Man Not Coward

Whoo!

I tightly pursed my lower lip and didn't reply. My eyes were staring at the ceiling above my head. The European style of the ceiling was a little beautiful and idyllic. My eyes twinkled and my mind was dull.

I was just in the dream of greed. What should I do if I really come together with Wu Ruoqi? Now, I think too much.

I just can't change this self indulgence. It's easy to follow what others say. I'm too independent and emotional.

I should firmly believe that I am an ordinary loser. No one will really like me, love me and care about me. Except for my parents who are far away in the countryside, I am a tool that others call to come and go.

That's all.

"Well, what's the matter?"

Wu Ruoqi looked at me and said, "don't have pressure. When you get back to Tianhe, I'll call my mother and make up some bad things for you, so that they can obliterate your good impression..."

"don't say it, I know how to do it."

I suddenly sat up and took Wu Ruoqi aside, looking at her coldly, "where's the bathroom?"

"Oh, go out and turn right. There's a small corridor. Just go in."

Wu Ruoqi pursed her lips, a little puzzled about my mood at the moment. Looking at my back when I left, she added a knife, "don't have pressure, I will make them tired of you."

When I heard this, I felt relieved and laughed speechlessly.

When I came to the bathroom, after I put the water, I squatted on the toilet and took out my mobile phone. I wanted to go to Huiwang to see the news, but I found several messages on wechat.

"Zhang Shan, I'm discharged. I don't care where you are. I just want to tell you that I still have feelings for you. I know that you didn't mean it that night. You just want to find face in front of that woman. You just want to vent your anger on me. In the past few days in the hospital, I think a lot. We entered a bad cycle from the beginning. You are too kind to me and spoil me. I am used to being naughty Like children, it's too easy to come here, so I don't cherish it. Coupled with a lot of pressure from reality, I was bewildered and found Xia Jun. In fact, I don't love him. I also know that we can't end up well with each other. It's just that we need some different consolation. Once we get fresh, that's all. I know I'm dirty, and you are no longer Zhang Shan who used to listen to me. I don't expect you to forgive me and continue to love me. I just hope I can talk with you calmly about the future road and each other's life in the future. If I can, I'm willing to put everything down and live with you. I won't hinder you from cheating outside. It's my atonement, and I'll be happy I don't know what I want, but I still don't want to. I don't want this family to break up like this. I'm sorry for you, but I... you can't reply to me. I just hope you can see and understand my mind. I regret why I didn't cherish you. "

Zhao Xue's message is very long, which is almost the most sincere words she said to me, at least on the surface.

Looking at this message, I really don't know what to say. Over and over again, one side is confession, the other side is killing. Won't she split her personality? One wants to kill me, one wants to live again.

I made a few replies, the first reaction is to scold her, "die, I can't make up with you again, where do you want to go, when I go back to divorce."

But it didn't feel right, so it was deleted in an instant.

I ask myself, do you still have feelings with her? Why am I afraid of hurting her?

And hit a, "don't pull useless, you in other people's bed when you don't think about my good?"

I don't think it's interesting to argue about these at this time. She is not a woman that can be seen at a glance. If I talk about these calmly with her, I will fall into the routine she designed for me again, and I will probably suffer in the end.

Delete again.

I thought for a while and said, "everyone's patience is limited. If you miss it, you miss it."

This is very vague. It doesn't indicate her intention. It's ambiguous. But I think it's time to reply like this, which makes her feel itchy, distressed and frustrated.

After sending it, I sighed, "ah, I had known that I was sorry today."

At this time, the door of the bathroom was knocked, "Zhang Shan, what are you doing? My parents called me down to dinner

"Well, I'll be down later. It's a little bloated. "

I said anxiously.

"It's a lot of shit on a lazy donkey."

She complained and began to wash her hands in the washroom outside the door. "Zhang Shan, do you think we have a husband and wife?"

Whoa.

Hearing this, I didn't dare to take it. I'm afraid that it will hurt my fragile heart in the end. "I'm a fake, and many things don't exist."

"I mean if."

"There is no if in this world. What is true is true, and what is false is false."

My words are a little hard, a little venting.

I don't know if she can hear it, but she still asked, "you are really, even if you are a fake, now you come to my house. Ha ha, I think it's very good and exciting.""Yes, it's really exciting."

I sighed, deliberately flushed down the toilet, then opened the door and went out.

She followed me and said, "you don't wash your hands when you go to the bathroom? Are you dirty or not

"I'd love to!"

