MEMORIZE

Chapter 378 When winter goes, spring comes. =======================================================

A little later.

As soon as the vagrants disappeared far away, Shin Sang-yong immediately collapsed. At the same time, dizzying aftereffects hit his whole body.

"Gasp, gasp!"

My eyes twirled for an instant. As soon as the battle was over, my mind went blank. My heart is pounding, and it seems like my heart is beating like a bat in the heart. Soon after, Shin Sang-yong immediately calmed down the mana circuit and released the summons.

"Growl….Growl…".”

After barely getting inside, this time the heated mana circuit starts to heat up.

"Whoo…."

Shin Sang-yong calmly controlled his breathing. The inside was very empty, but...But I felt good.

Soon after, Shin Sang-yong, who managed to catch his breath, looked around.

Ahn Hyun had fainted with blood on his head. But fortunately, he was still alive.

Lee Yu-jung had a painful face with her hands on her chest and sides. But it's alive.

Ansol was still shivering, but he didn't seem to be seriously hurt.

Soon after confirming that everyone was alive, Shin Sang-yong's heart calmed down a little.

"Oh, Ms. Ansol."

"Yes, yes?"

"Are you all right?"

"No, I've been doing this with my heart.I'm shaking...I'm sorry…."

"Ha ha. It's okay. Lee, now the enemy is gone. So hurry up and treat....”

Shin Sang-yong stared at Anhyun because he couldn't continue to talk. Ansol, who understood the meaning, nodded once or twice. Then, he crawled to the surroundings of Anhyun.

Shin Sang-yong laid himself on the ground. I know this is the middle of the battlefield, but now I just wanted to rest. There was not a grain of power left in the body.

Soon after, Shin Sang-yong's neck was about to lay his head down, and he felt a soft skin. When I looked up in surprise, I saw Lee Yu-jung biting her lips.

"Oppa."

"Lee, Lee Yoo-jung?"

"Thank you."

“…….”

Shin Sang-yong was at a loss for words of thanks. I just felt like my face was burning and my stomach was getting hot.

"I've never seen you like that before. It was cool. I'll show you before."

"Ha ha ha."

Shin Sang-yong smiled awkwardly and nodded at Lee Yu-jung's twinge.

"…I'm glad I survived."

At that, Lee Yu-jung smiled for the first time since the reunion.

It was then.

"Get up."

Shin Sang-yong raised his upper body unknowingly due to his sudden calm tone. Before I knew it, I could see a tired-faced black-and-white face.

"It's not over yet. I only let the enemy back."

"Oh, well, yeah. But this is the situation, and I can't see the enemy, so take a little rest....”

"No."

Shin Sang-yong's words made sense at first sight. But the postmortem refused flatly.

"Just now, if they were determined and driven to the end, they could have lost. But Lee Gang-san chose to step down. I don't feel good. I think it's better to wake him up, get him treated, and leave right away."

"Oh, I see."

What the postmortem said was cold, but it was real. Shin Sang-yong nodded and shook his head, feeling a little unfamiliar. I didn't make eye contact earlier, but now I'm sure I'm looking down on myself.

Soon after, Shin Sang-yong rose up with difficulty. As soon as the optometrist turned around and looked around, her legs twisted sharply.

"Ugh!"

"Oh, are you okay?"

Shin Sang-yong was surprised and tried to support him, but Geomhu shook his head and refused to touch him.

"…It's not okay."

"Well, let's go to therapy."

"It's not about healing. It's a side effect of abusing one's own abilities."

"Unique ability? Oh, anyway, rather than not answering."

"It's the ability to build up the ability and to bring up the senses of the whole body. I don't care if you use for a while, but on your body by exercise was looking for a long time. "

It was an ability that I briefly showed when I faced Kim Soo-hyun in the past. Kuhu looked lazy, but he gave a relatively detailed explanation and glanced at Shin Sang-yong.

"That's how I am right now. Aren't you in a similar state?"

Shin Sang-yong nodded to see if he understood only then. Then there was a dark shadow on his light-hearted face. Having just poured almost all his energy into the battle, he had little left. It was only a matter of barely moving one step at a time. But if the postmortem is in a similar..

"Oh, what are you going to do in the future? How do we now have a siege?"

"…I don't know."

"Yes, yes?"

At that moment, a thought crossed my mind with Shin Sang-yong.

"Are you using your powers even before you met us?”

"I can't use my powers for a while. No, you have to watch out for the use of mana."

