"Yoshida ... did you feel good?"

When he was done, as usual, Senior Kanda smiled with a faint smile and asked him while holding his breathing a bit disturbed.

"Very"

When I nodded, Senior Kanda smiled bitterly.

"Lie"

"Not a lie"

"If you feel good, you'll go more soon."

I shouted my head at the words.

"It is different from this."

Pulling it down with his waist down, he loses power while in Kanda's senior. At the same time, "N" and senior Kanda leaked a sighing sigh. The condom that came out later was full of what I released.

"I'm saying I can go raw."

Kanda said, looking at the rubber attached to my alter ego.

"If you're raw, you can go a little earlier."

"Raw is useless, if there is anything."

"So you're saying you're drinking a pill."

She says she can get pregnant even if she takes the pill. He looked at his father's work computer while he was out.

"I don't like me."

"I don't live because I like it."

Senior Kanda raised her upper body from the bed and scratched her hair.

"I don't know. If you like, I'll put it inside."

In my opinion, those values were more meaningless. After laughing vaguely, shake your head.

"Taking it inside means you want to have children. I don't want to think about that yet."

Speaking of that, Senior Kanda moved his eyebrows for a moment, and then said, "Oh," and a shy voice.

"So if you drink a pill, you can't have children."

"Do you need to put it in if you don't have kids?"

When I asked, Senior Kanda moaned low, noisily, and grinned, cheating it.

"I think Yoshida feels better if he is raw."

"I don't have to feel comfortable. I'm just happy with my seniors."

I really wanted to.

To be honest, I was satisfied with having sex with Kanda-senpai, but I was overwhelmingly comfortable with myself, considering the degree of pleasure in the simple “lower body”. What I wanted for sexual intercourse with her was a sense of superiority that she was monopolized by nobody else, or the pleasure of seeing her indecent.

In my words, Mr. Kanda smiled for the time being, but no matter how he looked, he didn't seem convinced.

"Do you really like me, Yoshida?"

"I love"

"Then, the next is raw."

I don't know why I'm particular about not sticking rubber. Speaking of my expression, I knew that Kanda was laughing mischievously.

"I would like to see how long Yoshida will go if it is raw."

"Not raw"

To be clear, the senior sighed and tilted his head.

"why?"

Why is this line.

Why haven't you figured out that you've explained it many times before? I decided to change that.

"I'll do it someday."

When I muttered, Senior Kanda tilted her head again in the opposite direction.

"When and when?"

I could not answer that question immediately.

Slightly itchy head of nose.

Scratch your nose with your index finger.

"Senior Kanda ... I hope he can feed him properly."

He looked down at the bed and answered with a small voice. I was too embarrassed and a fire was coming out of my face.

When Kanda did not say anything, she looked up and looked at her. She had a face that had never been seen before.

I don't know if I'm surprised or afraid. He had such a look as if he had encountered "Unknown creatures". The moment I met my eyes, Senior Kanda made a sick smile. However, the smile is a bit twitching.

"Yoshida is heavy."

Shimijimi and senior Kanda said so in a rhythm that said the sky was blue.

"It's cute."

Senior Kanda added that and smiled this time.

"Is it heavy?"

"Oh, I'm not saying it's bad. I think Yoshida's kind of thing is, in a sense, amazing ...."

Senior Kanda crawled her eyes on the bed sheets as she chose words.

"I think it's easier and more comfortable. We're going out to enjoy it now."

"But I want to cherish it because I get along."

Kanda laughed at me in my words, then reached out to my head and stroked her hair.

"I am glad"

After a rough and rough stroke of my hair, the senior added, "But."

When I look up, my senior meets my eyes.

I was struck by the illusion of grabbing my heart tightly.

Her eyes were like a parent reminding a child. I don't think it looks like a boyfriend.

"I don't want to be taken care of that much."

At the same time as my senior said, there was noise on her face. Feeling like time has stopped. Before I knew what had happened, my senior's face changed smoothly, like a CG, to another face I had seen.

"Mr.Yoshida"

She looked into my eyes and said without smile.

"I don't want me to take care of that much."

Sayu, sitting in front of her, said so.

When I jumped up, my whole body was sweaty.

The towel blanket came off my body and I felt the sweat cool at once.

Breathing up.

Looking at the clock, it was just past 13 o'clock. The room is bright with sunlight coming through the window.

When I looked around in the room, I felt that I was suddenly brought back to reality.

"A dream?"

He muttered and exhaled deeply.

It was something that I remembered in a real way. Until I dreamed, I forgot the existence of Kanda Senpai. No ... I may have just forgotten.

As the body arose with my spirit, I felt the discomfort of the clothes sticking to my body at once.

He got off the bed and took off his T-shirt, which he had been cluttered with.

Suddenly, when I looked over the table in my room, there was a small note paper. Pick up your hand and look through the written letters.

"I'm going to byte. White rice in rice cooker, miso soup in pan, side dish in microwave. Eat when you get up

It was written in beautiful letters like a model. It must have been written by Sayu. I didn't know that the characters were so beautiful.

Suddenly, the dream I had been dreaming of crossed my head.

"I don't want me to take care of you so much"

He shook his head and shook his voice.

I remember talking to Kanda. It was a strangely realistic dream with little modification. However, Sayu's words are definitely a dream. Why did you have such a dream?

I walked to the washroom without my upper body and washed my face with tap water. The blurred consciousness is tightened, and the feeling of sinking with a strange dream is refreshed a little.

When I returned to my room, the room felt strangely large. I considered the cause alone and understood it immediately.

"Oh, I see……"

There is no Sayu today.

I've never been without Sayu on my holiday. This is my first holiday since Sayu started working part-time.

I sigh and go out to the veranda with a cigarette.

"It's natural to be there ..."

After muttering, when I inhaled the smoke, I inhaled deeper than I expected and coughed.

"Ah fucking"

With my cough, I wiped my tears with my arms.

I didn't think the pace would go so far just because there was one person or not.

I forgot how I spent my holiday before.

I couldn't resist spending time in a house where I had nobody to talk to, so I caught my clothes out and went outside.

The destination has not been decided. For the time being, I decided to get out to the station.

When I walk, I remember my dream again.

Kanda-senpai.

My first and last lover. He went to the same high school and was a senior. I started dating in the early summer of my second year of high school, and my seniors died naturally after graduating from school.

She was very bohemian and very attractive. I knew that I was dating and broke up with a number of men before me, but I didn't care about that. I really fell in love with her, and vaguely thought that I could do well with her forever.

"... I wonder if it was a waste."

He muttered small and scratched his head.

I remembered vaguely, Senpa Kanda, panting in bed. How many years ago. She is the first and last lover. In other words, having sex with her was the first and last for me.

Once, I thought it would have been nice to taste her body raw.

After thinking, I immediately laugh.

"No"

Many years later, my values had not changed much.

I don't want to do that for someone who can't take responsibility.

Rather than that, I was more worried why I had such a dream that I remember her at such a time.

When I was walking while thinking, when I noticed, I had already gone out to the station. I was thinking about going to the station without knowing where to go.

From here, what happened?

"What, Yoshida Senpai?"

Suddenly, a voice is heard from behind, and his shoulders jump.

He turned around and saw the familiar chestnut medium short hair.

"What?"

Involuntarily raised his voice.

"Why are you here, Mishima?"

`` Yoshida Senpai ''

Mishima, standing in plain clothes, tilted her head with her eyes and mouth open like a fool.

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