Mr.Cheng, I just want to be your baby

Lu Ren opened the door and saw Jing Yi's red eyes. Although there was no change in her face, she must have cried just now.

He couldn't help thinking of getting up early and overhearing the conversation between grandpa and grandma in the kitchen, and his heart ached.

He pulled off the corner of his lip, sat in the car and said, "wake up? The second brother just answered the phone and unknowingly walked a little far. It's still early. You can sleep a little longer."

Jing smiled and shook his head, "I can't sleep, I can't sleep."

She turned over, picked up the dessert she had just bought from the rear seat, put it on her lap, pinched a puff and stuffed it into her mouth, "second brother, do you want to eat it?"

"I can't eat until I've had dinner. Are you hungry again?"

"If you are not hungry, you are greedy."

"Eat goods!"

Jing Yi chuckled, "second brother, not everyone can be a food."

"It's true. It's just food. Don't you think it's wasteful to eat so much? People eat meat. Where have you eaten?" Lu Ren pinched her face. She used to pinch the meat. It feels very good. Now she's so thin that she doesn't have any meat, leaving only a layer of skin.

He sighed, "Yibao, the second brother knows that you have been wronged, but he hides it in his heart and doesn't tell everyone. You have your own ideas when you grow up. You don't say it and we don't ask, but we all hope you can be happy."

"I'm very happy now!" Jing Yi grinned. The cream in the puff was all over his mouth. This grin looked very funny.

Lu Ren reached out and scraped the cream from her mouth with his finger belly. He directly put his finger into his mouth. Jing Yi stopped him, "don't eat. It's so dirty."

Lu Ren smiled and sucked his finger and said, "you couldn't eat all the lollipops when you were a child. My second brother ate less? Why didn't you say it was dirty when you forced it into my second brother's mouth?"

"I was young at that time. I didn't know anything." Jing, with a hot eye, immediately lowered his head and forced his tears back, pinched a puff and stuffed it into Lu Ren's mouth. "Now a lollipop is not enough for me to eat, and the second brother can't even eat it!"

"Silly girl." Lu Ren rubbed her head, looked away and looked out of the car. He was obviously worried.

Although the food was hearty, he also noticed it.

Xiumei frowned, thought a little, and decided not to ask.

Both the second brother and the eldest brother are adults. Adults have adult troubles. Even between brothers and sisters, there will be some secrets that can't be shared, just like her.

In the afternoon, as soon as Jing had class, Lu Ren left Yunda, but the humble car parked behind his car was still there.

This is the only way for Jingyi to get in and out of Yunda.

In the cramped carriage, the choking smell of smoke filled it, making it difficult to breathe.

But what really can't breathe is not air, but heartache.

He had no face to see her, but he couldn't help wanting to see her, even if it was just a glance.

However, after one look, he greedily wanted to take another look and have more.

This afternoon was an experimental class. It was nearly six o'clock when Jing Yi came out of the experimental building. She took out her mobile phone and saw the message sent by her second brother half an hour ago. She said he couldn't pick her up. She had called the driver to pick her up.

In fact, she can go home by herself. In the past, she was alone everywhere, taking the bus, subway or taxi, but I don't know when to start. Wherever she went, she was either picked up by the driver or picked up by her brothers.

Others are growing bigger and more independent, but she is getting older and more backward.

Jing Yi pulled the corners of her mouth bitterly. At this time, the driver called and said that there was some traffic jam on the road. She might be able to get to school at about 6:30. She said she was not in a hurry to pay attention to safety. She just needed to go to the dormitory.

Back in the dormitory, Lanshan is lying at the table and eating instant noodles. Jing frowns. She doesn't hate instant noodles. It's good to change her appetite once in a while, but Lanshan likes instant noodles too much and has to eat it every three or five times. It's not good to eat it often. It's not nutritious. Fried food is also bad for her health.

"Lan Shan, why are you eating instant noodles again?"

Lan Shan was eating attentively. When he heard Jing Yi's voice, he sucked and slipped his noodles into his mouth, swallowed them casually, raised his head, looked surprised and excited, "Jing Yi, how did you come back?"

You know, it's really lonely to live alone in this empty dormitory every night.

Lan Shan stood up and took Jing Yi's hand. "Are you going back to the dormitory tonight?"