It was a bit of an irrelevant answer, but it was tantamount to admitting it anyway. Shin Sang-yong sighed. In the meantime, I was deeply worried while understanding the monster-like sensing ability of the postnatal examination. I thought I had barely crossed a mountain, but I was faced with a big problem again.

When negative thoughts lingered in my head, Shin Sang-yong immediately shook his head. And he stared at Ansol, who was in the middle of memorizing treatment spells.

Treat Anhyun and Lee Yu-jung.

For now, that was the priority.

Anyway, there was no time to lie down happily, as the prosecutor said, so Shin Sang-yong immediately stared at the prosecutor's office, meditating. I was showing my back, but I could see a slight tremor on the bridge where I stepped on the ground.

"Ugh."

At that time, a weak groan was heard in Shin Sang-yong's ear. He turned his head in delight. Then, Ahn Hyun, who slowly opened his eyes with a frown, was seen. Considering that Ansol breathed a sigh of relief with a face of relief, he seemed to have had no trouble waking up.

Ahn Hyun, who opened his eyes soon, looked around slowly and immediately opened his mouth.

"What, what…. How is this...What about my equipment?

"Hey, there's your gear. Get it yourself and get out of the way. Now I'm going to be treated."

"Equipment….Equipment from my brother…".”

"Ha ha. I, I'll bring it."

As soon as he woke up, Shin Sang-yong smiled at Ahn's behavior of looking for equipment. Then as I moved forward, I saw pitches, spears, and armor neatly listed next to the body that had been cut off and laid out.

For now, he bent down to pick up the helmet at the thought of moving one by one, but he checked the delicate hands of picking up the armor with both hands in the opposite direction. Shin Sang-yong looked up and checked his opponent. Likewise, I could see the dark and dark who glanced at me. He tilted his head, but picked up the spear, and it was the moment he tried to lift himself up.

Blunt. Blunt.

I was wondering why there were so few people here....

At that moment, Shin Sang-yong and his post-mortem body stopped just as they were about to get up.

These are the bodies of the wandering...This is an unexpected situation.

Then, I was about to straighten up my back at the horse that came up behind my back.

- Apparently... You don't look like a ally.

Whoosh!

Something came at me, ripping the wind roughly.

Hit!

"Argh!"

"Cough!"

And both screamed at the same time.

Shin Sang-yong's body begins to tremble regardless of his will. He lowered his head slowly, very slowly. In time, when he completely lowered his gaze, he could see the prickly thick whip that had penetrated his abdomen. At that moment, the ground seemed to be moving away from the view, and soon it came to my eyes again.

Puck!

"Gasp!"

The moment Shin Sang-yong hit the floor, his neck was greatly bent. But it didn't end up once.

Puck!

Twice

Puck! Kudang!

It was not until the third time that the stick stuck in the body was twisted out, and soon the force of inertia rolled all the way forward.

"Tongue, brother?"

"Hey!"

Breathtaking, abdominal, and whole body aches.

This was a situation that happened so quickly. There were signs of children running late, but Shin Sang-yong's body was already spinning and his mind was spinning. In the pain of the raid, he groaned, unable to breathe.

In that situation, Shin Sang-yong managed to open his eyes with superhuman patience. And as I looked up hard, I saw children running toward me. He raised his head reflexively the other way round. Then this time, I saw a woman aiming at the children. In her hands was a whip with blood and flesh, apparently penetrating her abdomen.

Whoosh!

With no mercy, the whip swung. And at that moment, Shin Sang-yong's eyes opened wide. Obviously, he was powerless, but he raised himself like a bounce with both hands on the ground.

Soon, Shin Sang-yong's eyes stare straight ahead with his hands wide open.

Ahn Hyun-gwa, Ahn Sol, and Lee Yu-jung were seen. And

Slap!

- Oh, my. - Oh, my.

At the same time that the whip hits the back with heat, the blood from the speckle embroidered the air.

At the same time, Shin Sang-yong's eyes turned dark.

“────!”

The children shouted, but I can't hear them. The stinging noise was already leaking out of my ears.

“…….”

A little later.

The sky slowly begins to fall into Shin Sang-yong's eyes, which have become brighter again. It was very slow enough to count the clouds in the sky. Time passes slowly as if it had stopped.

The sky gradually began to brighten up, and soon Shin Sang-yong's vision became white.

Before I completely lost my mind, Shin Sang-yong thought.

I thought this might be the flashlight of life.

