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Forty-Two

In the dead of night.

But Jinguji Saki couldn’t fall asleep for a long time, tossing and turning.

Every time I close my eyes, every time I fall asleep lightly, I always hear familiar and unfamiliar voices.

As if always feeling familiar people close by, she raised her hand to caress her hair.

In the dream, she was not a human being, but that lovely fairy fox.

…Stupid fox…

That person always called himself that.

From the first meeting to the last farewell.

But she couldn’t see that person’s face clearly, and couldn’t remember his appearance.

The picture came too fast, too chaotic, too complicated.

I always woke up without knowing it, and the tears in the corners of my eyes were wet and dry.

Simply no longer fall asleep, hold a candle night tour, walk out of the house, and come to the courtyard of the shrine, a cherry blossom tree is surrounded by Shimenawa, and the branches are gently swaying with the wind in the guard of the four torii gates. This is not blooming In season, this ancient cherry tree has not been in full bloom for hundreds of years.

“Can’t sleep?”

Jinguji Saki looked over, tried to sit down just now, but got up reflexively.

“Lord Huayi…”

“It’s okay, sit down, you don’t need to be so cautious when you are alone.”The woman in the funeral dress pressed the girl’s shoulders and sat down nearby, and the two sat in the aisle of the wooden corridor.

“I still have dreams.” Jinguji Saki said softly, “When I close my eyes, I still have that voice and smile. Am I…”

“No.” Jiuzhonghuayi said affirmatively, “You haven’t awakened the spirit of heroes.”

“Ok.”

“But that doesn’t mean that this memory is imported.” The elder funeral said in a low voice, “Heroic spirits are not the only ones who can see past and present lives. You should have heard stories about this.”

“Reincarnated?” Jinguji Saki said in a low voice, “I thought it was a deceptive fairy tale.”

“Stories all have their prototypes, there are true and false, but the endings of those stories often make people uncomfortable.” Jiuzhonghuayi said softly: “It is very painful to think about a dead person. things, so those stories will also persuade people to learn to let go.â€

“Lord Huayi also thinks that it’s just a dream, don’t you need to care about it?” Jingongsi asked softly.

Funeral looked at the cherry blossoms in the atrium: “Do you know why I’m wearing funeral clothes?”

“The rules of the funeral in the shrine?”

“No, even if it’s the rules, it doesn’t require a person to wear funeral clothes for the rest of their lives. It’s just that they need to dress like this on formal occasions. Even so, not many people in the funerals of the past dynasties will really wear funeral clothes for the rest of their lives.” Ninefold Flower Yi He said softly: “The funerals of all dynasties who have worn funeral clothes for more than ten years, only the first generation of funerals, and my generation…Of course I don’t dress like this because I like it.”

“why?”

“It’s for reminiscence, to prevent myself from forgetting.” Jiuzhonghuayi’s voice is so gentle and tender, but she can hear extraordinary obsession: “I think it’s a beautiful thing to be able to miss someone for a long time …Forcing myself to forget, forcing myself to let go, is just burying yesterday’s self… From this aspect, I may envy you very much.”

“me?”

“Thinking and memory have transcended time and the constraints of life and death, and this is something I can’t do.”

The funeral may be the envy from the heart, or it may be just the comfort of high EQ. She got up when she said this, ended the conversation, and left.

Jinguji Saki grabbed the clothes on her chest and lowered her head in thought.

“Because I have been resisting, so I can’t see his appearance clearly? If I choose to accept this memory, is it possible… But in this way, will I become someone else? Will I become that bird? fox?”

Even if it was her in her previous life, she would still have a certain amount of resistance in her heart, a subconscious resistance, which made it impossible for her to truly integrate the memory fragments she had obtained.

So she couldn’t see that person’s appearance clearly.

“Hey…” Jinguji Saki sighed depressingly. It is a good thing to escape, but I always feel that the situation has become more troublesome. It is not a heroic spirit, and there is an extra meaningless memory. Since it is a matter of the previous life, remember What’s the use of getting up?

“Yes, what’s the use?”

“He’s dead, doesn’t exist anymore, and was even swallowed by ‘you’ himself.”

She hugged her knees, talking to herself.

“unless……”

Unconsciously, she remembered what Jiuzhonghuayi said about “reincarnation and continued fate”. She was distracted for a while, and buried her flushed face between her knees.

