Lord, Let Me Go

There is a beautiful girl in songjiazhen. She is twenty-eight years old. She is young. She has long hair and apricot eyes.

She goes out early in the morning, taking a breath of fresh air, waving with the cheering birds, bending down to touch the swaying flowers on the road, and sometimes kissing the frost and dew.

Such a person, smart and gentle, the only drawback is that she will not speak.

Few people want to marry a mute, even if she is a beautiful mute.

In Songjia Town, a place with primitive customs and simple customs, she is not young at 28 years old. However, no one has ever come to discuss marriage with this beautiful girl.

Her parents are very anxious, all day long people ask, want to try their best to find a good family for their daughter.

Fortunately, this beautiful girl is clever and hardworking. In addition, her parents have a reputation. In the end, there is still a man's family with less conditions who is willing to live with this girl.

So, the girl's parents chose a strong young man in the neighborhood. He was tall and healthy, with a few acres of thin fields at home and a mulberry forest outside the house. The beautiful girl would grow mulberry and raise silkworms. It was not hard to marry and manage the family business.

The young man is not very talkative, but he is honest and honest. When a beautiful girl enters the door, he treats her very well and gives her a little respect that other men seldom have.

The beautiful girl was very grateful to him, and returned him with her tenderness and consideration, as well as her filial piety and care for the elderly in her family.

It looks like it's a pretty good life.

But God seems to be very partial to the beautiful girl, this apple, bit her, did not give her the right to speak, but also can not help her sweet fruit, another bite, deprived her of the qualification to be a mother.

He has been married with a strong young man for many years. Although the couple are harmonious, they always have no son and a half daughter under their knees.

Songjia town is a place that pays attention to incense and fire. Beautiful girls have not been able to bear for many years, so it is inevitable that there will be a lot of gossip.

The parents of the young man are looking forward to having their grandchildren day and night, but the daughter-in-law is not striving for success. There is no movement in this belly.

"Son, take your daughter-in-law to worship Bodhisattva in the temple."

Yesterday, the old mother said so.

"Son, take your daughter-in-law to see the doctor in the hospital."

Today, the old father spoke again.

So the beautiful girl went to the temple and donated a lot of sesame oil money. She asked for more than one signature from the temple Zhu, but she couldn't ask for anything.

She turned and went to the old doctor there, pulse also seized the medicine, has been in strict accordance with the doctor's advice to take.

But year after year, she still couldn't sit happy.

Later, her aunt changed her face and spoke coldly to her, ironically satirizing her.

The beautiful girl is very aggrieved. She can't speak and can only sob in front of her husband.

Once and twice, the strong boy was willing to coax her. Over time, his parents talked more often, and he began to hate his wife.

Resentment grows and resentment grows stronger.

At that time, the beautiful girl didn't know what "one is not happy, two wide, each happy". She was guarding her own home, hoping to maintain its integrity, but she lacked a new born member. Even though she made great efforts, she could not fill the gap.

In the end, she became an abandoned wife.

She was driven home, before going home, she pulled her husband's sleeve, tears whirled in her eyes, and after returning home, she held her mother in her arms and cried bitterly.

I've been suspended, I've cried, and I'm old.

What to do?

What can't be done. It's time to live.

But what should I do?

It's a choice for beautiful girls.

She is very industrious and capable. She is quick at farm work. If she doesn't care about other people's opinions, she can live well alone.

But she didn't want to go out to work as early as before in the light of light.

She had an idea, secret and great.

Her parents also supported her. They sent her to Songjiang's grandmother's house in the east of Songjia town. They gave the old lady a few pieces of meat, and let the beautiful girl recognize her as her adoptive mother, and she learned to deliver from her.

If you don't have the qualification to be a mother, you can help a lot of people become mothers. So the beautiful girl thought.

In addition to being able to deliver babies, the old lady of Song Jiang knew some ways to treat women's internal diseases. She had a pair of children under her knee, but a few years ago, the town of Songjia had a pox epidemic. Her wife, children and grandchildren all went there, and they were alone.

The beautiful girl was gentle and filial. The old lady of Song Jiang liked her very much. She gave her the skills and medical skills without reservation.

Before long, the young man's new wife was pregnant. After ten months in a hurry, she was about to give birth.

Song Jiang's old woman took her beautiful girl to deliver the baby. When the couple met, they were embarrassed.The woman's birth was not good, and the woman's childbirth was also at the gate of ghosts. The old lady of Song Jiang and the beautiful girl tried their best to keep the lives of the women and children.

The young man cried and was very sad.

The beautiful girl didn't know how to comfort him, so she left after the old lady of Song Jiang.

It used to be a common thing - at least in Song Jiang's midwifery, it's not uncommon for both mother and son to be lost. But who knows, the parents of a strong young man, a beautiful girl, and her former aunt are really confused. She has to say that this is a beautiful girl who has no children's happiness, and that she is doomed to have her own children He said that if she had not come to deliver the baby, he would not have killed his new daughter-in-law and his unborn grandson.

Song Town is not big, such rumors spread all over the place.

The beautiful girl was hostile to everyone. No one was willing to let her go to deliver the baby. Some even scolded her and threw her with rotten vegetable leaves. Some said they wanted to drive her away. Some even said they wanted to set fire to her!

This happened after the death of the pregnant daughter-in-law of Qiu Yuanwai in the town.