Love's Got a Hold of My Heart

MACY

I know this day will come that he will know the existence of our son Shan but I did not expect that he will know it by himself before I could tell him the truth. My tears began to fall no words came out from my mouth.

*FLASHBACK*

It was been a month after what happened to me at the beach house. We acted like it never happened because that was it should be.

He will never take me seriously because I was two years younger. We just glancing each other every time we were passing by. Not a smile involved but just looking into each other's eyes.

I never mentioned to my best friend Shay what happened to me with her brother. I do not know what will be her reaction.

I already had sex before so I am not a virgin if that's what you think. But I was not sexual active after I broke up with my last boyfriend. 

Because I began fallen with my best friend's brother even he will not think of me as girlfriend material but I was happy that we had sex. Not in my dreams it could really happen. I thought I was not given chance to be with him that night.

I should not ask for more but thanking God for the experience that I can input in my memory and save it forever.

I got a text from my paternal cousin two years ahead of me inviting me to come along to this party. She was my companion to be in a party even my dad won't allow me to go but my close cousin will find a way.

Find something kind of excuses, they all knew that my cousin Clare and I are close. I told my dad to be back by midnight since it was weekend. He always reminds me to be careful and not to drink alcohol I am not still allowed or any juice at the party.

We got there I wore Peach Ruffled Skirt with Black Scalloped Blouse and Wedge Heels.  Dancing at the living room with my cousin's friends almost an hour.

I excused for going to the bathroom I whispered Clare and she said okay. I walked towards the kitchen and found it. I saw some couples making out along the way. I ignored it and went inside the bathroom for pee. I locked the door for protection from any harm. I know what I heard when you are in the party there are things you need to be alert since I am not yet 18.

I finished my thing and washed my hands. I looked at the mirror to fix myself. I took a deep breath before I go back to my cousin and tell her that I will go home first. I feel like I do not want to wait till midnight.

I unlocked the door and I stepped out the bathroom. I saw familiar face when I opened the door.

"Hi," he said sweetly.

"S-shane" I nervously said.

"You looked hot tonight." He smiled and grabbed my hand not forcedly. Then we exit at the back door of the kitchen.

I just followed his lead and we were exited the house to his car. He opened the door for me and I get in. I looked as he walked towards the other side.

We did not say a word. I took out my phone from my blouse I placed it inside my bra because I do not have pocket.

I sent a message to my cousin Clare she might wonder why I took too long for a pee. We stopped in the park near my house.

"Why are we here?" I asked looking at him.

"I know my limits and beside I was with my cousin and my dad knew about it. This is not my first time Shane and you knew that." I emphasized.

"I am so sorry if I grabbed you out at the party." He apologized. "This is not me actually see you there dancing with your sexy skirt. I lost control of myself. I should not have done that." He added.

I smiled hearing his explanation and it gives me the courage to do the first move. "I was glad you did that." I smirked and unbuckled the seat beat and leaned quickly to kiss him and leads to something more like the first time we did at the beach.

*END OF FLASHBACK*