Man Not Coward

Whoo!

Mou ran, tears fell from the corner of my eyes.

Bean tears hit on my hand, sliding to her palm.

In the dark, if the whole world is still, my body is shaking unconsciously, and the whole world that I used to think is collapsed like this.

The stronger the back, the more vulnerable, I told myself, can't be soft, can't cry, can't be as helpless as a girl, I did, but I found that this will be more painful, my heart is suffering every day, boiled by soup, stabbed by sharp blade, blown by cold wind, bitten by giant animals!

I won Zhao Xue, so what?

I am afraid I can never find another woman who really let me go. I regret that it is not losing her, but that all the efforts I have made to make a happy life have become a bubble.

My little nest built by sweat will be broken by her leaving. What's the use of my clinging to that dry house?

I'm not a perfectionist, but I'm not conservative. I don't know what I'm going to face in the next few days. I'm wearing my special green hat, and you're going to kill me. How much do you hate?

I am wronged, I am wronged!

Who knows?

Like a helpless child, I am attached to Wu Ruoqi's shoulder, but her delicate arm has become the most solid support for me at this moment. She holds my hand and says nothing. She just uses a kind of strength to convey some comfort to me. She is so smart that she can get enough information from my sorrow and tears.

I got dumped. I got dumped.

Now I'm taking her back to protest, to save face.

I know it's naive and funny, but I just want to be strong in front of Zhao Xue once, even for myself? I've never really hurt my heart. I have no desire for everything. I'm happy and peaceful. As long as it's not too much, I won't care about it. But it's this kind of disposition that makes me suffer losses again and again and makes Zhao Xue step by step to the edge of betrayal. It's my indulgence that makes her cheat today!

Soon, I came to Mingdu garden.

Taxi can't enter. Wu Ruoqi and I got off at the gate of the community.

The small supermarket at the gate of the community has not closed yet. I am very familiar with the young boss there, and I have to buy something almost every day. I make all the meals at home, simple vegetables, daily necessities and salt. He has everything there. Every time we go shopping, we talk a little.

It's 11:00 p.m. at this time. Just entering the supermarket, he is still playing games on the computer desk at the door. It's the memory of our youth at that time, such as Jay Chou, Yao Ming and rockets.

"Still playing? Did you charge this time? "

I like to drink yogurt after drinking wine. I took two bottles of Chunxiang and two boxes of anmuchi. I pointed to the shelf behind the boss and said, "a box of hongbaxi."

Hong Baxi only costs six yuan. I don't smoke so much at ordinary times, but I especially want to be ferocious tonight. The cold smoke will make me fall into obscurity and lose my awakening instinct.

Wu Ruoqi was standing at the door of the supermarket, holding her arms and shrugging her shoulders. The night wind was still very cold, and she kept pumping cold air.

The boss just saw her, then he picked my eyebrows and said softly, "how dare you play at home? Aren't you afraid of the one in your family? "

"Grass! What are you doing with me? I....

I patted the cigarette box on his desk, rolled up my sleeve and started to force me. As soon as I opened my mouth, I was held by Wu Ruoqi, "OK, let's go, let's go."

She still put down fifty yuan and said to the boss, "don't change it."

The voice is quite terrifying. She should have heard what the boss said just now, which makes her a little disgusted.

I was dragged out of the supermarket, and the strength of the wine began to turn up again. Just as I was about to take a Baxi, the strength in my stomach arched up again. I twisted my body and spat and vomited. Fortunately, there was a flowerpot nearby, and spat and vomited in.

She patted her back behind me and said, "who are you going to see again? Look, drink a lot like this! Are you crazy? You can't drink Baijiu when you walk away from the old taste. Do you want to die? "

I managed to stand up straight, gulp in the cool air, spit a few mouthfuls of saliva and gargle a few mouthfuls of soda water. Then I felt that my mouth was clean. "I didn't drink much. I met a friend."

I crooked into the community, toward home.

Wu Ruoqi has been following me and supporting me. When I crossed a stone road in the forest, I almost twisted my foot. She was anxious to pull me. My gravity center was tilted and I sat on the ground. They fell into the grass beside me. The ground was soft and there was no knock.

She pushed me away, "you dead man, you can't do it!"

I'm going to see Zhao Xue soon. She doesn't want to be in a mess. She's full of dirt. After beating for a long time, she still complains about me. "You say, what's the matter with you? You look very smart and how to do things is so unreliable."

"I've been cuckolded. What else do you want me to do? I'm going to die? Is that all right? "

Then, I bumped into a poplar nearby, and she grabbed me, "you're crazy, be honest with me!"It took us half an hour to get home.

