because it's not a pleasant memory. If he knows, he may blame his father in his heart. Although she doesn't want them to recognize their father and son, she doesn't want him to think his father is an asshole, even though his father is indeed an asshole.

Chengquan stared at her. He believed it, but suddenly thought of something. His face changed and shouted at her at the top of his voice, "Mom, you lied! I was born when you broke up with Dad!"

"Who told you?" Lu Chuyi pretended to be calm and lied to his son. It's not a simple thing. The little guy is too smart. If she doesn't consider all aspects, she will be easily exposed by him.

"Hum! Mom, I will never believe you again! You have lied to me for the second time today!"

Chengquan was very angry. After humming, he ignored her and turned around and walked towards Professor Ma's house. Because he was angry, even his feet were very heavy. It seemed that he used all his strength to stamp the dust on the ground.

Lu Chuyi caught up with him, "Quanquan, why do you say your mother lied to you? We need to be reasonable and evidence, okay?"

Chengquan looked away from her without looking at her.

"Quanquan, go to dinner by yourself. Mom won't go."

Lu Chuyi stopped and sighed. She admitted that she lied. Lying is really tired. To tell a lie, you have to use ten or even hundreds of thousands of lies to round the lie. It's really not cost-effective.

Chengjingzhou's appearance today was too unexpected and completely affected her mood. She needs to calm down.

Chengquan took a few more steps, finally stopped, hesitated, and then turned around.

Lu Chuyi smiled, but it was very unnatural. "Go yourself if you're okay. Mom's not hungry. Go to the car and have a rest."

"Mom, are you angry?"

"No, you're right. Why should mom be angry? You should be angry."

Chengquan pursed his small mouth, bowed his head and remained silent for a few seconds, then looked up and said, "Mom, he's my father, isn't he?"

"Yes, my mother didn't lie to you this time." let's tell him, whether he understands it now or not, he will understand when he grows up in the future. "My mother knows that you have a lot of questions to ask now. Go to dinner first and go back in the evening. My mother will tell you what you want to know."

"OK."

"Then you go to dinner. Mom watches you go upstairs. When you get to Grandpa's house, tell mom from the balcony window, and mom won't go up."

Chengquan nodded and turned into the unit building.

The noon sun was still a little dry. Lu Chuyi found a tree shade and happened to have a rest bench. She sat down and looked up at Professor Ma's house. She didn't see Chengquan. It is estimated that her short legs are still climbing the stairs.

She can imagine the picture of the little guy snorting now.

Lu Chu chuckled gently, took out his mobile phone and prepared to call Professor Ma. He asked him to open the door and answer Chengquan. Before he could dial out the phone, he heard Chengquan cry, "Mom!"

She looked up and saw him coming out of the building and running towards her.

"Why did you come down again?" Lu Chuyi was surprised. He took his mobile phone, stuffed it into his bag and stood up.

"Mom, I told grandpa I won't eat at his house. I want to eat with my mother."

"Did grandpa agree?"

Chengquan shook his head. "He was angry and said he wanted to call his mother. He said his mother was too much. He had cooked so many delicious food that he couldn't finish it alone."

Have you prepared the meal?

Lu Chuyi frowned. It's only half an hour since class. What delicious food has been done?

Professor Ma is really not an ordinary exaggeration. She is sure that if she goes upstairs, she will never be able to eat in less than an hour.

"Yibao."

At this time, chengjingzhou also came out of the building. He was still wearing an apron and didn't take it off in time. It seems that Professor Ma was right just now. She was surprised. Why did chengjingzhou take the initiative to leave later? It turned out that he came to Professor Ma's house to cook. She didn't expect it. She just guessed that he would be at Professor Ma's house. She didn't expect him to cook in advance.

He came forward with a plea in his tone, "one treasure, just fry the last dish. Can you go after dinner?"

Chengquan looked at him, then took Lu Chuyi's hand and looked at her with his neck up. It was very quiet.

Lu Chuyi felt two eyes from his son, looked down at him for a moment, and then calmly looked at chengjingzhou, "I have something else to do, so I won't eat. Please tell Professor Ma."

After talking, take Chengquan's hand and go.

"Yibao!" chengjingzhou immediately stopped in front of their mother and son, "today is Lao Ma's birthday. Even if you don't give me face, how about giving him face?"

Either way, leave her here first.

Lu Chuyi was stunned. Today is Professor Ma's birthday? She thought carefully, it's not! She forgot!

"Mom, what if we don't prepare a birthday present for Grandpa?"

"As long as you're willing to have dinner with my old man, you'll give me the best birthday present!" Professor Ma also came down from upstairs, walked forward with a smile and rubbed Chengquan's small head. "Today, your father made a big table of delicious food, including steamed ribs, chicken stewed mushrooms, steamed bass, spicy beef and spicy shrimp. If you don't eat, don't regret it!"

After all, Chengquan is a child. When he heard that so many delicious food, his saliva immediately flowed out, but he was still reserved. He sucked away his saliva and looked eagerly at the first day of landing. He wouldn't go if his mother didn't go. Anyway, he wanted to be with his mother.

Lu Chuyi didn't have to look down. He just heard his voice and knew what he was greedy. Alas, he didn't inherit much. Instead, he inherited her genes for eating goods. Just when she could eat, she found that he was a eater. With the growth of age, the essence of eating goods became more and more obvious, even better than her.

It is said that green is better than blue. You can eat better than your mother!

Lu Chuyi sighed secretly. Now, even if she wants to go, she can't go. After all, today is Professor Ma's birthday.