…

“Oh, you’re blushing.”

“You are like this, who can not blush!”

“Come on, let me be healthy!”

“Brother, don’t!”

“Be obedient, let me be healthy!”

“Even if it’s brother, I also…”

“If you don’t show it, I’ll do it directly.”

“ah!”

Bai Wei lifted Liu Shengshuangyue’s sleeve, looked at the bruises on it, and couldn’t help shaking his head: “Are you saying that you have over-practiced? You don’t even wear armor, even if it’s actual combat practice, can you go on without problems?”

Liu Shengshuangyue blushed, but she wasn’t shy. She had known Bai Wei since she was twelve years old, and she didn’t have much awareness of male and female defense at that time. Now, Bai Wei has, but she obviously hasn’t established this kind of giving and receiving. The concept of not being close, the reason why you don’t let me see the bruises on my body is that I still think it is too ugly and embarrassing.

“Have you wiped off the Dieta medicine wine?”

“not yet.”

“Bring it here, and I’ll wipe it off for you.” Bai Wei poured out the bruises and applied the medicine to her, and at the same time activated his true energy for warm compress treatment: “The fight between you and that girl was really intense.”

“Usually I win.”

“I don’t think it’s that easy. The opponent is not bad. Your advantage is still a bit tricky.”

“The new move I learned was prepared for her, it’s not a trick.”

“Even so, you are attacking too blindly, and it is because of this that you are hurt more than her.” Bai Wei warned: “Her cautious style of play is suitable for you to learn, and sometimes attacking is not necessarily the best choice. Choosing defense makes it easier to see the number of attacks of the opponent, so if you don’t say anything else, just go straight to it, once it’s a real sword victory or defeat, how many lives do you think you have?â€

Liu Shengshuangyue listened to it, but only halfway through it, she raised her eyebrows unhappily: “Brother, why do you always help that big-chested and brainless talker!”

Bai Wei: “…”

He glanced at the top of his sister’s head, wanting to make sure if there was an exclamation mark or a new entry for “anti-girlfriend”.

Liu Shengshuangyue frowned: “Brother, you don’t know how to talk to her, do you?”

Bai Wei let go of his hand: “Okay, after wiping, the swelling will go down tomorrow.”

“Brother!” The younger sister grabbed his wrist and squinted her eyes, like a kitten about to explode: “Are you talking to her or not?? ”

“Is this important?” Bai Wei was at a loss for words for a moment: “Do you really think I can max out her favorability with just a few words?”

“It’s not certain, she may have planned it long ago…”

“Nonsense.” Bai Wei patted Liu Shengshuangyue’s forehead: “In this life, how many women have I known well? Don’t you know all of them?”

Shuangyue reluctantly let go of her hand. Of course she knew clearly, but she didn’t know if she could still be so nervous?

What’s more, Yingzhou is different from the Ming Dynasty. The social status of men here is higher than that of women. A high-quality man from the Ming Dynasty can be regarded as a wealthy son-in-law.

In this Yingzhou society, where “having a job and not domestic violence” is generally a good man…it can really crush people.

In the past, Liu Shengshuangyue wasn’t under too much pressure, because Bai Wei had been languid since the Qilin competition failed, and he became very sad, nerdy, and two-dimensional.

Once you get involved in this aspect, no matter how handsome you look, you won’t be able to save your social evaluation.

However, after waking up, Bai Wei has been completely reborn. His temperament is well-crafted, noble and elegant, vicissitudes of life, melancholy, calm and capable, gentle and caring. Rich social experience provides one-click switching of temperament and personality. Even Liu Shengshuangyue himself sometimes I feel that my brother has become strange, but even more handsome.

Her defense and vigilance levels have been raised by an entire level, but she still feels that it is not enough. There is no evidence at the moment, so she can only let it go for the time being.

Seeing that she didn’t ask, Bai Wei was relieved. This sister is good at everything, but she loves to control others too much.

In this respect, it’s really similar to Lilianu when she was young… She was a poor child who lacked love since she was a child, and she was afraid that her relatives would leave her side.

“Don’t worry.” Bai Wei stretched out his hand and gently stroked Liu Shengshuangyue’s hair.

“Clam?”

“Until you start a new family, I won’t go too far.” Bai Wei’s smile resembled that of an old father.

Crash… It seems that I heard the sound of a string breaking.