Is the Evil God Me?

[Blood Diamond] is her code name.

Every new official member of the [Gem Club] will get an exclusive gem name after being recognized by other members. The name of this gem is more of an image, which refers to the character and ability of this gem. In other words, ideas are often unexpectedly accurate.

For example, Ziegler's own [Blood Diamond], blood color and diamond, can be interpreted as representing unknown, calamity and precious things, which is also in line with her current life trajectory. She once rescued the wounded and rescued the wounded on a dangerous battlefield, and regardless of her own safety, she brought back all the people who should have been in the arms of the [Wailing Goddess], but when she witnessed all the tragedies in the war, she deeply realized that when a doctor It is impossible to save the world.

Sometimes, the simple and beautiful wish to live with you seems so extravagant.

After walking around the lower city and seeing with his own eyes the situation of many groups who were ignored and unable to speak, Ziegler understood this more clearly.

Healing and saving people. .

This can only save people temporarily, bad conditions can still make people sick. Therefore, the effect of curing a person's disease is too small and too fragile, like a thread that is easily broken. As long as you apply light force, the original effort will be all in vain. The real root of the disease is not in people, but in this sick world. From the doctor's point of view, what should really be saved is the bad environment.

While drifting on the stowaways, Ziegler kept thinking about a question.

He clearly hopes that the people in Xiacheng will no longer suffer from illness, pain and cold, and hope that they can reach perfection, but why did he get abnormal results after doing that...

The **** conflict created a deeper despair.

That is definitely a sin that can destroy the entire lower city, and it is all because of her doing these things. Is it wrong to say that the idea of ​​​​healing and saving people by yourself is wrong? Amplified to the whole bad society, is it incurable? Or is it that you are not on the right path?

Asking himself so repeatedly, sticking to the last bit of belief, and avoiding saying that he ended up falling into a breakdown, Ziegler has been trying to find an answer that can convince himself.

She could already feel the instability of the Reiki model.

Soon Ziegler caught a little hope, the one who stood up at a critical moment and saved the teenager who was about to fester in the lower city. Lynn, the young man with a great heart and a strong vision for greatness, tells a story that is so captivating.

Although the people in the story seem to lack sensibility, their unrepentant choices have given birth to heroes as many as stars, illuminating the dark sky of human civilization.

Can people really sublimate to such a level?

In such a terrible but heroic world, their life should be a perfect utopia. Just thinking about it like this, some of the sharp-edged doctors Ziegler have an urge to bring everything in that story into reality. Ziegler even thought about the feasibility, but after thinking about it, he found that it was basically impossible.

But this did not hit the good doctor who had smuggled to Hopps with suspended animation.

She felt that in the face of a common disaster, people would unite to resist the disaster, otherwise no one would be able to escape. As for Hopps, there is a giant ship that is slowly and silently in front of him. The people on the ship are all experiencing the test of disaster together, so they will definitely show some uncertainties, right?

With this expectation, Ziegler set foot on the land of Hopps, and she came to a border city to settle down.

But what disappointed her was...

As in Lynn's story, it did not happen that humanity united against disaster. Everything that happened in this city, the farmers were not selling, the factories stopped running, the capitalists sold, the bureaucrats were doing nothing, and the prices were rising seemed to paint a less glorious picture. When the giant ship sank, some people had lifeboats, and Some people are pulling the feet of others and not letting them go.

That kind of behavior of pulling each other's backs in the face of disaster is extremely ugly, and it is also part of human nature.

If Ziegler had not been mentally prepared, he would have ushered in even greater setbacks.

"Hero, not so cheap..."

After stepping on this land and observing for a long time, Ziegler finally gave a correct judgment. Heroes are by no means cheap, they are the precious wealth of a nation and a country, and the soil where heroes can be born is also very important. If this city is the new starting point, then she still has a lot to do.

Fortunately, she is not alone.

【Gem Club】.

An organization based on mutual aid ~www.wuxiaspot.com~ Each gem has its own philosophy and practice.

There are indeed lunatics in this organization, but there are also relatively mild normal people. There are traces of this loose organization in almost the entire continent, so after Ziegler arrived at Hopps, he quietly contacted the nearby organization forces as a member of the [Gem Society], and obtained the help of some moderate people.

She felt that she had to stabilize the environment, mobilize her emotions, and confirm what was right and what was wrong before she could have the soil for heroes to sprout.

Obviously, Lynn had learned a lot from the story she told.

And Hopps has become a powerful country and stood on the mainland for such a long time. To say that this country has no backbone at all would be an insult. The arrival of Ziegler and the first step forward, this city is still unwilling to give up hope. , it was finally able to operate reluctantly, maintaining a much poorer life than before the war.

Ziegler can be said to be exhausted.

As soon as any theory reaches the practical stage, it will appear very uneasy, and all kinds of situations that you have thought of or have not thought of will pop up, challenging your ability to adapt to the changes at the helm.

During this period of life, for Ziegler, there really is a feeling of walking on a steep cliff path. Sometimes she has the illusion that she will be crushed to pieces at any time.

In such a life, she became increasingly composed and steady, her steps unshakable.

Even in such a life, there is still a light for Ziegler, always shining on her, protecting her from the cold. And every time he prayed in a dream, Ziegler would look forward to that light coming again, injecting strength into himself.

When she fell into a dream tonight, she was like a stallion in the forest, walking lightly and cheerfully through the dream, and uttered a nostalgic prayer to the dark figure that seemed to be left behind and independent.