The old man's birthday is one less, and now Professor Ma's wife is gone. He is alone on weekdays. This is also a reason why she and Chengquan come to his house for dinner at noon. It's lively!

"Let's go, Quanquan. Go upstairs with Grandpa."

When Professor Ma saw that Lu Chuyi's expression had loosened, he knew that she had decided, even if he didn't say it.

He patted Chengquan on the shoulder and took his hand.

"Mom..."

"Go, you and grandpa go upstairs first, and mom will go up later."

"Mom, don't go by yourself."

Chengquan is not at ease.

"Mom promised you that she would never go and would go up in a minute."

When Professor Ma took Chengquan upstairs, Lu Chuyi really had a face-to-face confrontation with chengjingzhou today.

"Chengjingzhou, if you really feel sorry for me and Quanquan, please don't bother us again. You and I have long ended, and there's no point in continuing to entangle. Not disturbing after breaking up is the greatest respect for each other. I respect you, and please respect me."

Chengjingzhou was stunned. Xu didn't expect her to say this directly, but she soon recovered her calm.

He pondered for a moment and said, "Yibao, I know it's too late to say anything now. I also know I have no face to appear in front of you and my son again, but I... I miss you."

A big man, his eyes red.

"After Townsend said I could leave, I didn't dare to leave. I didn't dare to come to see you and my son. I didn't have the face to face you. I was an asshole. I struggled for a whole week before I made up my mind to come to you. I knew you wouldn't forgive me, and I didn't ask you to forgive me. Before I came to you, Zhang Xing gave me all the information about you and your son in recent years. I didn't dare to see it. I was on my way I'm thinking, if you're married or have a boyfriend, I won't appear. I can't give you the life you want, and I can't disturb you anymore. But if you're still alone, I'll... Appear in front of you, and I'll pursue you again... "

When Cheng Jingzhou said this, he suddenly lost his voice. His hands kept pulling in front of his body and hung his head, looking a little cramped.

About half a minute later, he continued, "Yibao, I respect you. I'll leave after today's meal."

He looked up into the distance, pulled up the corners of his mouth bitterly, and his face was lonely, "I hurt you first, and you shouldn't forgive me. I'm to blame. Seeing that you and your son are well, my guilt will be alleviated. I'll leave after a few days. I don't know I'm his father yet. Don't tell him. If he asks where his father has gone, you say... Dead."

Anyway, without her, living is no different from dying.

"If you meet the right person, marry. You're still so young. It's not easy to take care of your children alone. The children will eventually grow up and have their own life. Find someone who loves you, and someone will talk when you get old."

Taking a deep breath, Cheng Jingzhou smiled and took a deep look at Lu Chu, with endless attachment, but he quickly looked away.

"Come on, don't let them wait."

Chengjingzhou took the lead in turning around, walking in front and entering the unit building.

His eyes were astringent. Maybe it was the wind. Something blew into his eyes. Lu Chu looked up at the sky and took a deep breath to adjust his mood.

Lu Chuyi and Cheng Quan left after dinner, leaving Cheng Jingzhou and Professor Ma still pushing cups and changing lamps.

"Mom, why are your eyes so red? Do you want to cry?"

When he went downstairs and passed the position where Cheng Jingzhou said "dead" downstairs before dinner, Lu Chuyi couldn't control his emotions. Tears burst into his eyes and almost burst out of the embankment.

She didn't know why she was suddenly like this. In recent years, she thought she had put down, and even imagined that even if chengjingzhou came back and appeared in front of her, she could be as calm as water, and wouldn't have any waves in his heart, but why

She didn't know. She only knew that when her son asked her, the tears that could have been controlled burst out at once.

Her mood is out of control. She can't control it. Tears are streaming down her face!

"Mom, what's the matter with you?"

"Mom, don't cry!"

"Mom, did I do something wrong to make you angry? Hit me and scold me. Don't cry, mom..."

Chengquan had never seen his mother cry like this. His face turned white and he began to cry.

Lu Chuyi wanted to control her emotions, but she couldn't control it at all. She casually wiped her tears, but those tears may be overstocked for too long. It's impossible to stop them from flowing happily.

"Quanquan, mom is fine. Don't cry, will you?"

She said it was all right, but her tears kept flowing.

There are classes in the afternoon. Lu Chuyi knows that she should quickly adjust her mood to a normal state anyway. She tells herself to restrain again and again.

I can't help it.

Chengquan has the habit of taking a nap. She fell asleep crying in Lu Chuyi's arms. She carefully put him on the seat. The window of the car opened a gap. She squatted outside the car, holding her mobile phone, but she didn't know who to call.

My brother has his own home. My wife and children are very busy every day. My parents are old, not to mention my father and milk. My grandmother's physical condition has deteriorated in the past two years. My second brother is also very busy now. They are still in love and killing with Tang man. Everyone has their own lives and is very busy. She can't share them or burden them.

As for friends, she doesn't have many friends. The soil of her friendship is poor and poor.

Holding the cell phone, tears flow silently.

"Hey! I said Lu Chuyi, are you full and doing nothing? Why are you squatting here crying? Who bullied you? Aren't you very capable? Who can bully you? You won't beat him? Look at your promise. Why are you crying! Crying can solve the problem?"

There was a voice over his head. Lu Chu wiped his eyes and stood up.

"Leave it alone!"

"I'm unlucky to meet you here. Do you think I'm here to take care of you? Don't be narcissistic! Young master, I'm also a girlfriend now. I take care of you? Unless I'm kicked in the head by a donkey!"

Lu Chu's face sank, "then go away and don't bother me!"