Climbing up the second floor, the door opened before I took out the key.

Zhao Xue wears her pink and white home clothes. It looks like she has just applied on the mask. Her skin is very bright. She has painted the warm color lip gloss, and her hair has been carefully combed. The whole person looks very beautiful.

I stood at the door, followed by Wu Ruoqi.

She opened the door so quickly. It's estimated that when Wu Ruoqi and I were pulling the door down in the building, she already saw it in front of the window.

"Is chief Xia in?"

I stood on the threshold and looked around the room with my head open. "This point won't disturb your good things, will it?"

Zhao Xue's face was calm, and she didn't speak. She turned and walked to the house.

There is a lot of dirt on the soles of my shoes. If I used to clean them outside first, I would change my slippers at the door. But this time, I went straight into the living room and sat down on the sofa like a bandit. I leaned forward and put my feet on the tea table. With a bang, the tea table on the glass surface swayed a few times, and the newly built teapot on the table was also shocked. I almost fell down and the soles of my shoes were broken The mud fell on the tea table. I grabbed my pillow and threw it into the corner, shouting, "change my shoes and wash my feet."

Boom!

After I vomited at the gate of the community just now, I woke up a lot, but I still want to use the strength of wine to pretend in front of Zhao Xue. I know the final clamor before the break. I just want to see her groveling in front of me, so I will feel cool and feel a little compensated.

I grew up being bullied by others. This time, I can finally find a reason to be tough. No matter whether she listens or not, I have to vent my anger in my heart. This is the relaxation of my spirit and the respect for my personality.

She stood at the tea table, Wu Ruoqi also came in, she stood at the edge of the living room, a little dazed looking at me, it seems that in the face of all this, she did not make any psychological preparation, she hired me as her fake boyfriend, rather than I hired her as my fake girlfriend.

Men and women seem to be interlinked, but our relationship is one-sided.

She looked at Wu Ruoqi and said, "Zhang Shan is drunk. Take care of him. I'll go first

Obviously, Wu Ruoqi didn't want to wade in this muddy water. It had nothing to do with her. I forced her. She could see the sharp behind her pupils through Zhao Xue's calm eyes.

"Stop!" I kicked off the tea table, and the tea table moved half a meter to the side. A tea bowl on the table fell to the ground and broke with a bang. The teapot full of hot water almost overturned, while a thermos beside the tea table fell to the ground with a bang and exploded!

Mourn!

A crisp sound, burst at Zhao Xue's feet, although her home clothes are short sleeves, trousers, but slippers are single, and did not wear socks!

Then a scream, Zhao Xue eat pain almost kneel on the ground.

Boom, my brain exploded, I ran after her, took her arm, directly lifted her whole person from the pot slag and cross flow hot water.

Her face is extremely ferocious, her whole feet are broken by slag, and her blood is not only flowing, but also the hot water erodes her whole legs to ankles and feet. She gasps with tearing pain, clenches her teeth and gasps, like a deer shot by a hunter. She collapses on her hair and shakes all over.

I didn't mean to, I just want to stop Wu Ruoqi, I just want to play a prestige in front of Zhao Xue, even if I know, it's futile.

But I didn't expect it to be a mess.

I put her flat on the sofa, and she slipped on the ground a little bit. I never experienced the bone biting pain, but from her ferocious expression at the moment, I can see that it was very painful.

"Go, go to the hospital."

I sweated and held her in my arms. I haven't held her in this way for a long time. When we were just married, I didn't run away, so my life was quite comfortable. In the evening, I would cook some good dishes, drink a glass of red wine and watch TV. When I saw about ten o'clock, I would hold her from the sofa and go to the bedroom to have sex with my beloved Princess. She would hook my back gently Neck, and then coquettishly lift legs, gently rubbed my shoulder, "Xianggong, give people a few more times tonight, OK?"

After running out of the house, Wu Ruoqi began to use her mobile phone didi to rent. It was almost 12 o'clock. There were not many taxis. Most of them went to night shows, bars and hospital gates to wait for the number.

As she ran, she called a taxi. Finally, the tip was increased to 30 yuan, and she got a taxi two kilometers away.

I held Zhao Xue in my arms and waited at the gate of the community for about three minutes. The car finally arrived. At this time, my arms were paralyzed and I was already weak. When I got on the bus, I almost threw her out.

Wu Ruoqi sat in the co pilot, I sat in the back of a foot, pain almost fainted Zhao Xueping lying, head pillow my thigh.

"Master, go to the central hospital."

I yelled, "come on, fastest speed!"