With anger in my heart, I ignored her and pushed the elevator to go downstairs.

！！！

The dishes on the table are delicious, so I have to admire Wu Bo's skill. In just half an hour, I had such a large table of dishes. No matter what they look like or what they smell, they make me have a strong appetite. Sitting at the table, I'm ready to move. I really want to pick out the eyes of the braised fish.

"Come on, Zhang Shan, let's have a drink?"

Wu Yongde took a bottle of Maotai from the wine cupboard and observed it visually for at least 20 years. After sitting down, he said, "I seldom drink at home. I'm happy today. Drink more."

"Is your body all right? I was worried about cooking just now. I just came back from the hospital. I'd better take it easy. "

Li Guilan said anxiously.

"No problem. It's better to drink less."

Wu Yongde looked at me, "Zhang Shan should have a lot of wine, right?"

I did not answer, Wu Ruoqi rushed to the sentence, "boss, drink a little began to tongue, but also curse, and even beat people, for this did not less into the Bureau."

Wipe.

When did I do this?

This is obviously framing me.

But I know that Wu Ruoqi deliberately wanted to throw cold water on her parents and reduce my score.

After hearing this, Wu Yongde's eyes were obviously patched up. "Ouch, this is not good. The wine is very important. You can't mess around in many occasions. Maybe you say something wrong, and it's not easy to mix in the whole circle."

With that, Wu Yongde cleaned up his wine cup and said, "forget it, I don't feel well either. Today, we'll stop drinking. Instead of wine, we'll have tea and more dishes."

I'd like to go to Japan.

This makes me very angry. Although I don't drink much, I can still control myself by drinking at least one jin of high alcohol. Moreover, I have good anti alcohol enzyme in my body, strong liver recovery ability, fast sobering up, like to sleep after drinking, and recover to normal when I wake up.

Wu Ruoqi! You can doubt my character, but you can't doubt my wine!

I really want to grab the wine cup and try it out in front of the old man to show him how my wine is.

But after thinking about it, for the sake of Wu Ruoqi's plan, I gave up.

A lot of things, is doomed, I am a fake, just a hired boyfriend, tools.

"I'm so sorry, Uncle Wu. I really can't drink. I'll be in a mess if I drink a little."

Helpless, I opened my lips and said.

"En en en, in the future, you should try your best not to participate in the wine shop and keep yourself sober all the time. Especially now that you are a leader of the company, you should set an example. In the past, you were only a staff member. It doesn't matter if you can make a few jokes or scolds with ordinary colleagues. But now you have to think more about it. You have a responsibility, and you should try not to drink it in the future."

Wu Yongde said with a sigh.

"Well, I remember."

This meal was originally very appetizing. Because of this, I had no taste for it. After eating it hastily, I got up and left the table.

！！！

Wu Ruoqi soon finished eating, and came to the living room to sit with me. She grabbed the litchi on the tea table and handed it to me, "peel it for me."

"Peel it yourself."

I gave her a white look and said lazily.

"You...

she was a little angry and stubbornly piled litchi on my chest," don't you do this? How did you become a boyfriend? "

She deliberately raised the decibel, deliberately two people on the other side of the restaurant heard.

I lowered my voice, "if I don't peel it off, it will be worse for me, and it will make your parents look down on me, right?"

After listening to her, she was stunned and looked at me for unknown reasons, "you are obviously angry."

"No, as planned. It's my job. "

I moved to one side of the sofa and threw the litchi into the gap between us. She was also angry. She threw the litchi on the tea table and groaned, "dead!"

"When are you going back?"

I watched the TV series "rouge" on TV and said calmly, "I'm still a little worried about the company. Anyway, my uncle is OK, or I'll go back ahead of time."

Wu Ruoqi's practice made me lose the interest of staying in the capital. Instead of being angry here, I'd better go back to Tianhe and work.

"Just a few hours ago, I'm leaving?"

Wu Ruoqi came over and looked at me solemnly. "This time, I'll give Li Shangde a bad impression. I can't let him be too arrogant."

"That's your business."

I was not angry and said, "didn't your father say that? He made concessions on purpose. He has plans for many things. Don't meddle in them. "

"But I can't swallow it."

Wu Ruoqi snorted, "it's so irritating. Why do you bully people like that? ""Aren't you the same?"

"What's the matter with me?"

She raised the volume and asked back anxiously.

"Don't think you can do whatever you want with your money. Everyone needs self-respect."

I'm worth it, but I still don't understand.