When Jing saw the expectation on her face, she really couldn't bear to say no, but she shook her head, "no, I'll come and see you and go home later."

"Oh." blue cedar was obviously disappointed.

"Lan Shan, why don't you change your dormitory and leave you alone in the dormitory? In fact, I'm very sorry." Jing Yi said.

Lan Shan shook her head, "no, it's not easy to get used to living. I don't want to adapt to another environment, and you know I'm lazy."

I'm not lazy at all. I'm just not good at communicating with others.

In fact, she and Lanshan have many similarities, which can not be said to be a disadvantage, but it is definitely a weakness in their character.

Jing stretched out his hand and grabbed Lan Shan's shoulder. "Lan Shan, I may not be in school next semester."

"Ah?" Lan Shan was surprised. "Where are you going? Are you going to study abroad?"

"No, I'm going to be a soldier."

"What? Being a soldier?"

Blue Shan's face was incredible. How could she want to be a soldier? Not to mention whether her family agrees or not, can she stand the high-intensity training of the army with her small body?

Jing Yi smiled, "I thought it over carefully. I wanted to tell you later, but I'd better tell you in advance."

"Why? Why do you have to be a soldier? Your academic performance is so good that you must be a very powerful doctor in the future. You go to be a soldier... Jing Yi, what do you think!"

Lanshan's eyes were red with anxiety. She really couldn't understand.

Jing Yi smiled calmly and calmly. She raised her hands and rubbed Lan Shan's face. "To be a soldier is not to die. Look at your expression! Besides, my two brothers are soldiers. I have worshipped soldiers since I was a child. If I can be a soldier, I should realize my wish. You should bless me, Lan Shan."

"But..." Lan Shan's tears suddenly fell. She choked and said, "Jing Yi, although being a soldier is not to die, it is to go to the battlefield, where life is in danger at any time."

Her cousin was also a soldier. During the military academy, she was selected by her superiors as an undercover because of her excellent performance. Since then, she has been anonymous. She can't return home. She can't contact her relatives and friends. Her relatives and friends don't know where he is. He disappeared for five years. When the family finally heard about him, it was the sad news of his sacrifice.

Although being a soldier today is not like the war years, some battlefields that we can't see exist all the time.

It is admirable and loyal to sacrifice for the country and become a hero. But it is unfilial to leave old parents to wash their faces with tears all day.

We are all ordinary people. We don't have the broad mind of governing the country and flattening the world. We just want to be together as a family, safe and harmonious.

What she said, Jing Yi didn't know, but she knew and did it for nothing else. She just wanted to find a place to place her past self and start over. The army is the best choice.

After chatting with Lan Shan for a while, the driver called and said that the dormitory was downstairs. Jing Yi took something and left.

Lan Shan sent her downstairs to the dormitory and watched her get on the bus. Then she returned to the dormitory.

The instant noodles were already cold. Lan Shan poured out another bowl for herself. She ate and cried. She felt indescribable pain. It was like someone gouged out a piece of meat from her heart with a knife.

She doesn't know what makes Jing Yi want to be a soldier, but she can clearly feel that Jing Yi should have encountered something. She hasn't lived in the dormitory recently, and she seldom laughs. Every time she meets her at school, she is in a daze.

What the hell happened?

I haven't seen Mr. Cheng come to school recently. Did they break up?

Alas! Break up again.

Blue cedar sighed long, wiped a handful of tears and continued to eat instant noodles.

It's just a split. What's the matter! Who can't live without? Tomorrow is another day!

……

It was Friday in the twinkling of an eye.

As soon as class was over at noon, Jing Yi came to the school gate. Old man Lu personally picked her up and the driver was Lao Chen.

"Are you hungry? Do you want to eat first?" asked old man Lu.

Jing Yi shook his head. "I'm not hungry. I'll eat it after the operation."

Maybe the child in her belly has telepathy. She has been eating a few days ago, which greatly increased her appetite. Soon she was hungry. It's strange today. She didn't have much appetite in the morning, so she didn't eat much. She didn't feel hungry all morning. Up to now, she even has a faint feeling of bulging.

But where will it swell? She knew it was just her own psychological role.

Mr. Lu is looking for a private hospital, which is also a friend of his. The friend did the operation himself. He is still more relieved.

The hospital is not downtown, but on the side of the Fourth Ring Road.

