Man Not Coward

At this point, our conversation stopped abruptly.

We all know that if we go further, my part-time fake boyfriend job will not exist.

It seems that she does not want to "abandon" me now, so she chose to avoid.

Soon, Li Guilan came back, carrying big and small bags. It seems that this is the rhythm of moving the supermarket empty.

She is a very simple woman. Although she has lived a good life for many years, her rural flavor has not been eliminated. This is the root of human beings. I like to deal with such people because I am from the countryside. I can smell the smell of home and see the shadow of my mother from her.

"Auntie, I'll give you a hand. With so many dishes, when will you finish your work?"

I came to the kitchen door and planned to wash the dishes. When I was at home, these things were familiar to me. I had to do both morning and evening meals. Zhao Xue and I didn't eat much. We had two dishes at each meal, one meat, one vegetable and one porridge. In the morning, we mainly had noodles and chaos, which was quite simple.

"No, No. I can do it myself. Just go to the living room and watch TV. "

Li Guilan anxiously pushed me out of the kitchen, then closed the transparent sliding door of the kitchen, waved to me across the door and motioned me to leave.

Wu Ruoqi in the living room yelled at me, "come here. My mother likes to work by herself."

She was curling up on the sofa, eating snacks and watching the variety show on TV. I leaned over and lit a cigarette. "You're so spoiled at home."

"Yes, I've been used to taking for a long time, and I've forgotten what giving is."

Wu Ruoqi sighed thoughtfully, "our generation is arrogant and spoiled. No matter the family conditions are good or bad, our parents have the same mood for us. A piece of steamed bread will definitely be left to us. If we don't appreciate it, they will be very sad. Sometimes they really don't have the courage to be spoiled. We are in this kind of suffocating love It's hard to stand on your own. The better my family conditions are, the more so I am. How hard I work outside, how diligent I am. But as soon as I get home and go back to this indulgent harbor, I will immediately become another person, decadent like a walking corpse, I don't want to do anything, and my mind is in the wonton....

Hoo.

Ruoqi's words are very true. My family conditions are not good, but my mother's favor for me still comes from my heart. My father is very strict and has beaten me and scolded me since childhood. But I know that his love is not less than that of his mother, but his expression is different.

"Yes. So, you'd better not go home in the future. I'm not used to such a degenerate you. In my eyes, you are a super strong woman. "

I said.

"In fact, sometimes we calm down and think about it. What are we fighting for? Is it really money? "

Wu Ruoqi has a trace of sadness in her eyes. She may also feel tired in some disputes. Of course, she will not admit defeat, and will not choose to lose to Ye Chaofan. However, the long-term high-intensity work does make a person fall into a certain kind of panic. Especially when she suddenly returns to the habitat of home, people's instinctive inertia will appear, even for women like her A strong person also has weakness. When she is tired, she can't keep pretending to be fierce like a machine. She also needs a warm quilt to relax her mind and make her nervous body soften completely.

"No. At least not for you. You are not short of money at all, and you have no idea about money. What you're trying to do is tone. This is your inborn temperament. What you fear most is that others will walk in front of you, even one of them will not work. "

I said, "you are so strong, I am tired for you, but it is precisely because of your temperament that you have become what you are today. If you are a girl who has no desire and no desire, I am afraid you would have married and had children like most people, and then enter the leader headquarters to arrange a high paid job and live a carefree life. Although you will be very happy, that life lacks passion and happiness Don't challenge. You won't let yourself live like that for a day. Is that right? "

"Well, it is."

Wu Ruoqi took my hand, pulled me to her side, put her arms around my neck, and sniffed my breath intimately, "I found a problem."

"What's the problem?"

I asked a little guilty.

"You've changed since your wife cheated."

She grinned strangely, and she was very proud. "You have become ambitious, courageous, and have an inexplicable strength. You feel that you have been greatly stimulated. You are afraid that others will say you are weak and incompetent. You are trying to open your wings to protect yourself, disguise yourself, and try to make yourself strong and tough. At least you look solid, right?"

Whoo!

She stabbed me in the back of my heart. I stood still and looked at the smart woman in front of me for a long time. I opened my lips and said, "you're really the worm in my stomach. That's right. I'm really pretending, but now I'm a little used to it. I find that the biggest shield of people is not the backstage, not the background, but their own heart. If your heart is strong enough, face to face Right, even if you are ten times or 100 times better than yourself, you will not be embarrassed. As long as you don't die, it will be difficult to win or lose. What we are afraid of is that we will decline before we fight. When we apply it to all things, we can rely on it. ""Ha ha, you finally understand life."