Immediately, Shin Sang-yong closed his eyes slowly in the panoramic memory.

The winter of that year was cold. It was a really unusually cold winter.

Beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep.

A bright fire rises. Flames soar and bloodstained spaces.

The cause of the fire was a car overturned in the middle of the road. The car, with its body crushed, lay alone on the road at night, surrounded by flames.

Inside the body, two adults crouched to protect a child. The child looked at the adult surrounding him with trembling eyes. The eyes of an adult and a child met. Suddenly, an adult stroked the child's head with his bloody hands. Then he opened his mouth.

- Sang-yong, survive. You have to survive somehow.

The child nodded with trembling eyes.

After a while, the child's surroundings changed.

- Silly, squeaky. It's a mess. Stuttering. Stuttering.

Several children were making fun of a child surrounding it. The child in the middle of the children was just alternating with a blank face.

A word from the grandfather who silently looked at such a child.

- Keep silent.

The child kept his word. That's why I thought that was the only way, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get rid of my habits.

The child's identity was for personal use.

Starting with the realization of his identity, memories began to flash through Shin Sang-yong's mind one by one.

Again, time has passed.

Shin Sang-yong remained silent. However, the silence, which was initially coupled with a timid personality, made his surroundings lonely. I've always lived as if I were there, and as a result, no one paid attention. There were times when he was bullied.

But it was okay. I was used to living like this, and I wasn't the only one living like that.

And you're the one way or he's...Because I thought I couldn't.

However, there was something I couldn't stand even for such personal use. It was the occasional loneliness of my grandfather since he died. It was always dark and cold around him, where there was nothing to rely on. It's like winter.

The seasons of the earth have always changed. However, the season of Shin Sang-yong's personal life that stopped that year was always winter.

It wasn't that I hadn't tried struggling.

I got a little better as I got older, graduated from college, and went into society. There was a desired achievement, but in the end, the original personality didn't change. Even if it wasn't as bad as it was when I was young, I still stuttered, and I was often ignored for it. In many cases, he suffered losses due to his timid personality.

But I thought it was okay.

I've been living alone like that in the first place.

And after entering the hallplane.

After passing the rite of passage, Shin Sang-yong suffered for nearly a week. At first, he blamed the world for why he was summoned here.

The first thought I had when I just got up...That is, Holplain is a world that cannot be lived alone. Shin Sang-yong, who was unusually obsessed with life, had to adapt to the world to survive. And to adapt, changing everything about yourself was a priority.

However, Shin Sang-yong's life did not change even after he entered the hallplane.

He worked hard on chores, got out of fear and joined the expedition.

But it hasn't changed.

Isn't that too much? No matter how much you call it a wizard, it's too much. If you're going to do that, why are you in the caravan?

Even if you stutter, you have to memorize the spell correctly. I almost died.

- No alchemy-trained wizards are accepted alchemy.

Gore interpretation? I don't really want to. I'll contact you when I find the ancient ruins.

It's been a year.

When he came to his senses, no one was standing around Shin Sang-yong. I thought he tried his best. If I waited, I thought spring would come. But nothing has changed. The return result was no different from modern times.

After all, even in Hyundai and Hall Plain, Shin was still alone. Shin Sang-yong's season was still winter.

And then I suddenly thought that.

Maybe he was just waiting for spring to come?

I think things that I've been familiar with since I was a kid have prevented me from going through the winter.Those thoughts.

But when I realized it, it was too late. Already, he was a non-mainstreamer and alone in Hall Plain. In a world where 'user information' comes first, it was unwelcome.

I agonized for days and days. And Shin Sang-yong made a big decision.

For the last time, let's walk out of the world for the last time.

And on an expedition that almost cost me my life, I was able to meet a single user.

The user was a very different person, a user. He always took initiative and was trusted by the people around him.

Yeah, the guy was like the sun.

Shin Sang-yong thought. Maybe he can melt his winter if he's next to the sun.

Shin Sang-yong braved everything, and hung on for the first time. It was the first clinging to him, who had always complied and stepped down.

And as a result.

- All right.

What, what?

- User Shin Sang-yong is welcome to join.

Reality is beginning to change.

The winter ice, which had been waiting for when it would end, slowly began to melt.

Shin Sang-yong's frozen life found a new turning point.

The change started right around the corner.

- For new users. Don't overdo it.

Ha, ha, ha. Lee, I don't think that's what the leader has to say.

- Hahaha! I see.