The car was driving on the viaduct. Jing Yi had been silently leaning against Master Lu's arms with his hands on his abdomen. She was not reluctant to give up, but felt sorry for the child who came into her body and wanted to be reborn into the world. He (she) chose the wrong mother, so if there was a soul reincarnation, she hoped that he (she) could find someone who really loved him (her) My mother and father.

Mr. Lu looked down at her with her eyes open, so he said, "Yibao, if you're sleepy, you'll sleep for a while. It's still far away. It'll take about an hour or two to get there. Wait until grandpa wakes you up."

"HMM." Jing closed her eyes, but as soon as she closed her eyes, she saw the ferocious and terrible face of Cheng'an Prefecture, which frightened her to open her eyes again, and the bottom of her eyes was frightened.

Xu's action was a little big, which disturbed Master Lu.

"Yibao, what's the matter?" asked old man Lu.

As soon as Jing sat up and stared at him, he suddenly plunged his head into his arms, hugged him with both hands, and his whole body trembled slightly.

Master Lu hurriedly tightened her in his arms and gently patted her on the back to appease, "Yibao is not afraid, grandpa is here, it's okay, not afraid..."

Lao Chen took a look in the rearview mirror and sighed softly. How could anyone be willing to hurt such a good child?

"Master, Yibao is in a bad mood. Look..."

Although medicine is very developed now, and the operation to terminate pregnancy is not a major operation, there are risks in the operation. The child is so unstable. In case of an accident... The consequences are unimaginable.

Mr. Lu looked up at him. "It's all right. You concentrate on driving."

"Hey, good."

Lao Chen stopped talking and drove in silence.

The atmosphere in the carriage is dignified and depressing, with deep suffocating helplessness and discomfort.

Mr. Lu always comforted the frightened child in his arms. Gradually, she finally calmed down and fell asleep in his arms.

When the private hospital arrived, Lao Chen parked his car in the parking space and looked back at the grandparents in the back seat.

Mr. Lu looked at the time, looked up and said in a low voice, "go and tell Lao Jiang to wait a little longer."

"Yes, sir."

Lao Chen pushed the door open, closed the door carefully and entered the hospital building.

Half an hour later, Lao Chen came back. Jing Yi was still asleep and his face was red.

"Yibao's face is so red, isn't it a fever?" old Chen said.

Old man Lu looked down. He really raised his hand and touched Jing Yi's forehead. His face suddenly changed. It was so hot!

Feel your pulse again. You really have a fever!

Because Jing Yi had a sudden fever without warning, the originally scheduled thing was disrupted.

Moreover, her fever was not only high, but also had not subsided for three days.

Considering that she was pregnant and didn't dare to take medicine casually, the old man could only use acupuncture to reduce her fever, but he could do it again and again.

"Dad, if you can't, just take the medicine. Although the medicine is harmful to the body, it's not the way to burn it all the time." Lu Yuan frowned deeply, but he couldn't help anything. Watching his daughter burn like this, he was very distressed and hated his incompetence.

Master Lu didn't say a word. He twisted a towel and changed the towel on Jing Yi's forehead.

If he could take medicine, he would have used it. What else did he say?

Yibao hasn't told them about his pregnancy, so it's inconvenient for him to say more now.

In fact, they should be able to guess something without saying.

But Yibao didn't say, and he didn't talk much.

"Dad," Lu Yuan shouted.

Mr. Lu stared at him in a bad tone, "are you a doctor or am I a doctor, do you understand or do I understand?"

"I......" Lu Yuan said.

Old man Lu looked disgusted. "Go out and don't bother me here."

Lu Yuan opened his mouth, turned his wheelchair and left stuffy.

It's not the first time that his father disliked him for not knowing medicine, but he didn't feel anything before. Today, he feels very uncomfortable for his incompetence.

Jing Yi's fever didn't really subside until Monday night. His new pajamas were soaked with sweat and he could wring off the water.

He was ill and sweated. Although his body was very weak, Jing Yi's spirit was very good.

After a night's rest, the next day she asked Mr. Lu to take her to the hospital for surgery. The operation can only be done as soon as possible. It's too dangerous to do it again when the fetus grows up over time. On the other hand, it will cultivate feelings over time, and the last thing she needs is to cultivate feelings with this unworthy child!