Wu Ruoqi fell in my arms, clinging to my chest, feeling that she was going to eat me, I looked at her nervously, "why? Aren't you rare that Zhang Zihao? Did you find the wrong place to attack me? "

"Who said that?"

Wu Ruoqi gave me a white look, "I'm not interested in him."

Then she collapsed and put her head on my thigh. She was lying on the sofa and lifted her legs comfortably. The triangle of the super short hot pants was raised high. I glanced and couldn't help taking a few deep breaths. She was so close to me. To tell you the truth, she didn't react at all. It was a fake. Her high chest was at my hand, and she didn't I didn't wear underwear. It was obvious that there were two unbridled peaks lying on both sides. My hands were ready to move. It would be very comfortable to grasp and trample on them.

She leaned over and looked at the TV. She was talking to me without saying a word.

Soon, the kitchen door was pushed open, her mother Lu continued to serve a lot of dishes, then Wu Ruoqi fell asleep quietly, breathing well, quiet like a quiet kitten, her face is very white, capillaries are showing, looking at her quiet and beautiful appearance, my heart fell into a very wonderful state, that moment, I feel that she is like my wife, we love each other Already used to each other, she can calmly lie on my legs to sleep, and I will be at ease to coax her to sleep, mutual tacit, like a couple for many years, and this is our home.

Warm.

This word hit into my heart at this moment. I felt very excited. After losing Zhao Xue, I found such a state again. Although it was only an illusion, even so, my frustrated heart could revive and still make my heart warm.

I took a pillow, gently moved away, let her pillow on the pillow, and find a thin quilt, cover her body, this came to the table.

Li Guilan happily invited me to sit down. Seeing Wu Ruoqi asleep on the sofa, she couldn't help saying, "this girl, really, has no rules. I'm spoiled."

Then, I was about to wake her up. I was anxious to dissuade her, "Auntie, don't call her. She just fell asleep. She is very tired recently, and her work pressure is very high. Let her have a rest. Wait until you wake up. "

Li Guilan regards me as a distinguished guest, so it's polite to call Wu Ruoqi to wake up. In fact, as a mother, she doesn't have the heart to disturb her daughter's dream. When she hears this, she smiles, "ah, that's OK. Let's eat first. Xiao Zhang, don't mention it. Her father won't come back at noon. Just let us go. There's not enough rice. I'll serve it for you. Don't mention it

I watched the table full of delicacies, especially the traditional tilapia. I was anxious to taste it. I had a taste with my mother. At that time, I was inexplicably moved and the mood came.

"Thank you, aunt. It's troublesome to make so many delicious food. You're better than a chef in a five-star hotel. "

I said from the heart.

"Oh, how can there be so much? If you are alive, what you eat at home is more hygienic than what you eat outside. If you like, you can eat more."

Li Guilan's mouth has been heaped with laughter, she does not eat, has been looking at me.

I was staring at her a little hairy, can't help but ask, "aunt, what's the matter? Why don't you eat it? It's really delicious. "

"I'm not hungry." Li Guilan said with a smile, "Xiao Zhang, now it's just us. If you don't mind, let's have a chat?"

"Good."

I anxiously put down the dishes and chopsticks and said, "aunt, actually I have something to say to you."

"Well, you go first."

Li Guilan said modestly, "I see that you are very sincere, especially kind-hearted. If Qi is given to you, I can rest assured."

"Thank you."

I said, "in fact, if Qi has her own ideas and is very mature, you may only see her at home and treat her as a child. In fact, she has been able to take charge of her own affairs outside, but she is habitually lazy when she is at home. I don't know if you know that she is in Tianhe advertising industry now. That's the existence of a sister. Everyone has to stand up when it comes to her Thumb. So, auntie, you'd better not worry about her affairs in the future. When you're free, you can go to the activity center to sing songs. She can plan her life well. Please believe me. "

I don't want to see Wu Ruoqi suffer because of my existence. First of all, I have to remove the pressure and obstacles of her family. As long as my uncle and aunt no longer force her to marry, she can "fire me" without pressure. In that case, we can resume the normal relationship between the superior and the subordinate. I'm still used to working with her and reserve some space for each other, unlike now It's too tired to say ambiguous, not ambiguous, near or far.