Around himself, where no one has ever wanted to come.

- Yo-ho, yo-ho, hey, hey! Shin Sang-yong! This teacher. I'm finally in charge.

What, what? What do you mean?

- Yeah, I'm in. - I'm in the middle. Kim Soohyun asked for it. And you did it yourself! You're gonna help me, right?

One by one.

Thank you for your help last time! We're pretty good together.

You did everything, but you're taking credit.

You're right.

One by one.

The number of people began to increase.

Shin Sang-yong was happy to think that he finally found a place to stay or not.

So, it may have been more heartbreaking.

- We will exclude users from this selection.

- No shame on non-combat users.

Magic had a Clan One far superior to himself.

Not to mention alchemy.

Don't tell me it's going to be useless like this...Thinking that maybe it would go back to the old days, Shin Sang-yong joined the war. with the idea of proving one's presence

And as a result....

“───! ───!”

Yes?

Shin Sang-yong quickly raised his head at the sudden sound. Then I rubbed my eyes. It was a white space with nothing, but there were already members of the Military Clan standing.

Shin Sang-yong, who was trying to walk reflexively, stopped for a second.

Is there any room for me to enter??

At that moment, the memory flows again like a panorama.

When we eat together.

When we stand on the watch together.

When we explored the ruins together.

When we risked our lives together.

When we entered the Clan House together.

When we have a fun festival together in the garden.

Shin Sang-yong stared blankly at the scene of memory. And then, one slowly turned his back. The man smiled lightly and stepped aside to make room. At the same time, all Clan members turned their heads at the same time and looked at him.

In a welcoming manner, Shin Sang-yong walked toward it as if he were being led.

And then the moment you go inside.

- Welcome to User Shin Sang-yong's subscription….

“───! ───!”

The view turned white again.

“…….”

I couldn't feel my body. I couldn't tell if what I was seeing now was real or fantasy.

It was not long before the sight shook slowly. Between those wobbles, three familiar faces were seen.

"Hey! Hey!"

"Hey! Hey! Answer me! Answer me!

"------------------ treatment!"

Shouting Anhyun.

Lee Yu-jung shakes her body like crazy.

An Sol, who is frantically chanting a spell.

"You can buy it. I can buy it!"

"Just hang in there! It's under treatment right now! What?"

You can buy it?

vaguely heard words Shin Sang-yong slowly took off his lips.

"Fortunately…."

"Oh, oh, thank God, yes! That's a relief, huh?"

At the cry, Shin Sang-yong smiled faintly.

I still had a lot to do, and I wanted to do a lot of things.

I also wanted to apologize to the kids.

I wanted to brag to my teacher that I can summon my master now.

I wanted to do something because I thought it could be helpful now.

But contrary to the mind, the body was feeling slowly cooling down.

In those conflicting emotions, what the hell should I say?

Shin Sang-yong saw three people looking down at him.

"I'm sorry…."

I'm sorry.

"Thank you so much..”

Thank you very much.

Soon, Shin Sang-yong laughed. And I cried. I laughed and cried.

Suddenly, darkness comes into my head. In fact, I felt like I was losing my mind from before.

So, Shin Sang-yong thought he should close his eyes for a while.

"Wait…."

"What's wrong with you? Why are you closing your eyes all of a sudden? What?"

Feeling somewhat relieved, Shin sang softly.

"After Winter...Spring is coming..."

At that moment, something that had barely continued, suddenly felt like it was cutting off.

"Brother….Brother…?Brother…"!”

Shin Sang-yong thought before closing his eyes.

Still, if I could open my eyes again....

"Brother…?

Now, I should get ready for the warm spring.

With Shin Sang-yong's eyes completely closed, the tears in his eyes flow down his cheeks.

While Ahn Hyun and Lee Yu-jung were crying, Ansol was still memorizing the treatment spell. It was not long before she touched the heart with trembling hands. But the heart that had already stopped showed no reaction. I just feel the warmth cooling down....

Ansol slowly turned away. Blood flowing from the open abdomen was already wetting her lobes. But Shin Sang-yong's face is so comfortable. Although blood was flowing out, the lips were clearly smiling.

Soon after, Ansol quietly took off his lips.

"Brother…?

The answer did not return.

Ansol was about to open his mouth one more time.

"Oh…."

Tuck.

Even before I finished speaking, Shin Sang-yong's head dropped weakly.

Heart beating!

At that moment.

My heart is pounding!

Ansol's heart began to beat hard.

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